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1 minute ago, Theory said:

I don't think I have a dysphoria hoodie...maybe ill get one lol.

Oh, i just stopped wearing jeans cuz i hated them.

I see myself wearing a hoodie (and I do, and am now), tho i also like wearing a shirt as long as it's good (also only t-shirts)

I don't know if I'd like jeans I kinda just never feel comfortable no matter what hmm oh well

Posted (edited)
Just now, Aeoryi said:

I don't know if I'd like jeans I kinda just never feel comfortable no matter what hmm oh well

oh well..

I usually feel comfortable if im wearing basically what i am now...so ye.

but also u probably have bad dysphoria 

What do y'all think of the whole "depersonalization" aspect that i read abt?

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Posted
6 minutes ago, Theory said:

oh well..

I usually feel comfortable if im wearing basically what i am now...so ye.

but also u probably have bad dysphoria 

What do y'all think of the whole "depersonalization" aspect that i read abt?

What's depersonalization?

 

Also @Hmmm lies did you figure out the supposed transmedicalism in the GDB

Posted (edited)
8 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

What's depersonalization?

 

Also @Hmmm lies did you figure out the supposed transmedicalism in the GDB

Oh yeah, did u read the GDB yet?

edit: it's sooooo good

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Posted
1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

What's depersonalization?

Finally, my knowledge has a purpose. (I don't care if I aint the first response, I just wanna be the long one)

(feel free to read on Wikipedia or whatever if you want a less "from memory" explanation)

Depersonalization is when someone "dissociates" heavily enough to where they lose their sense of "self" or what they "are". One may feel disconnected from their own thoughts, feelings, actions, or feel as if they aren't "themself". They may see themself as an observer in their own body. This can be a sign of various mental disorders (not that I like that term, but its what I got), including DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder, previously known as Split Personality Disorder). It isn't necessarily inherently bad, but obviously too much of it can lead to problems.

Posted (edited)

I'm gonna watch Your Name again hehe :3

(if anyone hasn't seen it, it's a rlly good anime body-swap movie)

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Posted
18 minutes ago, Theory said:

https://cassielabelle.medium.com/repersonalization-the-thing-we-dont-talk-about-66e1a0ec97c1

Idk I think it's described as, like, feeling disconnected from reality or yourself or something idk

interesting

13 minutes ago, certifiedcranedriver said:

Finally, my knowledge has a purpose. (I don't care if I aint the first response, I just wanna be the long one)

(feel free to read on Wikipedia or whatever if you want a less "from memory" explanation)

Depersonalization is when someone "dissociates" heavily enough to where they lose their sense of "self" or what they "are". One may feel disconnected from their own thoughts, feelings, actions, or feel as if they aren't "themself". They may see themself as an observer in their own body. This can be a sign of various mental disorders (not that I like that term, but its what I got), including DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder, previously known as Split Personality Disorder). It isn't necessarily inherently bad, but obviously too much of it can lead to problems.

dissociation is typically associated with trauma iirc 

I feel drastically different in my body and in my mind but I wouldn't say it feels like I'm piloting a body it feels moreso like the body that I have isn't necessarily who I am.

Posted
Just now, Aeoryi said:

dissociation is typically associated with trauma iirc 

correct, though I do believe it can manifest for any number of reasons.

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

I feel drastically different in my body and in my mind but I wouldn't say it feels like I'm piloting a body it feels moreso like the body that I have isn't necessarily who I am.

ok i may just be dumb but isnt that like, kinda just dysphoria? maybe its "depersonalized" dysphoria?

Posted
57 minutes ago, certifiedcranedriver said:

objectively correct opinion (/hj)

jeans are a crime against everything

i wear at least two at all times

Me too

32 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

I don't know if I'd like jeans I kinda just never feel comfortable no matter what hmm oh well

I only like jeans if they’re rly baggy 

Posted
Just now, certifiedcranedriver said:

ok i may just be dumb but isnt that like, kinda just dysphoria? maybe its "depersonalized" dysphoria?

I think depersonalization might be that a lot of people feel generally apathetic towards their own identity pre-transition?

Not sure though. It's hard to say like "I look at my body in the mirror and it's not mine" it's moreso "I hate looking at mirrors because I don't want to confront what I look like"

Just now, Honors Ghost said:

I only like jeans if they’re rly baggy 

I don't wear baggy pants - rule number one of fashion if you're wearing a baggy top don't wear baggy pants (and vice versa)

Posted
Just now, Aeoryi said:

I think depersonalization might be that a lot of people feel generally apathetic towards their own identity pre-transition?

Not sure though. It's hard to say like "I look at my body in the mirror and it's not mine" it's moreso "I hate looking at mirrors because I don't want to confront what I look like"

I don't wear baggy pants - rule number one of fashion if you're wearing a baggy top don't wear baggy pants (and vice versa)

Ye, ik butttttt if I’m wearing a crop top they look good together, and for the most part I don’t rly care how people at school perceive me, I hate the way I look so I don’t care if they like how I look, I make my hair look good and my skins majestic but everything else idrc abt

Posted
Just now, Aeoryi said:

"I hate looking at mirrors because I don't want to confront what I look like"

hold on, this is like, my exact problem too. 

 

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

I think depersonalization might be that a lot of people feel generally apathetic towards their own identity pre-transition?

yep, very relatable as the god of dissociation, as some can atest.

 

Posted
11 minutes ago, Theory said:

I'm gonna watch Your Name again hehe :3

(if anyone hasn't seen it, it's a rlly good anime body-swap movie)

decided not to...

3 minutes ago, Honors Ghost said:

Ye, ik butttttt if I’m wearing a crop top they look good together, and for the most part I don’t rly care how people at school perceive me, I hate the way I look so I don’t care if they like how I look, I make my hair look good and my skins majestic but everything else idrc abt

lucky...u get to wear crop tops and stuff...

Posted
3 minutes ago, Honors Ghost said:

Ye, ik butttttt if I’m wearing a crop top they look good together, and for the most part I don’t rly care how people at school perceive me, I hate the way I look so I don’t care if they like how I look, I make my hair look good and my skins majestic but everything else idrc abt

hair is awesome 

unless you're like me and have never grown out your hair and have to now

3 minutes ago, certifiedcranedriver said:

yep, very relatable as the god of dissociation, as some can atest.

God of dissociation?

Posted (edited)
1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

hair is awesome 

unless you're like me and have never grown out your hair and have to now

God of dissociation?

I wanted to grow out my hair before...

its kinda longish now i guess... tho probably just normal length.

imagine having long hair...

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Posted
1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

God of dissociation?

i am insanely good at emotional dissociation and repression. like im actually too good at it, where I now have like a gigantic storage of every emotion on the planet that i can just draw from.

Posted
2 minutes ago, certifiedcranedriver said:

i am insanely good at emotional dissociation and repression. like im actually too good at it, where I now have like a gigantic storage of every emotion on the planet that i can just draw from.

Feruchemy!!!!

Posted
4 minutes ago, Theory said:

I wanted to grow out my hair before...

its kinda longish now i guess... tho probably just normal length.

imagine having long hair...

I just want long hair

But I don't really know how to grow out my hair it's currently growing like everywhere and it looks crappy 

I just want my hair to be long

4 minutes ago, certifiedcranedriver said:

i am insanely good at emotional dissociation and repression. like im actually too good at it, where I now have like a gigantic storage of every emotion on the planet that i can just draw from.

I used to do that but it doesn't work that well anymore.

Posted
2 minutes ago, Theory said:

Feruchemy!!!!

yeah good point i guess it is just emotional feruchemy.

Just now, Aeoryi said:

I used to do that but it doesn't work that well anymore.

idk why I just can do it very well

Posted
1 minute ago, certifiedcranedriver said:

yeah good point i guess it is just emotional feruchemy.

idk why I just can do it very well

Odium can't just take your pain. It doesn't work like that.

Posted
1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

I just want long hair

But I don't really know how to grow out my hair it's currently growing like everywhere and it looks crappy 

I just want my hair to be long

idk google it? idk either...

Posted
3 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

I just want long hair

But I don't really know how to grow out my hair it's currently growing like everywhere and it looks crappy 

I just want my hair to be long

I used to do that but it doesn't work that well anymore.

Do you have curly or straight hair?

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