Experience

The MR is done, so here is the list for the QF. 1) @Young Bard - Anon game 2) @The_God_King 3) @Experience 4) @Sart - no pass 5) @Ashbringer 6) @Straw 7) @Young Bard 8) @Matrim's Dice 9) @|TJ| 10) @Quintessential 11) @Illwei I have a pretty simple game, I would just need to have it approved, and I'm able to do it rn.

So, for gaining boxings for posts, do you get the boxing immediately when you make the post or all the boxings at the end of the turn? If it's the first case, could you buy something from the black market before the end of the first day? Also, is it ok if we are double posting for RP because other people aren't posting in between?

Also, darn you @StrikerEZ for giving the elims an IA

Welp. I... darn it all mat. I should have just gone with my gut and blocked you instead of tj. sigh. gg elims.

Zara is the most loyal of them all. Now, what it is that he's loyal to... that's a question for another time.

Man, this is going to be hard. I... don't think that I've talked about my mental health on the shard at all, so I guess here goes. I regularly go through phases of depression and anxiety, and both have been amplified by the pandemic and having to do school online. Even though I've recently started going back to school in person, it seems like things aren't going up like I was hoping that they would. For me, it's almost like I'm stuck in limbo. I know that I should do my homework, and I know that I shouldn't put it off until later, and I know the reasons why I need to do it, and other things, but I just... can't. I just waste away my entire day doing useless things like scrolling through youtube without even watching any videos. I love art, and sometimes it's able to sort of lift me up for a short amount of time but it seems like it's becoming less effective recently. I want to care about life, and doing things, but it's just so hard. Then on top of all that, I get anxiety attacks because I didn't do the things I needed to and I start freaking out. And the cycle goes on and on. I feel very lucky to have friends, but I don't really have the strength to talk to them about my mental state, even though I know that it would help me out. I have recently been feeling hate for myself, and I hate it but I just can't seem to control it. I don't ever have suicidal thoughts (though this might be partly because of my insane fear of death), which I feel lucky about. I guess now onto a happier note. I'm also 99.99% sure that I'm on the autism spectrum, and have done quite a bit of research regarding it, but I haven't been diagnosed. I often have trouble with answering questions that people ask me that aren't literal, or that say something but actually are asking something else. I also have a lot of trouble with focusing. Reading through these two pages of this thread was very tough and took close to an hour to do. Also, when my schedule is changed in anyway it seems to ruin my day and I just can't seem to get over it, and if I'm interrupted while doing something (especially if it's something that I'm enjoying doing) then it really annoys me. The way I see the world seems to be different then everyone else around me, and It's crazy to me that others don't think and see the same way that I do. Personally, I feel like autism does affect me mentally, though it is not a mental disorder. I've been hovering over the 'Submit Reply' button for the past twenty minutes or so.

Ok, now I'm 99% sure that Sart is elim, and they just lied about being a trapper. I guess the only other possibility is if theres two more IAs, which is just scary (and very unlikely imo). I think Biplet is probably still elim, but is just setting off alarms left and right for me. Sart Biplet.

Watta you mean? That doesn't clear him at all. I was roleblocked, which means that I didn't block him, which means that we didn't learn anything from my action. ?

My goodness. I literally went to check to make sure I had the vote correctly spelled and then did it wrong in the next sentence. :facepalm:

Read further down. It was tj.

Frick, ok. The elims have an IA I believe, because I was roleblocked. Man, I really shouldn't have claimed. I was wondering why they didn't just sabotage the brig, so that would answer that question. Now they will most likely just continue to roleblock me every turn. sigh. I targeted TJ, but it doesn't really matter because I was roleblocked. :/ Ok, so. I'm voting on Biplet. First, Illwei was voting on them and was attacked. Second, I think it's very likely that at least one elim was on the vote for quinn, so biplet, sart, and/or tj.

I have some info, but I need some stuff before I tell stuff. @Matrim's Dice, when I brigged you were you told that you were put in the brig, or just that you were roleblocked?

Oop. Maybe I should just call you bip so I don't mess up lol.

VC Quinn (3) TJ, Illwei, Bipelt Biplet (1) Quinn Experience (1) Mat I probably shouldn't have outed myself now that I think about it, but it's already done. Should I say who I'm planning on roleblocking? Wait no, that's a horrible idea, I won't do that. Hmm. EDIT: sorry bip :p.

What cycle was that again? I probably missed it, because I don't remember that

Ya, I'm here. I just don't get on on Sunday's so.... So. Because we seem to possibly be at lylo, I'm going to tell ya'll I'm the Internal Affairs. The First cycle I successfully locked up Archer, which blocked him and did nothing. Second cycle I didn't use my action. Third I successfully locked Mat into the brig. Next cycles I have either forgotten to use my ability, or used it on myself to protect myself from an attack. Let's see what happened cycle 3... Jondesu was killed, which means that mat at least didn't submit the elim kill. The VC is two on quinn and bipelt and one on myself, correct? I'm not sure what I should do with my action this turn, because I could use it as a protect but then the elims are just going to sabotage the brig, so I think it would have to be used as a role block. I have no idea who I think is elim though. That's my two cents for now though

I still don't know about mat. or quinn. or you. I feel like (at least) one of you is an elim... I dunno...

Doh. Ok, you can just ignore that then. ... honestly I can't. But it's not just you defending devo that has me voting on you. I have a gut elim feeling for you, and don't have anyone better to vote on, except maybe mat.

Can I take deer? Or deers? or a single deer?

Reasoning? Or is it just because im exp and your mat? I'm not sure what to do. Normally I would go for a tj or mat lynch for info reasons and also gut stuff, but now I'm not sure what to do because the lynch doesn't reveal allignment. I wonder though... it just occured to me, especially with TJs last post... could they be trying to pocket devo? I don't know if that is plausible, so possible tj/devo team? I dunno. TJ for now.

You are now Frustrated Frustration. I know that Threnodite is a place. My brain is too dead to remember which one tho, so 10/9.99999999999

As long as they go into the hospital I believe

Nah, that doesn't really affect it i dont think. Not quite sure what it is tho...

Interesting turn of events. I have gut elim on mat rn so im going to go read their posts to see if theres any actual reason I can get to back a vote.

Ok, I'll do both. Frustration: I could say -1/10 and see how frustrating it is... :P. Tani: Seems accurate enough. 8/10