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HI EVERYONE HOW ARE YOU !!! ???
Turns out full time student + part time job is a killer combo, but there's nothing like procrastinating homework to bring one back to the forums amiright.It's life update time!
How am I? I have no idea lol I'm all over the place.
My job isn't too bad. It's fast food so it can only be so good, but all of my coworkers are nice to me and it's not like it's that hard, just tiring. I get covered in ice cream everytime tho lollll
College is hard, and reading the textbooks takes me hours because for some reason I can't read quickly anymore. But it's also really fun. I like studying at the library and walking around the pretty campus and sometimes buying snacks. Also lowkey having the freedom to go up and back from campus everyday as an adult is giving me life. Sometimes a girl just needs a good wander now and then. I'm enjoying my classes, and I've already made some ugly art which is good.
Don't worry about all my currently due assignments, they're not there if I don't think about them!!!
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuh. A lot of stuff happened but it's late and I do remember anything tbh ...
I rearranged all the furniture in my room which is really fun. I have room for more bookcases now which means I can buy more books eheheheheeheheh. I plan on decorating it and making it a really special place for myself cause it's basically my comfert zone. Plus I don't have a dorm room to decorate because I'm living at home so I gotta have my fun somehow.
I starting reading WoT. My brother and I are gonna try and buddy read the whole series which will be fun I think. I have no idea how to pronounce moiooiranine or whatever her name is.
Updates on more serious stuff I guess?SpoilerI was finally able to talk to a doctor about my anxiety, and prove to my mom it's not just a lack of vitamins messing up my brain. I'm now taking meds for it, and I do think it has helped a little with general anxiousness though I still have bad days. It hasn't helped the depresso expresso though lmao so what can you do.
The doctor didn't really diagnose me with a disorder, or offer to look into diagnoses though, and I'm not sure if I should push for that or not. On the one hand, it's not good to wrap your identity around a health problem, which is a lesson I'm trying to learn. On the other hand, I do wish I could concretely say "I have a disorder" when explaining my problems to folks so .... I'm not sure what to do lol.
I actually found out that the clinic on my college campus will test you for ND for free though, so I'm thinking my next step will be figuring out if I have Autism or not (because if I do then that's a root cause of a lot of other stuff).
By the way I finally told my mom I suspect I have it, which is something I was really scared to do. I've heard to many horror stories about more traditional folks not understanding, but when I told she literally said "Lowkey I might have it too." What a queen.
Uhhhhhhh I did also come out to my sister (who's not in the church anymore) and it was really scary but she was really accepting and loving about it and it made me feel really safe knowing she's there for me. We've always been close and I'm really thankful for her.
I want to say I'm doing better now then I was a few months ago but I don't know if that's true ... I just have a lot more distracting me and keeping me busy lol. That's not necessarily a bad thing!
I've missed you all and I love you so much. I hate how I've disappeared and believe me when I say forum activity is not the only thing that has suffered for the insanity that is my life ... I have so many neglected hobbies ... and unfinished projects ... and my succulents are dying ...
I can tell it's getting late because my laptop and my phone simultaneously ran out of battery so I gotta wrap this up!! I'll probably think of more things to say in the morning, but that's all the big stuff.Love you <333
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QuoteLove you too girl!!!
Awwwwwwwwwww thanksย
QuoteMy mom thinks everyone has at least a sprinkle of ADHD
That's not really how it works, but that's a sweet sentiment!
Quotesome words of advice about WoT
Don't get disgusted/bored/grossed out in the middle books, you'll know what I mean, but after book 11, it is the single greatest fantasy series ever written (with exception to Tolkien obv)
Remember side characters, they important and will come back
Buddy I have heard this exact same thing from like 15 different people, including a random guy at the bus station who saw me carrying the bookย
. I'm well aware.
QuoteLet me know of your thoughts on characters! (and theoriesย
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Would you guys be interested in a reaction thread from me? I've been thinking about doing one as a reason to stay active, and I'm going to be typing up reactions to send to my brother anyway.
QuoteI pronounce it Mwah-rain, or close enough
omg thanks T-T
Thanks everyone !!!!!!!!!!11ย
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