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  1. SmilingPanda19
    Just a image of you looking like Pete the Sock man, except your names Mr. Black Sock popped into my head XDDDD
  2. SmilingPanda19
    XDDDD I have brown eyes, dark brown straight hair in a messy bun, (I wish my hair was curly) I need to find some overalls to wear, I want to try wearing them. I also don't wear glasses, which is surprising because both my parents need them. Maybe in the future I will need them. How'd you know-
  3. SmilingPanda19
    Yeah there's that too. Its really sad. Sadly the secret lizard named Gandalf can not murder people with spoons, he was so disappointed when I told him.
  4. SmilingPanda19
    I know right! No eating spoons ORRRRR lizards named Gandalf!
  5. SmilingPanda19
    Kinda correct. I mean I’m s h o r t. My hair is brown, dark brown, and I want to dye my hair but stupid school. I have shoulder length hair. I do sit quietly most of the time, unless I’m next to my friend. If I’m next to my friend I’m playing a chess match in the back of the classroom and kicking them under the desks. I do make snarky comments sometimes, like this kid in my grade sounds like his name should be on the periodic table- anyways. Kiiiiind of correct. Oh- and if I brought a bird home my mother might kill me. She has three rules. 1. No murder, murdering, swearing, or murder. 2. If the dog wouldn’t eat it then neither should you. 3. Birds, snakes, reptiles, and rodents of unusual size (or usual size) are not permitted or they may be chucked off the back porch.
  6. SmilingPanda19
    I always imagined @Thaidakar the Ghostblood as the IPad kid with glasses in the corner reading a book. He’d probably be wearing sweat pants too…. With flip flops… and a baseball hat-
  7. SmilingPanda19
    Welcome to the shard! I am still in the process of educating myself on all things Sanderson.
  8. SmilingPanda19

    Guys…

    Today was actually hilarious. One of my close friends goes on a rant about how movies are better than books, the hunger games sucks, the Wingfeather saga is derpy, and how much she hates books. (Basically insulting everything I love) 

    And then I look her dead in the eye and go: Adding that to the list. 

    Her: What list?

    Me: *pulls up blank google doc* The “101 reasons we hate [name] list”

    The best part about this is my whole friend group helped me put stuff down. It’s been one day and we are at 51. Now you might be saying: “Panda! That’s so mean?!” Well A. She loved the idea and B. It’s so funny. Here are some of the things on the list. (Some are quotes of hers)

    1. “The metric system sucks. They should switch to feet and inches.”

    2. Chucking a fly swatter at me in class.

    3. “JuSt gOtTa WaTeR tHE CaCtUs YoU kNOw-“ *proceeds to dump entire water bottle on the desk*

    4. She thought blue raspberries were real.

    5. Gets lost in bed bath and beyond

    6. *Random sheep noises in the background* 

    7. Tried to break the game of life board 

    8. Always gets attacked by lantern flies 

    9. Has the weirdest stories about drive through at night

    10. Walked out of the house in the middle of the night right after there was an AMBER FREAKING ALERT-

    11. Spraying me with a hose. 
       

    12. “Hot dogs are literally sausage.”

    She helped create it. XD, so funny. 


     

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    2. Lotus Blossom

      Lotus Blossom

      AHAHAHAHAHAHA THATS SO FUNNY

      she sounds like an awesome friend :P

    3. SashaBlue

      SashaBlue

      Lmaoo

    4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Ask her to read Brandon Sanderson, she will soon revise her opinion-

      Though! I think that's absolutely hilarious. 

  9. SmilingPanda19
    …….. Avatar the Last Airbender (Zutara is the best and nobody can say otherwise) Hoodies (I have a collection) Books/Writing TPBM Also thinks Zutara is the best ship in ATLA
  10. SmilingPanda19
    Lucette shakes her head and growls slightly. By this time her flesh has peeled away and the muscle is bloody and exposed. It’s a mix of her blood and others. She half limps half stumbles over towards the building, almost as if being forced to keep moving.
  11. SmilingPanda19
    Okay- I am a biological female and identity as a female, but there is something I don’t even understand about women. WhAtS uP wItH tHe BiG @&# WaTerBotTlES?
  12. SmilingPanda19
    What's the weirdest thing you've ever said in ASL? Honestly, french fries.
  13. SmilingPanda19

    I can’t even with today. 

    I thought I looked good today, I thought I looked okay. It was the first day in weeks I woke up and walked out the door not feeling like a dumpster fire. 
     

    I put my hair up today and my friends messed with it several times so I had to redo it, which by the end of the day it was a mess. 

    Some stupid kids in my grade kept giving me dirty looks for existing.

    I literally couldn’t sit still in my math class today and had to sit and shift awkwardly to keep myself focused and fiddle with stuff to keep myself focused which got more weird glances.

    I am insecure cause I literally ripped my freaking thumb nail off by accident and have to wear a bandage and toss a friend of mine grabbed my hand to drag me somewhere and immediately looked disgusted before letting go.

    Someone took a picture of me (I have like photo out of my thousands of photos in my phone of myself because I hate my appearance) and they really had to go “Well… your smiles… cute.” like they had to find something to love about me and even my smile was horrible.

    A younger friend with literally no filter went “You have dandruff… and greasy hair… have you taken a shower in the last three weeks?” I literally took one last nigh but my body hates me. I try so hard, my dad even said my hair was so pretty this morning. I felt so good.

    And finally, the cherry on top that ruined my day, made me literally break down when I got home. 

    My literal closest friend, the only person I have in my life to go to for physical attention and other crap. My best friend was on the bus with me and a couple people were making fun of my hair (they are my friends) and it got a little more personal and insecure attacking than just a joke. I literally went dead silent and stared at the ceiling. She, sitting right next to me was continuing the conversation with them even tho it was obvious I was really hurt by it. I lean over and lay my head on her shoulder and she goes to kiss me on the head or lay her head on mine or something and immediately stops. I then hear her mutter under her breath, “nevermind I don’t want to touch that actually.” I literally pulled my head back and had to resist the urge to break out sobbing for half an hour till I got home. 
     

    I hate my hair. I hate my smile. I hate my face. I hate my acne. I hate my nose. I hate my body. I hate my hands. I hate my teeth. I hate my laugh. I hate the fact that I work through my horrible day with the sole motivation to see that one friend and he a hug and I’m even too disgusting for her. I hate everything. 

    I am incapable of communicating my need for physical attention, insecurities, and pain so I just go silent. 

    Why did this all have to happen on the one day I was feeling good?

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    2. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      I hope I'm not late.

      *flexes fingers* Panda, you're beautiful despite what they say. Eddie said it better than I can, but I'll still try here. The rude people don't define us. What they say may hurt, what they say may be like barbs, what the say may affect your emotions on occasion, but what they say doesn't change the truth. What anyone says doesn't change what truth is, despite how much they try to make it seem that way. You are beautiful, Panda, you are an amazing person. And, even if you weren't pretty, your personality and just plain awesomeness shines brighter than the sun. What they say doesn't define you. While you're taking those showers, don't just wash off the dirt, wash off their words, their pithy jabs that don't belong in the same sentence as your name. In the same sentence as anyone's name. Shardsock, you're the more awesome shard sock by far, and I mean it. All of this insanity comes with being a teenager, unfortunately, and we can't change that, but what we can change is how it affects us, especially when we have people like the awesome community of the Shard to tell us that it doesn't affect the truth, even when it may seem to. 

      What I'm trying to say, Panda, is that you're beautiful and nothing changes that. You're beautiful by the way you talk, by the way you tell people what they need to hear, by the way that you do your best, the way that you tell the stories that you want to tell and more. Don't listen to those rude people, please, Panda, if not for you, than for all of us on the Shard who know what an awesome person you are.

    3. Lotus Blossom

      Lotus Blossom

      I'm so sorry, Panda.

      I just got home from theatre and saw this.

      You are so beautiful. I don't even know what you look like, but it doesn't matter, because I know your personality and it is such a gorgeous personality. Never feel upset about your appearance. It is impossible for you to not look good. In fact, it is impossible for you not to look stunning. You are such a beautiful human being.

      If no one can see how freaking incredible you are, that is such a big loss for them. I am sure all of them are insecure and so they decide to make fun of you because they know how nice you are and that you would never dare to hurt them in the same way. This makes you stronger, Panda. It tells you exactly how beautiful you are.

      I love you so much.

      Please PM me.

    4. SashaBlue

      SashaBlue

      Okay panda, im sorry im late on responding on this but, you are a beautiful person. Those kinds of people are just insecure about themselves or too stupid to think about others that they think its okay to make you feel bad about yourself. I know its difficult smiles and I understand your situation and I am sorry for how they’ve treated you. Smiles you are a beautiful person, inside and out. And from what I can tell, im not alone thinking that. You’ve been there for me when I felt bad so im gonna be there for you. Smiles whenever you feel like you need to vent, im here and so is all your friends.
       

      Stay strong you beautiful human,

  14. SmilingPanda19
    Yeah but in simple terms all the guys at my school are dog poop and the one guy I had a chance with lives 8 hours away and has left me on read for over two weeks.
  15. SmilingPanda19
    So now you are a glue covered sock??????????
  16. SmilingPanda19
    Oh I’ve felt romantic attraction, but something about this time in my life doesn’t seem right. I could want it desperately but I don’t really see it being the right time. I mean I’ve been the same person since I was young. I’ve simply matured enough to express myself and be self conscious of myself. I mean people think I’m 3 years older than I am all the time and my family even recognizes my mental age is much higher than my actual age, but that’s basically saying “You got depressed faster than most.” But even if I feel ready I feel I need to figure out myself. Some people say you need to find yourself before you date, but I don’t believe that. I think you need to see who are now and look at who you want to be and as you are walking in that direction find someone who is walking at the same pace you are for the same goal. Does that make sense?
  17. SmilingPanda19
    I don’t quite understand, but if you have a way you can do it you could probably be VERY VERY helpful there. I also suggest we PM each other to create a message to send to each sharder.
  18. SmilingPanda19
    Okay. I intend on finishing the credits soon so you can start PMing them when I finish. If you have a method of removing their content then I’m all ears. I was just very worried and unsure how we would go about removing their content.
  19. SmilingPanda19
    The reason I’m working the credits so early is because I would like to send an individual message to every single person to inform them that we are creating this, could use their help, and need their permission to put it together. Currently we are leaking into the 200’s I believe and some people hardly participated. Based on my knowledge about 10% of the people who have participated went offline and haven’t come back in the last 2 months. Getting every persons permission because of this is nearly impossible. Since some of the earlier pages may contribute to lore and we have a credits page that completely credits them to being the original writers, could we possibly get 50-70% of the people’s permission and continue with the project? (People like Nameless* have contributed more. Should we just focus on getting the permission of the main contributors and the one liners are just left to the credits for their contribution to the work?)
  20. SmilingPanda19
    The idea is that it’s a full readable novel I suppose. You don’t really find. “Recaps” in novels.
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    Confess!
  23. SmilingPanda19
    Uhmmmmm I suppose you could get to cutting out the idiotic stuff or grammatical errors. You might be able to do things like that.
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    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1aMrjuL7pm4qBEESO-g3TRs5WrBiEz1Cj0oLvZc5nFDU/edit?usp=drivesdk There you are good sir.
  25. SmilingPanda19
    Alrighty. I am not running this show (I don't know who is lol) But I do know we need to get every single line from TLT down on a doc so that we can edit it into an actual story. That will take a VERY long time. I am currently scrolling through every TLT page and writing down the people who contributed. Every single one. However I know Experience was working on putting down some pages. If you want to click into the doc and help out at some point you can. You can just copy and paste the lines from TLT where they left off. Almost anything you do would be helpful though.
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