Throw TheLiving Silverware

yeah I do feel that awkward/9.58 sorry to answer this late, but no, it was... another song Not a very happy one and this all ties into a certain state of mind that I know hasn't ever been helpful and is in fact one of the reasons I ended up under water for so long

Cool colors. D&D, nice - been wanting to try some for a while now. I dispute your claim to have read "almost every fantasy book" though, because even as a fast reader it would take you much more years than you claim to have spent on earth. 9/10

It depends what do you want to use them for.

What's the best book you've ever read? If it's a Sanderson book, what's the best non-Sanderson book you've ever read? What's the worst book you've ever read?

So what did y'all think of the new songs? Up From the Bottom, Unshatter and Let You Fade?

Oh it's the Soothsayer in English? Cool. *looks up* and that's actually a better translation for devin than seer would be, apparently. Joke's on me.

Oh wow it's so cool I love it

*hugs* Yeah... it's possible that they just aren't online instead of spiraling for weeks every week I don't really know how to get rid of that unfortunately. Except with hugs *more hugs* Alright imma check your art thread

Uuuh... idk sadly I'm usually more the one who does that sadly But I guess I can offer... some kind of perspective from the other side Not sure it applies to your friends though, this is likely more of a me thing Also re: the religion conv because I forgot about that somehow Edit: wow this took really longer than I thought Again Also I can't add quotes in an edit but imagine I'm quoting @Hawks' message right above: Thanks for the kind words I'm glad I was able to help you *hugs again*

Oh my guy *big big hug* You've had an awful lot to deal with in your whole life, and especially in recent months. You have every right to be in a bad place and to feel upset. Anyone, anyone, would be if they in your place. You have every right to worry about stuff that might happen and affect you negatively, especially if that stuff already happened and affected you negatively and you are going to be in similar circumstances. Hell, it's so normal there's even a saying for that in my native language - chat échaudé craint l'eau froide, a cat who got burned [by boiling water] will fear even cold water. (There's certainly an equivalent one in English I can't think of right now.) You aren't awful or ugly for your struggles. You're just a human with human feelings, under a lot of pressure. There's no shame in feeling bad or upset, or in reacting in the same way as many other people did before and after you. (I am not saying here that sh is good for you - it certainly isn't. What I am saying, is that feeling those urges and acting on them is not something you should beat yourself for. (Sidenote: I understand to some degree how freaking hard it is to resist those urges. So the fact that you did, and many times according to your posts in the past few months, is absolutely incredible, and tells you are much stronger than you probably think you are. Don't beat yourself up for the times you gave in in a moment of despair and confusion. But be proud of all the times when you regained a clear mind and resisted. Okay parenthesis in parenthesis ends here)) You have every right to want the people you love to love you, and to love you as you are. What your father is saying to you is horrible, and you should feel upset about it, as any normal person would be. I know how hard it feels, when all you can see is darkness and you start to think there is no end to it. But I promise you that, as Haly said, you will be warm again. It might feel distant, but I promise you that there is an end to the tunnel somewhere, and you're getting closer to it everyday. *hugs tight and close* Hi and welcome dear newcomer! Don't be sorry for rambling, this thread is here for that I'm sorry you had to go through all that *hugs* And glad you could get out of it. What you're saying about trying to enjoy the moments you have is honestly very wise. It's how I've been trying to approche stuff recently too. Not that it always worked though. But it's still helpful. And yeah, your methods might be nothing new under the sun, but it's still the best we've all got, so reminding it to us doesn't hurt. Btw @Hawks I want you to know how grateful I am (and many others are certainly) for creating this thread. It helped me so much in tough times, and I honestly think it, and the support y'all showed through all this, is one of the reasons this year winded up better than the last. (Well that wasn't a high bar to clear, but it still didn't look like it would be so a couple months ago.) You did so much good here, you have no idea. Edit: wow. I should probably try to write my posts faster. Half the shard ninjaed me, including the person I was responding to. Imma answer to that dont worry, just gimme time to think and write

This works, and it's really cool!

Me tonight at like 21:30"You should stop doomscrolling all night, that's why your sleep schedule is so messed up. If you just picked up a book at night instead, you'd have a perfectly healthy sleep schedule like you used too." Also me: "Okay, let's do that." *grabs book* Me like an hour later: "wait why is it 1:00"

What spirit comes to move my life?

With You - Linkin Park

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Sometimes you just gotta weigh the fish.

Painfully specific indeed. No, closer to 6 TPBM has read an Adrian Tchaikovsky book.

Nope, dinner was a couple hours ago for me. TPBM has already been stung by a wasp in their ears.

May your reign be long and fruitful. Lime/10

Song line, I'll let you look it up (Not the first time I have a lyric from this band as my title) (Skip me)

Gets a sans-culotte. *inserts an electrical transformer*

This both tortures my mathy side and excites my dreamer side. 5+5=15/10