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Keke

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  1. *hugs* Thanks *hugssss* Oh and my mom is convinced that yall are actually planning on kidnapping me.... so I cant meet anyone until dragonsteel. Valid concern tho so just FYI.
  2. *hugs* *hugs* Eh well that went poorly....... I had a panic attack and spent the night in a psychiatric hold at the hospital and was just discharged. To say the least my parents hate being trans and the new revelation of alterhuman. And I was forcibly talked to about how im wrong and living in a delusion and disassociating and when I talked to the psychiatrist she said that she doesnt see any of that. I domt want to live at my house anymore. Damn I just want to live with my friends. Speaking of, they blame my friends for 'making' me this way and that im just trying to fit in.
  3. Im going to the hospital so I might not be on tomorrow

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    2. Keke

      Keke

      To be seen by the psyc ward

    3. Through the Living Hope
    4. Kansas Stormcursed

      Kansas Stormcursed

      In a good way? Or like- words aren't working but like is that in a bad way?

  4. *hugs* We will.besides im on the lowest dose and even the doctor was like so you wanna go higher and my dumbass said no. Kk Ok sorry for the spam posting my ibe had a roller coaster of emotions. After crying at the party bc im just sick of my family and them all being awesome and hugs and hand holding and everything and scream singing karaoke. I get picked up and when my dad saying good night and he goes. I have no problem calling you Hawks bc its a nickname. Then when he leaves he says goodnight Hawks and closes the door. Ahahhahaahahahah *cries bc life*
  5. *hugs* Uh well I sent a note. And uhm..... my dad has yet to mention anything about it. My mom said that maybe we should increase my antidepressants and get a family session in councilor. Im kinda scared and I kinda need hugs. Rn.
  6. Why the storm is it so hard to explain emotions. So my dad came over and went to take down my old bed and my room is messy. Now its not as messy as it has been in the past but it could be better and I've tried to do it but as previously stated im dead and trying my best to survive rn. That's not an excuse ik but. Anyways my dad gets there and texts my mom like hey you should have had him take down his bed and she goes I did then my mom tells me. "You should have cleaned your room when I told you to." Thenni try saying that when I get home from school im dead snd- then she goes "you want a day to relax but you never do anytjing when you get home from school. And your dad says you can sleep on the floor till you get your room cleaned because hes not going to do musical chairs with the mess." And she says that i disappointed my dad and im trying to keep my rust together She just glady suggested that I can temporarily move said "mess" (its not that messy) to her room so my dad can set up the bed and I xont have to force myself to do anything right now. Im thinking of writing a note to my parents with all my emotions in it since i cant verbalize anything. *hugs* its ok I just need support.
  7. Eh. So we jave today off yay I wake up. After last night where we worked since I got home from school till I almost overloaded and had to sit in my comfort hammock and write oc lore then I watched a show with my mom then slept. Now I wake up today. We do chorsed.. im mentally snd emotionally exhausted. So im like ok today I can relax and hang out with my friend at her birthday party tonight. Then turns out I have to help my dad make a bed and continue tearing up the floor in the basement. So obv trying to express my emotions vut I suck at thar I go "ugh. I want a day when I can not have anything to do and relax." Rhen I get this response "your to old for that" WHAT im fourteen and barely considered a highschooler. Hpw am I to old to have a day where I can take care of myself and work on my depression . Then my mom goes "besides, wed be done with the basement if you and the two boys worked harder. If you had wrd be done and at this point and the rate you work we will be working till Monday." Then complains about it thought the car ride. She also said "gour the one who chose to do parties this weekend" ma'am one is a birthday party where we are going to either explore the nature or sit and watch TV and play games. That's not stressful. The other is a hang out where me and three friends are going to swim at a pool. RHOSE ARENT ATRESSFUL. So I have to help my dad build a bed in a room barely big enough for one person plus a dismantled bed and a working on moving bed then work in a basement i can't breath in du3 to smells and sensory overloads. *cries is stressed*
  8. a small child walked out. And im just going to put a photo of her. Though she is wearing different clothes and they are the same color scheme as the dress but a shirt and shorts. "hey dot. uh how do I start the machine?" She asks dot leans down and whispers in her ear and pats her head "okie, go on now" he says in a soft and kind voice. "now I assure you my dear bacon, the plan is already working."
  9. atlas leaned towards bacon "i think hes high" Dot the Jesk sighed. "Uh no. Im not high dear child. But as for the other person, im here to make sure you dont rescue that boy before the plan is complete" he laughs. "So fun. Anyways what are your names?"
  10. Oh. its not that I dont have time its that I cant physically get myself to do anytbing but like dye inside.
  11. Yeah almost every hate comment has one person telling them off
  12. Dw gang look at my besties
  13. Chat i didnt even do anytbing other then wear my mask in a video xD Little do they know they are boosting my content
  14. Eheheheheheheyeyeyeheheh I caught haters in the act a few days ago and on another they were bieng mean. lowkey it didint hurt until it lowkey did
  15. Heh thars alot I read it all but I dont have any energy to actually do anything to respond. Maybe i will when I get motivation *hugs* ok
  16. XD It's awesome until you get the "Get back in your cage" "What the hell are you" "Your weird as hell" And the "woof woof kys" Frrr
  17. Hs!!! You are awesome Sometimes people do get hurt and that sucks. But dont die! We love you!!! I wisg i could be more help so here are some hugs *hugs hugs* Your awesome dont die
  18. Yay im not alone!!!!!!!!!
  19. Otherkin would be therian but mythological animals
  20. Uhhhh Fickin? A person who in some way connects to an animal In the case of therians its a spiritual connection. Other hearts are like very deeply connected to an animal Furries contrary to people's statement. Have another persona that is an animal. They themselves are not animals. Or like fickin is like in a past life you were a fictional character Sortof but no....
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