Elf

i got to episode 32 of the magnus archives 

Jane Prentiss's statement 

*shudders

most terrifying statement yet

Jane Prentiss is definitely one of the most disturbing (and disturbed) characters in fiction

i got to episode 32 of the magnus archives 

Jane Prentiss's statement 

*shudders

most terrifying statement yet

Jane Prentiss is definitely one of the most disturbing (and disturbed) characters in fiction

Is it bad that I don’t know what an enefel is?

seriously though

what is it

LOCKWOOD AND CO IS CANCELLED!!!!????

why does Netflix have a trend of not renewing shows that fans actually want to see more off??

There's rumours that shadow and bone cancellation is imminent and the SoC spinoff will not be greenlit

hope that doesnt happen

GUYYYYYYYYYYYYYS

I GOT MY RESULTS 

87.6%

THATS NOT BAD IS IT

ITS RESPECTABLE!!!!!!

AND I GOT 98 IN ENGLISH LITERATURE AND 97 IN ENGLISH LANGUAGE 

SO TOTAL AVERAGE FOR ENGLISH IS 98!!!!!!!!!!

HFEWQHJWEOPJ4WEPOWEK\

My chasms I'm hungry... there's still 90 minutes until lunch and I think I might die before that. I do have water tho  

I'm thinking about joining Discord. 

Should I?

I'm thinking about joining Discord. 

Should I?

I'm thinking about joining Discord. 

Should I?

I went to watch The Sound of Music today which is the first Brodway musical that's come here 

There were actualy Brodway actors 

It was breathtaking

and like in front of the seats there was this little alcove where real live musicians were playing, all foreign

After the show i wanted to say hi to them and that they were awesome but i got nervous 

But then i decided that everyone likes being complimented for their hardwork and i overcame my nervousness and told them they were amazing. They smiled at me and said thank you 

It was a wonderful experience. Ill definitely remember this for the rest of my life

I went to watch The Sound of Music today which is the first Brodway musical that's come here 

There were actualy Brodway actors 

It was breathtaking

and like in front of the seats there was this little alcove where real live musicians were playing, all foreign

After the show i wanted to say hi to them and that they were awesome but i got nervous 

But then i decided that everyone likes being complimented for their hardwork and i overcame my nervousness and told them they were amazing. They smiled at me and said thank you 

It was a wonderful experience. Ill definitely remember this for the rest of my life

Guys I am sobbing.

@Cruciatus_heart 

I finished Crooked Kingdom last night. It is both super sweet and super super sad.

Why did that have to happen?? Like come on. *sobs some more*

 

On a slightily happier note, when I am done with my painting of Kaz (the Freddy Carter Kaz), I will figure out how to post it if you guys want to see it.

I am re-reading The Secret History by Donna Tartt 

Which,

Is my most favourite book in the entire universe 

I'm on my first re-read.

And i just can't help but remember that amazing time when i first read it. Let me set the scene 

Its monsoon season, meaning rain and rain all the time, and that earthy scent the air gets after it rains for a while. The book is about a murder among the elite, wealthy, exclusive students who are studying the Greek Classics at this prestigious university. The book is full of descriptions of academia, of the hollowness that lies behind the glamour of the filthy rich, of the beautiful countryside and the darkness that lurks within it. Its a book that explores ideas of death and mortality and loss of control and of how beauty is terror. Its full of beautiful prose and quotes such as, 

Quote

Forgive me. For all the things I did, but mostly for the ones I did not.

And imagine reading this wonderful book about wretchedness of humanity deep into the night, listening to Hozier and occasionally opening the window to see lightening strikes in the pitch black of the night, to hear the thunder and rain pelting the windowpanes. To breathe in that dusty scent of earth, of life, of old libraries and abandoned bookstores.

That is exactly the experience I had while reading this and it will stay with me forever. I wish, oh how I wish I could experience it again. The nostalgia and longing is unbelievable. 

I am reading the Six of Crows duology right now. And man, after reading shadow and bone trilogy, it is absolutely hilarious. The whole Shadow and Bone thing is light vs dark, and good vs evil. And Six of Crows is just mmmmoooooooooonnnnneeeeeyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also my friends are worried for me because I just want to be Kaz Brekker so so much. Does that worry you guys?

Okay 

So today was the party and i dont have chicken pox but ive been barred from going 

Because today was the practice for prize day, and my hair is coloured so they told me id either have to dye it black again or wear a wig for prize day .Which im not gonna do. So i said i simply wont come 

And they barred me from going to the party as punishment 

But its okay. It truly is. One of the founding principles of Stoicism is- we can't affect whatever happens to us whether good or bad. The only thing we can do is decide how we will react to it. And i decide its going to take a lot more than this to bring me down. 

Its hurtful. Its upsetting to know im barred like some delinquent and will be stuck at home while everyone is dressed in their best and having fun. My dress which i brought specially for this occasion was expensive as well. 

But i realise that its okay to be upset, to be disappointed, to be hurt. But i dont have to let it interfere with me and my peace. That hurt will numb in time and with some TLC 

But im proud of myself because im handling this in a very healthy way. I journaled about it and i made myself a strong cup of Early Grey (my favourite) and now im gonna start reading Lord of the Rings 

(I know i said i started it a month ago but i changed my mind back then lol)

Okay 

So today was the party and i dont have chicken pox but ive been barred from going 

Because today was the practice for prize day, and my hair is coloured so they told me id either have to dye it black again or wear a wig for prize day .Which im not gonna do. So i said i simply wont come 

And they barred me from going to the party as punishment 

But its okay. It truly is. One of the founding principles of Stoicism is- we can't affect whatever happens to us whether good or bad. The only thing we can do is decide how we will react to it. And i decide its going to take a lot more than this to bring me down. 

Its hurtful. Its upsetting to know im barred like some delinquent and will be stuck at home while everyone is dressed in their best and having fun. My dress which i brought specially for this occasion was expensive as well. 

But i realise that its okay to be upset, to be disappointed, to be hurt. But i dont have to let it interfere with me and my peace. That hurt will numb in time and with some TLC 

But im proud of myself because im handling this in a very healthy way. I journaled about it and i made myself a strong cup of Early Grey (my favourite) and now im gonna start reading Lord of the Rings 

(I know i said i started it a month ago but i changed my mind back then lol)

Storm

Storm it all 

I debated doing this, weighing the pros and cons

So im sure Facepalm told you about me winning a prize for English 

The prize day is on 26th 

But my brother's contracted chicken pox and on the past ten days ive heavily been in contact with him. Im always hugging and giving him kisses and playing with him.  Hell, even today, and then in the evening my mom took him to the doctor and we found out he has chicken pox 

Im the only one in the house other than him that's under 18 and ive never had it before. So there's a very very real chance i might not be attend the farewell (basically prom) (even though i already have my dress and i had plans. i was going to spend it with my girlfriend. Dance with her, spend time with her.) 

And for the prize day, if you don't show up you don't get it 

Im so upset rn 

And even if i dont contract symptoms and i end up going, i can't spend much time with anyone (least of all my girlfriend) cause i might be a carrier. 

The prize day...first time in my life that ive won something. Proved to myself that i was worth something 

This sucks  

And the worst part? When i tried to tell my mom that i was afraid of not being able to attend these two events she told me to shut up 

I get it, she's worried and panicked. But if she can do that, if my parents dont even care about me enough to atleast comfort me...well i dont have to listen to them anymore than i need to. I can certainly be on a sanderson website without their permission 

So yes 

Storm it

Storm

Storm it all 

I debated doing this, weighing the pros and cons

So im sure Facepalm told you about me winning a prize for English 

The prize day is on 26th 

But my brother's contracted chicken pox and on the past ten days ive heavily been in contact with him. Im always hugging and giving him kisses and playing with him.  Hell, even today, and then in the evening my mom took him to the doctor and we found out he has chicken pox 

Im the only one in the house other than him that's under 18 and ive never had it before. So there's a very very real chance i might not be attend the farewell (basically prom) (even though i already have my dress and i had plans. i was going to spend it with my girlfriend. Dance with her, spend time with her.) 

And for the prize day, if you don't show up you don't get it 

Im so upset rn 

And even if i dont contract symptoms and i end up going, i can't spend much time with anyone (least of all my girlfriend) cause i might be a carrier. 

The prize day...first time in my life that ive won something. Proved to myself that i was worth something 

This sucks  

And the worst part? When i tried to tell my mom that i was afraid of not being able to attend these two events she told me to shut up 

I get it, she's worried and panicked. But if she can do that, if my parents dont even care about me enough to atleast comfort me...well i dont have to listen to them anymore than i need to. I can certainly be on a sanderson website without their permission 

So yes 

Storm it

Storm

Storm it all 

I debated doing this, weighing the pros and cons

So im sure Facepalm told you about me winning a prize for English 

The prize day is on 26th 

But my brother's contracted chicken pox and on the past ten days ive heavily been in contact with him. Im always hugging and giving him kisses and playing with him.  Hell, even today, and then in the evening my mom took him to the doctor and we found out he has chicken pox 

Im the only one in the house other than him that's under 18 and ive never had it before. So there's a very very real chance i might not be attend the farewell (basically prom) (even though i already have my dress and i had plans. i was going to spend it with my girlfriend. Dance with her, spend time with her.) 

And for the prize day, if you don't show up you don't get it 

Im so upset rn 

And even if i dont contract symptoms and i end up going, i can't spend much time with anyone (least of all my girlfriend) cause i might be a carrier. 

The prize day...first time in my life that ive won something. Proved to myself that i was worth something 

This sucks  

And the worst part? When i tried to tell my mom that i was afraid of not being able to attend these two events she told me to shut up 

I get it, she's worried and panicked. But if she can do that, if my parents dont even care about me enough to atleast comfort me...well i dont have to listen to them anymore than i need to. I can certainly be on a sanderson website without their permission 

So yes 

Storm it

Storm

Storm it all 

I debated doing this, weighing the pros and cons

So im sure Facepalm told you about me winning a prize for English 

The prize day is on 26th 

But my brother's contracted chicken pox and on the past ten days ive heavily been in contact with him. Im always hugging and giving him kisses and playing with him.  Hell, even today, and then in the evening my mom took him to the doctor and we found out he has chicken pox 

Im the only one in the house other than him that's under 18 and ive never had it before. So there's a very very real chance i might not be attend the farewell (basically prom) (even though i already have my dress and i had plans. i was going to spend it with my girlfriend. Dance with her, spend time with her.) 

And for the prize day, if you don't show up you don't get it 

Im so upset rn 

And even if i dont contract symptoms and i end up going, i can't spend much time with anyone (least of all my girlfriend) cause i might be a carrier. 

The prize day...first time in my life that ive won something. Proved to myself that i was worth something 

This sucks  

And the worst part? When i tried to tell my mom that i was afraid of not being able to attend these two events she told me to shut up 

I get it, she's worried and panicked. But if she can do that, if my parents dont even care about me enough to atleast comfort me...well i dont have to listen to them anymore than i need to. I can certainly be on a sanderson website without their permission 

So yes 

Storm it

Storm

Storm it all 

I debated doing this, weighing the pros and cons

So im sure Facepalm told you about me winning a prize for English 

The prize day is on 26th 

But my brother's contracted chicken pox and on the past ten days ive heavily been in contact with him. Im always hugging and giving him kisses and playing with him.  Hell, even today, and then in the evening my mom took him to the doctor and we found out he has chicken pox 

Im the only one in the house other than him that's under 18 and ive never had it before. So there's a very very real chance i might not be attend the farewell (basically prom) (even though i already have my dress and i had plans. i was going to spend it with my girlfriend. Dance with her, spend time with her.) 

And for the prize day, if you don't show up you don't get it 

Im so upset rn 

And even if i dont contract symptoms and i end up going, i can't spend much time with anyone (least of all my girlfriend) cause i might be a carrier. 

The prize day...first time in my life that ive won something. Proved to myself that i was worth something 

This sucks  

And the worst part? When i tried to tell my mom that i was afraid of not being able to attend these two events she told me to shut up 

I get it, she's worried and panicked. But if she can do that, if my parents dont even care about me enough to atleast comfort me...well i dont have to listen to them anymore than i need to. I can certainly be on a sanderson website without their permission 

So yes 

Storm it

Storm

Storm it all 

I debated doing this, weighing the pros and cons

So im sure Facepalm told you about me winning a prize for English 

The prize day is on 26th 

But my brother's contracted chicken pox and on the past ten days ive heavily been in contact with him. Im always hugging and giving him kisses and playing with him.  Hell, even today, and then in the evening my mom took him to the doctor and we found out he has chicken pox 

Im the only one in the house other than him that's under 18 and ive never had it before. So there's a very very real chance i might not be attend the farewell (basically prom) (even though i already have my dress and i had plans. i was going to spend it with my girlfriend. Dance with her, spend time with her.) 

And for the prize day, if you don't show up you don't get it 

Im so upset rn 

And even if i dont contract symptoms and i end up going, i can't spend much time with anyone (least of all my girlfriend) cause i might be a carrier. 

The prize day...first time in my life that ive won something. Proved to myself that i was worth something 

This sucks  

And the worst part? When i tried to tell my mom that i was afraid of not being able to attend these two events she told me to shut up 

I get it, she's worried and panicked. But if she can do that, if my parents dont even care about me enough to atleast comfort me...well i dont have to listen to them anymore than i need to. I can certainly be on a sanderson website without their permission 

So yes 

Storm it

So 

My parents they dont exactly like the whole online talking thing 

And they found out about the Shard 

They're making me leave 

I'm sorry 

I'll miss you guys 

Thank you for being such great friends and for being there for me. I love you all 

<33

So 

My parents they dont exactly like the whole online talking thing 

And they found out about the Shard 

They're making me leave 

I'm sorry 

I'll miss you guys 

Thank you for being such great friends and for being there for me. I love you all 

<33

So 

My parents they dont exactly like the whole online talking thing 

And they found out about the Shard 

They're making me leave 

I'm sorry 

I'll miss you guys 

Thank you for being such great friends and for being there for me. I love you all 

<33