shortcake

went to a pride parade in the town next to mine yesterday because apparently they do theirs in july

it was my first time going to one and I had a lot of fun

on a different note though-

my body is in constant pain

I take stuff to help with headaches DAILY

and I still get them literally every day

it's so bad and constant that a couple months ago I was prescribed with basically a super strong version of ibuprofen

and that still doesn't help

my constant headaches make it where I'm constantly irritable and I feel bad about it because I feel like I'm being crappy towards my friends

my back is always hurting

I messed my knee up even more too

I just want to be able to move around and be out and about and hang out with my friends without being in pain and it's so stupid

and on Tuesday I think I slept literally all day. I was only up for almost 4 hours

because it hurts so much just to be awake

if I'm laying down my back hurts

standing up it hurts

everything just hurts

every step sends a pain up my leg

sure it's dull but it's still there

I literally had to leave work early today because of just everything hurting

and I kept having to take breaks from walking at pride yesterday

I'm so tired

of everything hurting