Mental health club!

[Tam Tucker]

Im trying to apply for a assistant  mail carriar position. Had to take one of those stupid assement tests that I have never been able to pass for the life of me. 

Okay small town I try a bigger one n inssent rejection. 

I might get laid off im on the bottom of maintenance n things r slow. 

I know a person that worked for the post office. I think that is the only opportunity for this job is. 

I hate ai n these stupid stroming systems. It's hell with a social disability n I just want to cry 

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

On 11/14/2025 at 7:58 AM, Honors ghost said:

Ok I’ll try I have a appointment today so I’ll try, thanks *hugs*

sorry i didnt respond sooner, hope you get better!

On 11/14/2025 at 8:04 AM, #1 Taln Fan said:

As someone who has done mini therapy sessions with participants in lab, and who studies this, I strongly encourage you to be as open and honest as possible with your therapist. They can't help to their fullest ability if they don't have all the pieces. It's like giving them a puzzle to piece together but giving them half the pieces. I understand that it's hard to open up, but know that they've heard it all, and aren't going to judge you.

If possible, switch therapists! There are tons of diff therapists with different personalities and therapy styles, and plenty of people don't find a good match for them on the first try. It's totally normal to try a few different therapists before settling on one that works with you well. 

Technically I'm training to be a psychiatrist, which is slightly different. I am in no way licensed to provide therapy, and I'd recommend talking to your actual therapist, or someone in-person. Tho I'm ofc always down to listen to whatever and help as best I can

See! dis is what im saying!

On 11/14/2025 at 8:05 AM, Honors ghost said:

Ik ik I’m going to try to but I always just chicken out when I get there and we end up talking about like movies or something

Listen, just try your best to open up. Just try talking a little bit to your therapist, even if you only say something like 'some stuff has been happening', they are a trained professional, and will help you talk about it. Just indicate that in some way, you want to talk about something, and arent able to. Even the smallest thing helps.

21 hours ago, VieB13 said:

Ayyy you got my gender right. This is appreciated. -I’m not trans for anything just to be clear but people do keep thinking I’m a boy. *shrugs* 

Anyhoo. 
Yeha mine isn’t that bad, (or irrational now that I think about it lol) but when I was 3 months old I got the stomach bug, so now whenever I feel nauseous or throw up, I get a spike of primordial FEAR in my bones. Yay trauma memory. 
I have slowly gone from primordial fear to just plain “noooooo do we have toooooo” 

…

I tend to talk to my body and legit go “please don’t if it’s not absolutely necessary”. It works, too, which is super cool. But I still hate it. Like, prefer the flu. 

But rep theres my mini rant lol thanks for listening.

once i got a terrible stomach bug on trip

now i have an irrational fear of gas station chicken strips

[Vielence She/Her]

7 hours ago, YouCantHaveMySandwich said:

I don't wanna get my ears pierced and I'm a girl

gender stereotypes....

agh

Agh indeedy 

1 hour ago, Tam Tucker said:

Im trying to apply for a assistant  mail carriar position. Had to take one of those stupid assement tests that I have never been able to pass for the life of me. 

Okay small town I try a bigger one n inssent rejection. 

I might get laid off im on the bottom of maintenance n things r slow. 

I know a person that worked for the post office. I think that is the only opportunity for this job is. 

I hate ai n these stupid stroming systems. It's hell with a social disability n I just want to cry 

*hugs*

15 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

sorry i didnt respond sooner, hope you get better!

See! dis is what im saying!

Listen, just try your best to open up. Just try talking a little bit to your therapist, even if you only say something like 'some stuff has been happening', they are a trained professional, and will help you talk about it. Just indicate that in some way, you want to talk about something, and arent able to. Even the smallest thing helps.

once i got a terrible stomach bug on trip

now i have an irrational fear of gas station chicken strips

Irrational fears. *glowers into space*

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

6 minutes ago, VieB13 said:

Agh indeedy 

*hugs*

Irrational fears. *glowers into space*

also spiders

and all bugs

*shudders*

their so small

but so terrifying...

[Akimikoisthecutest]

On 11/14/2025 at 7:55 PM, VieB13 said:

Ayyy you got my gender right. This is appreciated. -I’m not trans for anything just to be clear but people do keep thinking I’m a boy. *shrugs* 

 

People always think I'm nonbinary and Bi and I have no clue why. 

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

Just now, Akimikoisthecutest said:

People always think I'm nonbinary and Bi and I have no clue why. 

Well

Everyone should be bi

*is totally not biased*

 

Uhh it's been awhile since I've really been in here, I've been kinda struggling with my own stuff so *hugs to anyone and everyone whose posts I missed or who just needs them. Or doesn't. Hugs are always good*

I've been struggling lately with growth and all that it means leaving behind. Over the years I've had friends who came and went, but I don't really remember most of them. The real hurt comes from the friends I made and got close to at the dojo. I still have contact with some, but others are just gone. And even those I still have contact with, I'm no longer as close to as I once was, mostly due to my own trauma and trust issues. I'm not even as close to my two best friends/non-blood siblings as I'd like, because I can't bring myself to trust even them, so I'm hiding all the time behind this mask and this doubt, and trapped with the knowledge that I'm the only reason I can't keep close friends.

Related (brief, I promise) teenage drama rant that you may absolutely skip over—I get it:

Spoiler

I have a crush on this guy—who incidentally was also my first crush—who I work with two days of the week; he's truly fantastic and one of the best people I know, but besides various other issues with it, he's also taken. Which leads my brain to break because, on the one hand, there's a factor that's out of my control; but on the other, I was taught (indirectly) that everything is only my responsibility, so my brain also constantly torments me with other reasons I would be horrible for him

Actually that was a little longer than I initially meant but anyway

I'm working through it and trying to sort it all out and make it make sense, so I'll try to be in here more. Also I love you guys, y'all are the best

[Akimikoisthecutest]

Just now, Kansas Stormcursed said:

biased

That is a bad pun.

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

2 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Well

Everyone should be bi

*is totally not biased*

 

Uhh it's been awhile since I've really been in here, I've been kinda struggling with my own stuff so *hugs to anyone and everyone whose posts I missed or who just needs them. Or doesn't. Hugs are always good*

I've been struggling lately with growth and all that it means leaving behind. Over the years I've had friends who came and went, but I don't really remember most of them. The real hurt comes from the friends I made and got close to at the dojo. I still have contact with some, but others are just gone. And even those I still have contact with, I'm no longer as close to as I once was, mostly due to my own trauma and trust issues. I'm not even as close to my two best friends/non-blood siblings as I'd like, because I can't bring myself to trust even them, so I'm hiding all the time behind this mask and this doubt, and trapped with the knowledge that I'm the only reason I can't keep close friends.

Related (brief, I promise) teenage drama rant that you may absolutely skip over—I get it:

  Hide contents

I have a crush on this guy—who incidentally was also my first crush—who I work with two days of the week; he's truly fantastic and one of the best people I know, but besides various other issues with it, he's also taken. Which leads my brain to break because, on the one hand, there's a factor that's out of my control; but on the other, I was taught (indirectly) that everything is only my responsibility, so my brain also constantly torments me with other reasons I would be horrible for him

Actually that was a little longer than I initially meant but anyway

I'm working through it and trying to sort it all out and make it make sense, so I'll try to be in here more. Also I love you guys, y'all are the best

*hugs* 

I can't help, but I can sympathize. I'm sorry. I know a lot of those feelings. 

*more hugs*

4 hours ago, Tam Tucker said:

Im trying to apply for a assistant  mail carriar position. Had to take one of those stupid assement tests that I have never been able to pass for the life of me. 

Okay small town I try a bigger one n inssent rejection. 

I might get laid off im on the bottom of maintenance n things r slow. 

I know a person that worked for the post office. I think that is the only opportunity for this job is. 

I hate ai n these stupid stroming systems. It's hell with a social disability n I just want to cry 

*hug* I know what you mean. So well. It's storming hell and the storming system never seems to get better.

*hugs* I'm sorry.

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

17 minutes ago, Akimikoisthecutest said:

That is a bad pun.

Shhhhh

A bad pun is only bad if it's noticed

13 minutes ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*hugs* 

I can't help, but I can sympathize. I'm sorry. I know a lot of those feelings. 

*more hugs*

*hug* I know what you mean. So well. It's storming hell and the storming system never seems to get better.

*hugs* I'm sorry.

*hugs back*

Thanks

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

26 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Well

Everyone should be bi

*is totally not biased*

 

Uhh it's been awhile since I've really been in here, I've been kinda struggling with my own stuff so *hugs to anyone and everyone whose posts I missed or who just needs them. Or doesn't. Hugs are always good*

I've been struggling lately with growth and all that it means leaving behind. Over the years I've had friends who came and went, but I don't really remember most of them. The real hurt comes from the friends I made and got close to at the dojo. I still have contact with some, but others are just gone. And even those I still have contact with, I'm no longer as close to as I once was, mostly due to my own trauma and trust issues. I'm not even as close to my two best friends/non-blood siblings as I'd like, because I can't bring myself to trust even them, so I'm hiding all the time behind this mask and this doubt, and trapped with the knowledge that I'm the only reason I can't keep close friends.

Related (brief, I promise) teenage drama rant that you may absolutely skip over—I get it:

  Hide contents

I have a crush on this guy—who incidentally was also my first crush—who I work with two days of the week; he's truly fantastic and one of the best people I know, but besides various other issues with it, he's also taken. Which leads my brain to break because, on the one hand, there's a factor that's out of my control; but on the other, I was taught (indirectly) that everything is only my responsibility, so my brain also constantly torments me with other reasons I would be horrible for him

Actually that was a little longer than I initially meant but anyway

I'm working through it and trying to sort it all out and make it make sense, so I'll try to be in here more. Also I love you guys, y'all are the best

I’m sorry man it sucks I’ve been forced to grow up a little recently and it sucks im always here if you need to talk 

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

Heya guys

Not sure what’s been going on in this chat for the last hundred notifs and it looks like a lot of it is just chilling which is good but I wanted to pop in and, yk, just be here for anyone who needs it

*massive squeeze to everyone*

Also Kansas I get the crush thing and that is so real

It’s not your responsibility, at all

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

7 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

I’m sorry man it sucks I’ve been forced to grow up a little recently and it sucks im always here if you need to talk 

Thanks

3 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Heya guys

Not sure what’s been going on in this chat for the last hundred notifs and it looks like a lot of it is just chilling which is good but I wanted to pop in and, yk, just be here for anyone who needs it

*massive squeeze to everyone*

Also Kansas I get the crush thing and that is so real

It’s not your responsibility, at all

I know, it's just hard to outthink my own brain

[Ink and Embers Any pronouns]

3 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Well

Everyone should be bi

*is totally not biased*

 

Uhh it's been awhile since I've really been in here, I've been kinda struggling with my own stuff so *hugs to anyone and everyone whose posts I missed or who just needs them. Or doesn't. Hugs are always good*

I've been struggling lately with growth and all that it means leaving behind. Over the years I've had friends who came and went, but I don't really remember most of them. The real hurt comes from the friends I made and got close to at the dojo. I still have contact with some, but others are just gone. And even those I still have contact with, I'm no longer as close to as I once was, mostly due to my own trauma and trust issues. I'm not even as close to my two best friends/non-blood siblings as I'd like, because I can't bring myself to trust even them, so I'm hiding all the time behind this mask and this doubt, and trapped with the knowledge that I'm the only reason I can't keep close friends.

Related (brief, I promise) teenage drama rant that you may absolutely skip over—I get it:

  Hide contents

I have a crush on this guy—who incidentally was also my first crush—who I work with two days of the week; he's truly fantastic and one of the best people I know, but besides various other issues with it, he's also taken. Which leads my brain to break because, on the one hand, there's a factor that's out of my control; but on the other, I was taught (indirectly) that everything is only my responsibility, so my brain also constantly torments me with other reasons I would be horrible for him

Actually that was a little longer than I initially meant but anyway

I'm working through it and trying to sort it all out and make it make sense, so I'll try to be in here more. Also I love you guys, y'all are the best

*hugs*

[Vielence She/Her]

17 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Well

Everyone should be bi

*is totally not biased*

 

Uhh it's been awhile since I've really been in here, I've been kinda struggling with my own stuff so *hugs to anyone and everyone whose posts I missed or who just needs them. Or doesn't. Hugs are always good*

I've been struggling lately with growth and all that it means leaving behind. Over the years I've had friends who came and went, but I don't really remember most of them. The real hurt comes from the friends I made and got close to at the dojo. I still have contact with some, but others are just gone. And even those I still have contact with, I'm no longer as close to as I once was, mostly due to my own trauma and trust issues. I'm not even as close to my two best friends/non-blood siblings as I'd like, because I can't bring myself to trust even them, so I'm hiding all the time behind this mask and this doubt, and trapped with the knowledge that I'm the only reason I can't keep close friends.

Related (brief, I promise) teenage drama rant that you may absolutely skip over—I get it:

  Hide contents

I have a crush on this guy—who incidentally was also my first crush—who I work with two days of the week; he's truly fantastic and one of the best people I know, but besides various other issues with it, he's also taken. Which leads my brain to break because, on the one hand, there's a factor that's out of my control; but on the other, I was taught (indirectly) that everything is only my responsibility, so my brain also constantly torments me with other reasons I would be horrible for him

Actually that was a little longer than I initially meant but anyway

I'm working through it and trying to sort it all out and make it make sense, so I'll try to be in here more. Also I love you guys, y'all are the best

*HUGS* I also have trust issues. I get it. *hugsss more*

17 hours ago, Honors ghost said:

I’m sorry man it sucks I’ve been forced to grow up a little recently and it sucks im always here if you need to talk 

Growing up DOES suck 

16 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Thanks

I know, it's just hard to outthink my own brain

This is true 

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

16 minutes ago, VieB13 said:

*HUGS* I also have trust issues. I get it. *hugsss more*

Growing up DOES suck 

This is true 

*reps*

[echo74 she/her]

17 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Well

Everyone should be bi

*is totally not biased*

 

Uhh it's been awhile since I've really been in here, I've been kinda struggling with my own stuff so *hugs to anyone and everyone whose posts I missed or who just needs them. Or doesn't. Hugs are always good*

I've been struggling lately with growth and all that it means leaving behind. Over the years I've had friends who came and went, but I don't really remember most of them. The real hurt comes from the friends I made and got close to at the dojo. I still have contact with some, but others are just gone. And even those I still have contact with, I'm no longer as close to as I once was, mostly due to my own trauma and trust issues. I'm not even as close to my two best friends/non-blood siblings as I'd like, because I can't bring myself to trust even them, so I'm hiding all the time behind this mask and this doubt, and trapped with the knowledge that I'm the only reason I can't keep close friends.

Related (brief, I promise) teenage drama rant that you may absolutely skip over—I get it:

  Reveal hidden contents

I have a crush on this guy—who incidentally was also my first crush—who I work with two days of the week; he's truly fantastic and one of the best people I know, but besides various other issues with it, he's also taken. Which leads my brain to break because, on the one hand, there's a factor that's out of my control; but on the other, I was taught (indirectly) that everything is only my responsibility, so my brain also constantly torments me with other reasons I would be horrible for him

Actually that was a little longer than I initially meant but anyway

I'm working through it and trying to sort it all out and make it make sense, so I'll try to be in here more. Also I love you guys, y'all are the best

*hugs*

hey, it's not your responsibility to take care of everyone

and it's not your fault that you struggle with trusting others

but there are ways out of it, yk?

just start small, okay?

you're being way too hard on yourself

no yeah and the crush thing i get

like you want them but you cant have them

and your brain doesnt understand why you cant have them so you blame yourself

your pain is totally valid, and if you want to talk abt it more, my pms are always open

*HUGS*

sorry if that was too much

[Vielence She/Her]

13 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

*reps*

I’m guessing you’re out lol but thanks

…I’m winning the week anyway…. *sigh*

[Myst He/Him]

1 minute ago, VieB13 said:

I’m guessing you’re out lol but thanks

…I’m winning the week anyway…. *sigh*

I don’t post enough to win… plus yall have like 90 times what I have managed to get. 

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

2 minutes ago, VieB13 said:

I’m guessing you’re out lol but thanks

…I’m winning the week anyway…. *sigh*

Yes very impressin e

[Vielence She/Her]

3 minutes ago, IHadAThought said:

I don’t post enough to win… plus yall have like 90 times what I have managed to get. 

No, no I don’t either everybody on here I know has been repping all my stuff

3 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

Yes very impressin e

Yes I know. I WAS FINALLY KINGS WIT AND NOW IM NOT. 

-no I will never be over this I can hold a grudge for a long time. 

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Just now, VieB13 said:

No, no I don’t either everybody on here I know has been repping all my stuff

Yes I know. I WAS FINALLY KINGS WIT AND NOW IM NOT. 

-no I will never be over this I can hold a grudge for a long time. 

I sorrryyyyy maybe if you get enough people to remove rep?

[Vielence She/Her]

Just now, Honors ghost said:

I sorrryyyyy maybe if you get enough people to remove rep?

Yeah. After I win the week tho I’m already going for it apparently might as well finish. I’m considering it after though 

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Just now, VieB13 said:

Yeah. After I win the week tho I’m already going for it apparently might as well finish. I’m considering it after though 

Yes yes indeed

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

i am not okay

and the worst part is

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY

#repressedtrauma4ever!!!

 

[echo74 she/her]

5 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

i am not okay

and the worst part is

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY

#repressedtrauma4ever!!!

 

*HUG*

NO REPRESSING

TAKE HUGS INSTEAD

IF YOU DONT KNOW WHY, WE CAN FIGURE IT OUT

NO REPRESSING