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  1. Keke
    "Help how? Monster vanquishing? Soul rescuing? Food delivery?" "in any ways... do you need any form of help Bacon?" sera asked curiously Cade sighed loudly "are you seriously asking if you can HELP him?!"
  2. Keke
    Thank you Real REAL DO WE HAVE THE SAME TEACHER OR SMTHNG
  3. Keke
    she scrunched her face confused "perpetuating... i just... help people. And keep cade undercontrol."
  4. Keke
    *accepts* *hugs* SHUSH I HAVENT READ THE MANGA!!!!!! Shhhhhhh *hugs* You’re not late Dw. Still feel like crap today. I talked to my therapist and thats how it surfaced. Then the appointment ended before we could do anything so i got left without anything. I wouldn’t hate the real you. Ik i shouldnt feel guilty but when i go to practice barely able to keep my crap together after the day there’s the slontzees there is hate who will look at me with hate and disgust for trying to not break. I’ve already had three all out panic attacks at practice before and i dont want to have more. ill try to get it done. I just dont wanna fail bc you fail two classes you retake that grade and i cant because ill be behind my friends and they are the only lifeline. And in order to go to college i gotta do good. And i shouldnt be thinking about that im only 14 years old but my parents are like oh yeah college college. What are you gonna do. You could drop out at 16 and take the hisec and get a job and go to college early. And i say yeah i wanna stay in school bc normally i like it bc im a nerd. IM A FRESHMAN i should be focusing on other stuff. And my teacher in computer art makes everything worth so many points. If i miss one assignment my grade goes from an a to f. And i English i have a c and missing a 100point assignment would drop it to a d or f. My math grade is a low d. So…. God im ranting again. Sorry my brain is just whirling and im storming happy i dont have to do anything in this class. But i cant do my English work or my math work or any other work bc i can only do those in class and today we have this bs thing and im happy for it bc we get to hang out with kindergarteners and I love kids bc they are so innocent and pure and happy, but all my other classes are short, ok i swear im dont talking now. Sorry
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    Valid
  6. Keke
    Aejrckrethna which prequel movie is ur fav
  7. Keke
    We don’t really use it as a term like that. More of a big term Where i come from if your lgbtqia+ we just call them Gays if we are just using general terms…. I think it’s regional Yeaaah
  8. Keke
    *hugs.... cries....*
  9. Keke
    It is good. But also like... sad...
  10. Keke
    Thanks Idk just storming life and stress and im happy im finally moving to my dad's and I sent my first few boxes over and was like oh well it's actually happening and now im sad bc like it's. Actually. Happening.
  11. Keke
    *uh idk*
  12. Keke
    Okookim here when I wanna be sleeping but my mind is akwjowodjrhwhw and im trying not to cry and I wish I had someone who I was comfortable hugging to give me a hug and just yeah Basically Yesterday I had to miss some school for softball and I was like whatever im doing good in the class Sprout: where r u??? Your missing a huge research project that's like die in ten days Me: storm THIS ATUPID stormING WORLD ok sooooo context English class. I have a huge research project my dumbass teacher didn't give any info on in canvas. AND IM GONNA BE GONE FOR TWO OF THE TWN DAYS = 8 DAYS AND MY DUMBASS CANT DO THAT MUCH AND stormING MORONS IN COMPUTWR ART MADE A LILE 300 POINT ASSIGMNENT DUE AT THE END OF THE YEAR GET BUMBED TO TODAY AND I ALSO HAVE THIS OTHER ASSIGMNENT I JAVE TO DO THATS TAKING ALL MY stormING TIME BECAUSE PEOPLE JUDGE MY ART AND WOW MAYBE THATS WHY IM A PERFECTTIONIST YOU DUMBASS LEAVE ME ALONE ITS A stormING HAND OK? AND I CANT MATH FOR THE LIFE OF ME 4 different ways later AND I STILL CANT GET IT I swear im abouta ask chaos of he can mentor me bc I'm to dumb for this im missing ALL MY WORK FROM LAST UNIT BC IM stormING SPED *screams* I CANT DO THIS I . CANT. DO. THIS. IM NOT AS SMART AS I SEEMED LAST YEAR Everyone says oh your smart NUH UH O CANT EVEN FIGURE OUR WHATS WRONG WITH ME!?!? HOW IS THAT SMART!!!!! I feel depressed when I shouldn't be i feel overwhelmed but others are doing more and aren't as stressed and so then I'm being dramatic and I WANNA BREAK DOWN BUT I CANT im trying to hold it together. Be happy have a good attitude. Ya know? But im so close to snapping. Like go non joke crazy. I swear im not ok. I'm not ok im not ok im not ok. I'm going imcrazy. I swear im not joking I see my storming sanity disappearing. I. I m. I cant I cant I cant I cant. Who do I tell? Everyone says oh your handling it well NO IM NOahah im pretending I am. Bc I cant trust you with my emotions mom. It's not your fault. Actually it is. Past you. Sure I know you changed but traummaaa. And you say why won't you get over it I try o try I try I try I try I CANT. sure I'd like to have a sane relationship but I cant bc you'd hate the real me and so would dad. Even my sister would. I see her judge me when I talk to my friends. I dont know I dont know I dont know I DONT KNOW I swear in lauging like a crazy person right now. I cant i cant I cant . I m gonna break. I need advice I need help There's so much in here to break down but if you could pls do bc I'm Actually i dont even care anymore Why should I It's useless To care. I try to care about People. And they hurt me. But I take it. I forgive them. I apologize apologize apologize and people get annoyed at that but if I dont apologize they think im a jerk and I rely on others opinions to fuel myself bc my self esteem is so low I cant even see it. Im pretty sure im having a mental breakdown. Im trying trying trying I can't cant cant.
  13. Keke
    *pats pats. What about lactaide?* *dies again. I'm gonna go rant in mhc*
  14. Keke
    *No It DoESnT!!! I used to drink it all the time. It taste horrid.* *yayyy*
  15. Keke
    *NO LEAVE SOY MILK AWAY FROM ME I LOVE MY SPED MILK OK!!* *stops crying temporarily*
  16. Keke
    *abomination? Is lactaid- milk but lactose free bc am lactose intolerant. With chocolate milk powder* *nuzzles*
  17. Keke
    Ahhhh *magically swaps to my sped milk I have* *puts nesquik choco powder* *dwinks* *silently cries*
  18. Keke
    Is it lactose free?
  19. Keke
    *pokes head out and holds Blankie around neck and snugglez in it. And purrs bc dshhhh dont judge.*
  20. Keke
    *squirms more. Searches for way to breth non carbon dioxide.* NEDS AIRRRIRIRIRIRIRI AHAHAHAH AM GON DIE OF DIOXIDE NON OXOGYN ahahehehshh
  21. Keke
    AHAHAHAHSHHSHAHSGSGAHAHAGHAHAHAHAHAHGAHAGAHAGAGGAGA Hawks is literally dying inside and out AGAGAHGAGAGAHAGAGAHAHAGAGAGGAGAHAHAHAHHAGAGAGAGAGGAH *SCREAMZ*
  22. Keke
    *cries in im sad.* AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
  23. Keke
    Mood tho T-T JUST SOMR FOLKS BEUNG BI both Context I say its the gays meaning. Its the people who are lgbtqiaabcdefghijklmnopqurstuvwxyz and gay men. i astess gay men as Its a gay man! *pointd* Suuure ..... *fortnight dances* *idk help im going insaner then I already am*
  24. Keke
    Teach me Your ways GASP *cries is tired* UR NOT HUMAN Lucky *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* Something new or same thing I LOVE THAT WUOTR I WOEOORVVE LOVE LOVR IT AHAHHWHEHAHAHEHSHAHEHHAHRHSHEHEHSHHWHRHSHRHSHEHRHHSHSHAHR U EATXH JJK??? Yeah...... *hugs* *hugs hugs* *hugs* Aliiiii You have so many skillz that are so usefulll
  25. Keke
    Had a stoke i me think did i
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