shortcake

I PUT GLITTWR IN MY HAIR AGAIN

@Just-A-Stick I KNOW YOULL WANNA HEAR ABOUT THAT

I have work in like an hour and 20 minutes and I gonna go with glitter in my hair

AND IM FINALLY GETTING MY FIDHET RING BACK

also last time I worked was Wednesday and the residents kept talking about my knees bc I forgot that I had work that day and I wore jeans with holes at my knees

glitterrrrrrr

I hate that snakes are a regularly-feared creature

for get to know you games at school, a lot of times, there'll be questions about your pets and if you have any

every time the words "six snakes" come out of my mouth there's always people that visibly recoil and then boom I'm automatically not going to like them as a person simply because they hate snakes

but I made a friend on the first day by mentioning my abundance of nope-ropes

they're super cool and they run a snake rescue thingy and the reason I became friends with them was not because I talked to them first, oh no, I would never, but it was because I mentioned that we were trying to find a new home for one of our danger noodles and they wrote their number on a little piece of paper and gave it to me at the end of class and was like "hey if your snake needs a home, I run a snake rescue? here's my number" and I mentioned that the tongue-flicky-spaghetti-boi was actually a girl and an albino ball python named Luna and they were really excited and they showed me pictures of the enclosures they have for their other butt-ton of snakes and the enclosures are s t a c k a b l e so its super cool

and apparently their dad doesn't know about 5 of their snakes and they have like 13 or something it's crazy

and i've been info-dumping about them to @Dead since like Tuesday and their friend told me that they were info-dumping about me to the friend since Tuesday as well they're so cool and their style of clothing is similar to mine and I think its amazing

also if anyone is wondering, we met in a zoology class and our teacher is so silly it's great

imma go eat a hot dog and wait for Fortnite to finish updating (it's been over an hour and it's only at 56%)

another thing! I wore my hair down and unstraighted today and unintentionally matched with my creative writing teacher because of our hair!

the freshman this year are so unhinged yesterday one of them told me they were going to throw me into the skibidi toilet and today one of them asked me if I could flash them since I was wearing a shirt that went down a little far at the bust area but I thought it was pretty so I wore it

I'm struggling again

and there's no one here anymore

I don't know what I'm doing

I just wanted lasagna except there was no more so now I'm crying in my room

LOOKIT

LOOK WHAT I MADE

ITS REALLY COOL

I love my boyfriend

he's so cool

hi @Dead!!

(he prolly won't respond he never gets on here)

RAHHHH

I DONT WANNA GO TO WORKKKK

but money

but also scary elderly people (I got scolded for calling them old)

mlehhhhh and my back and ankle and the bottoms of my feet will hurtttt

you guys

please friend me on minecraft I wanna show you my cool house

I need yalls usernames but mine is ShortcakeBurned (bc someone tok shortcake already so now I'm crispy ;-;)

two days ago, my mom called my grandma asking if I was okay with being listed as my dad's daughter (since he's technically not my biological dad, but he's the first dad I've ever really known) in his obituary in the newspaper

I told her I wanted that

and she cried

mlep

I really want to go to his funeral but I don't know when it is

and I don't know how to ask

I don't know why im like this

are my feelings just nonexistent or are they super delayed??

like there are literally people asking if I'm okay and I don't know how to answer because if I say I'm fine they either won't believe me or I'll just seem like a psycho

and I can't tell if the slight amount of sadness that I feel about this is genuine or if I subconsciously forced myself to feel it

I'm scared

and I don't know how else to cope

mmmm gotta love having panic attacks at work

and I'm still the excited chaotic person that I always am

I don't know

I'll be okay

fun thing to talk about with teachers

just- "what'd you do over the summer?" 

"oh, well, my dad died, so there's that"

"oh my goodness I'm so sorry"

"oh its okay I barely knew him anyway"

EDDIE

IM AT WORK SO I CANT PLAY FORTNITE

@The Bookwyrm hi bookie!!

I no no wanna go worky

I'm home and I'm eating peach cobbler yogurt (apparently it's a thing?) right now and oh my goodness it's delicious

I'm gonna hopwfully make green bean casserole and probably eat he entire thing by myself because I freaking love it

and then I'll probably hop back on minecraft, might get some of my friends to join me

also my legs hurt especially my right ankle from walking so much today

rahhhhh

plan for today

I play minecraft until like 11:20 (I think) Ithen walk to my school's football field to hang out with my boyfriend during his lunch break of band camp and then idk what to do for the rest

might straighten my hair idk yet

when your dad passes away and you have no idea how to feel or what to feel because he was never really there for you since you've basically lived with your grandparents your whole life so you make a joke out of it because that's how you cope but then you feel bad because everything else that could go wrong is doing exactly that- what am I supposed to do?

I don't know what I'm supposed to feel

my mom is not taking his passing well and I feel bad because I don't feel the same

he's not even my bio dad, he's just my name dad because he gave me his last name

am I just incapable of mourning?

I don't know why im like this

I feel nothing

I'm supposed to feel sad or something but I don't

it's not his fault he wasnt there for me

I mean it kind-of is because he's the one that accepted his friend's offer of me him and my mom living in the friend's shed when I was a baby and then I got taken away but I don't know

ughhh nevermind I didn't say anything

I'm fine

haps birth

I've come to contact 6ou about your cars extended warranty. itll only last a fortnite so you best get it renewed quick

@Edema Rue guess what I'm playinggggg