Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said: they're there for the benefit of trans people fr i wonder what it's like to be insane... hmmm... hehe 1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said: Ah. Well, it's a bit of waiting, then? Probably not that much though I've heard more [...] Idk if that counts but ur not supposed to talk politics. Trust me...
Verdance he/him Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Hair my hair has these messy loose curls that just pile up and up, until i look like an idiot I would love to grow it out but it just looks SO STUPID and i don’t know if that will fix itself if it gets any longer, plus my parents are always telling me to get a haircut so i enjoy haircuts, even if i wish i had long hair
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 (edited) 6 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: Hair my hair has these messy loose curls that just pile up and up, until i look like an idiot I would love to grow it out but it just looks SO STUPID and i don’t know if that will fix itself if it gets any longer, plus my parents are always telling me to get a haircut so i enjoy haircuts, even if i wish i had long hair just advocate for urself trust me if u don't, they'll keep assuming ur fine with it and if they don't let u get longer hair after u've said u want it, ... get long hair anyway. Also, u can, like, have the hair person trim it a little and make it so it will look nicer growing out — also guys one of my... instructors... deadnamed me (I assume it was a slip-up) and I hated it like it kinda ruined the already-lame class the class was horrible and barf-worthy already nothing against the instructor or the content tho Edited March 17 by Through The Living Girl
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 4 minutes ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Eeh, it's only getting more illegal. In our state, it's completely illegal for minors, and they are trying to make all HRT illegal. gender affirming care is lifesaving though idk why these people see it as their mission to deny people this 5 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: i wonder what it's like to be insane... hmmm... hehe Idk if that counts but ur not supposed to talk politics. Trust me... I haven't been to the grippy sock place yet but I hear it's filled with people who are kindhearted at the core
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Just now, Through The Living Skies said: gender affirming care is lifesaving though idk why these people see it as their mission to deny people this I haven't been to the grippy sock place yet but I hear it's filled with people who are kindhearted at the core hehe sounds nice uwu
Verdance he/him Posted March 17 Posted March 17 6 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: just advocate for urself trust me if u don't, they'll keep assuming ur fine with it and if they don't let u get longer hair after u've said u want it, ... get long hair anyway. Also, u can, like, have the hair person trim it a little and make it so it will look nicer growing out — also guys one of my... instructors... deadnamed me (I assume it was a slip-up) and I hated it like it kinda ruined the already-lame class the class was horrible and barf-worthy already nothing against the instructor or the content tho Did you correct them
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: hehe sounds nice uwu idk they like, take care of you and that scares me
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Just now, Through The Living Grass said: Did you correct them no.. i just hid in my seat they used my correct name later tho... sigh that's the first time one of them has done it .. I'm basically in fear a lot for when someone deadnames/misgenders me or brings attention to my gender or anything (aside from Lily + she/her) like when ppl are talking fast and not thinking or if they're particularly insane and loose-lipped that day Just now, Through The Living Skies said: idk they like, take care of you and that scares me hehehe
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: no.. i just hid in my seat they used my correct name later tho... sigh that's the first time one of them has done it .. I'm basically in fear a lot for when someone deadnames/misgenders me or brings attention to my gender or anything (aside from Lily + she/her) like when ppl are talking fast and not thinking or if they're particularly insane and loose-lipped that day hehehe I'm glad many people use your preferred name for you I just have been set on deadnaming myself might as well get used to it right I hate it when people think they know me better and therefore are obligated to take care of me because it's the same type of reasoning that they used to justify slavery
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 TW idk sh or smth Spoiler u know when u get intrusive thoughts of being stabbed/cut/cutting urself and u can almost feel the sharp pain and it feels horrible but you can't stop? hehe they've died down a little for now thankfully maybe I shouldn't be writing about this stuff..
Akimikoisthecutest Posted March 17 Posted March 17 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: I'm basically in fear a lot for when someone deadnames/misgenders me or brings attention to my gender or anything (aside from Lily + she/her) Real. I get a jolt of fear every time someone uses my preferred name or pronouns
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Just now, Through The Living Skies said: I'm glad many people use your preferred name for you I just have been set on deadnaming myself might as well get used to it right I hate it when people think they know me better and therefore are obligated to take care of me because it's the same type of reasoning that they used to justify slavery oh yeah people are idiots and know nothing but also if ur insane maybe you'll think that too sometimes i just go into bouts of "everyone's an idiot i hate everyone everyone makes me wanna puke why does everyone suck" hehe 1 minute ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Real. I get a jolt of fear every time someone uses my preferred name or pronouns yaeh
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Just now, Through The Living Girl said: oh yeah people are idiots and know nothing but also if ur insane maybe you'll think that too sometimes i just go into bouts of "everyone's an idiot i hate everyone everyone makes me wanna puke why does everyone suck" hehe yaeh for me I hate very few people I try really hard to contain my spite because at the end of the day these are the people to which I must provide so it doesn't matter really whether I like or hate them.
Verdance he/him Posted March 17 Posted March 17 (edited) 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: TW idk sh or smth Reveal hidden contents u know when u get intrusive thoughts of being stabbed/cut/cutting urself and u can almost feel the sharp pain and it feels horrible but you can't stop? hehe they've died down a little for now thankfully maybe I shouldn't be writing about this stuff.. Spoiler Well at least for you it feels unrealistically horrible had a storming dream last night that i repeated last month and it felt addictive i want that part of me to go tf away TW SH if i spite other people i might as well die because i would be such a hypocrite Edited March 17 by Through The Living Grass
Akimikoisthecutest Posted March 17 Posted March 17 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: yaeh Yeah, I just expect people not to use it and when they do I panic. 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said: I just have been set on deadnaming myself might as well get used to it right Yep
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Just now, Through The Living Grass said: Hide contents Well at least for you it feels unrealistically horrible had a storming dream last night that i repeated last month and it felt addictive i want that part of me to go tf away TW SH Spoiler well sometimes it does feel addictive and I'm like hey that'd be fun or whatever no it wouldn't!!!!!!! anyway basically also I'm convincing myself I'm just making all this up and obsessing over it and it's just intrusive thoughts and I'd never actually do it so yeah because if i would do it then there'd be a reason to get help or something and idk why this stuff scares me TW SH
Verdance he/him Posted March 17 Posted March 17 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: Hide contents well sometimes it does feel addictive and I'm like hey that'd be fun or whatever no it wouldn't!!!!!!! anyway basically also I'm convincing myself I'm just making all this up and obsessing over it and it's just intrusive thoughts and I'd never actually do it so yeah because if i would do it then there'd be a reason to get help or something and idk why this stuff scares me TW SH I literally did that get help before you do it preventing something is better than a cure
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said: for me I hate very few people I try really hard to contain my spite because at the end of the day these are the people to which I must provide so it doesn't matter really whether I like or hate them. sometimes people disgust me sometimes I just want them to shut up sometimes I don't feel like explaining everything to them sometimes I just wish... idk. also who asked me what うっせぇわ means? Was it Verde? It means Usseewa in Japanese, the title of a fire Ado song, and basically it's a rude version of "shut up!" or smth Just now, Through The Living Grass said: I literally did that get help before you do it preventing something is better than a cure nah I'm not in danger dw I'm just making it all up it's justinmyhead I'm just trying to get attention I'm fabricating depression again pick your poison
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Just now, Through The Living Girl said: sometimes people disgust me sometimes I just want them to shut up sometimes I don't feel like explaining everything to them sometimes I just wish... idk. also who asked me what うっせぇわ means? Was it Verde? It means Usseewa in Japanese, the title of a fire Ado song, and basically it's a rude version of "shut up!" or smth Interesting I just don't really have a problem with people
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 (edited) just gotta wait it out... 1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said: Interesting I just don't really have a problem with people maybe it's when I'm irritable. Then people get on my bloody nerves so much. Other times I want to talk to people so much Edited March 17 by Through The Living Girl
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 5 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: just gotta wait it out... maybe it's when I'm irritable. Then people get on my bloody nerves so much. Other times I want to talk to people so much idk I just want to be normal
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 (edited) 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said: idk I just want to be normal hmmm sometimes i do to tess, sometimes i do to but alas we are stuck in these fleshy bags of blood and brains Edited March 17 by Through The Living Girl
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: hmmm sometimes i do to tess, sometimes i do to but alas we are stuck in these fleshy bags of blood and brains I don't really feel depressed at the moment really so it's the hrt I think it's really helping me
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 17 Posted March 17 1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said: I don't really feel depressed at the moment really so it's the hrt I think it's really helping me wait did u get it? like hrt ??????? not just appt???????????????????????????????????? also idek if im depressed or not but im probbaly not okay but who is
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 17 Posted March 17 Just now, Through The Living Girl said: wait did u get it? like hrt ??????? not just appt???????????????????????????????????? also idek if im depressed or not but im probbaly not okay but who is No just the prospect of being able to look up for HRT is so much nicer
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