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  1. Bird Furious
    Qodi eyed Shoe with a strangely piercing gold gaze. Then she went back to eating grass. Gail looked like she was gonna cry again.
  2. Bird Furious
    Hmm Gail knelt, set Qodi down, and whispered in her ear. Qodi did nothing. Gail frowned. That was… weird. “Come on,” she prodded. “Come on, do something cool.” Qodi nibbled at the grass.
  3. Bird Furious

    I know, I know. I posted an SU like five minutes ago. 

    But… 

    But……..

    I’m sad. And I’m not happy with my life. And as much as I try and imagine, I can’t think of a life that I could live at any point on this earth that I could be happy with. 

    So my dreams mean nothing now. 

    And I just can’t—

    I can cry on command. I don’t wanes be an actor, though. I don’t wanna be anything. 

    Well… I wanna be a kid. 

    I wanna rewind a whole bunch of years to when I homeschooled and complained about the teensy bit of work I had to do. I miss climbing trees and making potions and mud pots in the backyard. I miss when the days felt so long, bedtime was a shock and not something to be looked forward to and dreaded simultaneously. I miss when my dreams were as real to me as my own mother and I believed with my whole heart that I would be amazing and incredible and write SO many books and I’d love it and everyone would love me and I’d be rich and live in a mansion with a billion sweet kitties. 

    But alas. 

    Something inside me feels that no matter what happens, I can’t be happy. 

    True or not, you can’t imagine how that hurts. 

    1. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      I've had times like that. I won't say I know what you're feeling, because we're all different. But know that how you feel now isn't forever. I get that however true it is, it still feels that way, but it won't always. I imagine there are moments in the day when it doesn't. It's just hard to focus on, especially when the bad feeling is becoming a routine.

      You can have happiness, even if it's not the idealistic version you imagined. I feel that dreams are something to shoot for, but they're not something you owe it to yourself to achieve. It's not worth getting hurt over, and it's not what you need to be happy. You may just need to find what happiness looks like for you before you can see it. 

      We're here for you if you need anything.

  4. Bird Furious
    How are los peopleses restrained any iron or anything I… wasn’t paying attention…
  5. Bird Furious
    "Ooooh!! Can we help???"
  6. Bird Furious

    Great.

    I got into TLT and I have no clue what's going on. 

    Welp, I hereby make it my life's mission to scud it up!

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    2. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      Where was it? Basilica?

    3. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      I think so? She was kidnapped by Rylan when they got back from the subplot. Then she was gone doing things I am not aware of, and just got back and sought out TAAron I believe.

    4. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      Gotcha. Imma go to bed but I’ll post tomorrow!

  7. Bird Furious
    I WANT ONE I WANT ONE I WANT ONE I WANT ONE I WANT ONEEEEE
  8. Bird Furious
    Yeah ik this was like three pages ago but "QODI!" Gail shrieked, then dashed to her rabbit and scooped her up. "Thank the SCUDDING STARS, I thought you were GONE FOREVER." She started to sob hysterically. The placid bunny just snuffled her cheek and licked up her tears. Gail's golden tears. Gail got herself under control after a minute (or... well, let's just say a long time). "Why are we fighting?"
  9. Bird Furious
    NOOO IM ACTUALLY SO CRAZY JEALOUS SCUD YOU
  10. Bird Furious
    YES I DID HOW DID U KNOW tpbm laughed today at something not funny.
  11. Bird Furious
    "I saw a plotblade," Gail said to nobody. "I want one."
  12. Bird Furious
    SO effective. I dare you to open all these spoiler boxes.
  13. Bird Furious
    all of u---
  14. Bird Furious
    I HATH WINNETH
  15. Bird Furious

    How common is it to feel utterly forgotten? How many times a day do normal human beings look at themselves and decide that they’re alone? How often do healthy human mouths turn off because, somehow, they’re afraid now? 

    I guess it doesn’t really matter. Not anymore. 

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    2. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      I'm sorry that you're feeling these things. We are here for you, you're not alone. And you and your feelings do matter.

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      you might feel like you’re alone sometimes

      but we’ve got your back

       love you best fried ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    4. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Aye, we're all here for you lass. As I'm a wee silly Scottish lad today :P

  16. Bird Furious
    Ok uh wtesc anyway carry on
  17. Bird Furious
    WE ARE FINISHED. IM TAKING ALL THE CAKE BACK
  18. Bird Furious
    Gail opened her mouth, stopped, and closed it for a second “We… we were looking for… muffins.”
  19. Bird Furious
    “You’re threatening the sweet lil hamster??” “The muffin man?” Gail frowned. “I think we left him in the mud.
  20. Bird Furious
    I DIDNT SHOOT IT AT YOU I SHOT IT AT EVERYONE ELSE. U AND I ARE ALLIES.
  21. Bird Furious
    -*uses bazooka *
  22. Bird Furious
    Hah! For a second I thought you were serious! HURRY THE GETAWAY BAZOOKA CAR IS RUFHT AROUND THE CIRNER
  23. Bird Furious
    Gail picked up the hamster. “Apologize! And fix the monocle!”
  24. Bird Furious
    “that’s rude,” Gail chided. “Gimme that poor animal.”
  25. Bird Furious
    *pouting*
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