Mental health club!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

They'll still be there tmrw, I promise

hmph

. . .

fine

Goodnight, Taln

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

56 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

SSSSSSSTTTTTTAAAAAASSSSSSIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS+

I need sleep . . .

 

42 minutes ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Go to sleep! 

 

35 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

hmph

. . .

fine

Goodnight, Taln

Hmph. Good mother. 

Thank you, Taln. 

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

7 hours ago, Just-A-Stick said:

buuuuuutttttttttt living is annoying 

ALSO SINCE WHEN DO YOU MAKE POTTERY?!?!?!

hehe tank youuuu

uhahahaha yeah he's mentally emotionally and sometimes physically abusive... uhm he's the reason I really don't remember my childhood at all and the cause of about 80% of my panic episodes/attacks (all the worse ones) uhmmmmm he smokes/vapes and drinks and does nicotine things and always asks if I wanna join him... he made some........ comments after some of my suicide episodes... uhm I don't remember if he ever sexually hurt me (yay repressed trauma) but he might have to other people and lately he's been into selling nicotine products to underage kids at church, to name several of his offenses...

mmhe scares me

...holy storming rust and ruin

That's horrible

Is there anyone you can contact that could remove him from your life? Child protection services? Police (if you can get proof of him sexually assaulting people)? 

Because this... person, I guess... shouldn't be allowed anywhere near you ever.

 

7 hours ago, alittleinsane said:

yeah ok but sometimes anger feels more like determination and it's all warm and it smells like a vibrant shade of pink (dunno where that one came from but it's what came to mind lol), and i feel like a friggin shonen protagonist, and then spring hits me like a truck and suddenly it's less like it's keeping me warm, and more like it's burning through me and it hurts

like normally i have fun little not-so-fun hateful thoughts towards myself and they feel like they're coming from someone else because i don't feel loathing towards myself to go along with it, so i can brush them aside. and i never have bad thoughts that are in the kys/sh area. and then it's liek "surprise girlie guess what time it is??? happy birthday!!!" and suddenly i'm just so mad at myself for nothing, and so tired, and i can't trust my thoughts, and it's less of a i'm-tired-living and more of a i-shouldn't-be-living and i hate it so much ugh like i don't want these thoughts or urges they aren't fun

this concludes tedtalk

6 hours ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

*huuuuuuuuuuuugs*

I really get this…

been there a lot recently, *hugs*

*grabs and hugs both of you*

[Just-A-Stick she/her]

9 hours ago, MirkerLurker said:

TINY pottery?! That's amazing!! 

ooooooh quesadillas are delicious. I'll trade you the best brownies ever for the best quesadillas ever! 

DEAL!!! I NEED BROWNIES!!!!

 

Mental health update for todayyyyy... i feel like cRaP yay for my cycleeeeee

*sobs in i hate my period*

yeaaaaaa my suicidal ideation came in to munch my butt this morning and I've been in like nonstop tears but school must go onnnnn

*sighhh*

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

1 hour ago, Just-A-Stick said:

DEAL!!! I NEED BROWNIES!!!!

 

Mental health update for todayyyyy... i feel like cRaP yay for my cycleeeeee

*sobs in i hate my period*

yeaaaaaa my suicidal ideation came in to munch my butt this morning and I've been in like nonstop tears but school must go onnnnn

*sighhh*

*huuuuuuggggssss*

[Shatter He/Him]

Ok. Here we go again…

Warning: Suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, parental problems, depression

Spoiler

Ok. Let's go back a month and a half. My younger sister (3 years younger) (we'll call her R) has mental challenges. My parents won't tell me what they are, but I suspect depression. R tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose, but after she went to my parents and told them, my parents called 911 and got her to the hospital. R stayed there for around two weeks.

My sister's best friend (we'll call her M) was so distraught, she tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose. M is close to me since she is like a third sister. She went to the hospital for 3 days and was released because it was caused by R trying to commit suicide.

I had a huge mental breakdown after that, but Baruch Hashem, was there, and he talked me through it and recommended me to write my parents a letter about my problems because I find it very hard. Which I did, but I didn't give it to them because it wasn't ready. My sister was released from the hospital and everything was fine. Until a few days ago.

Two days ago, I finally followed through on @#1 Taln Fan's advice and finished the letter and I put it in my mother's jacket, and she read it. I thought we were going to talk, but then R broke down, and she was committed to the hospital.

This seems to have overshadowed me and my issues, and my parents weren't able to talk to me. 

Also, my parents don't allow me to go on the Shard at home now, so I'll have to back out of all my RP's… 

I hate my parents and I love my parents at the same time. How do I do that?

I feel sad.

I feel small.

I feel as though no one cares.

I feel broken.

I feel inconsequential.

I feel no one likes me.

I feel lonely.

I feel pressured to fit in.

I feel hurt.

I feel depressed.

 

[Keke They/he]

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Ok. Let's go back a month and a half. My younger sister (3 years younger) (we'll call her R) has mental challenges. My parents won't tell me what they are, but I suspect depression. R tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose, but after she went to my parents and told them, my parents called 911 and got her to the hospital. R stayed there for around two weeks.

My sister's best friend (we'll call her M) was so distraught, she tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose. M is close to me since she is like a third sister. She went to the hospital for 3 days and was released because it was caused by R trying to commit suicide.

I had a huge mental breakdown after that, but Baruch Hashem, was there, and he talked me through it and recommended me to write my parents a letter about my problems because I find it very hard. Which I did, but I didn't give it to them because it wasn't ready. My sister was released from the hospital and everything was fine. Until a few days ago.

Two days ago, I finally followed through on @#1 Taln Fan's advice and finished the letter and I put it in my mother's jacket, and she read it. I thought we were going to talk, but then R broke down, and she was committed to the hospital.

This seems to have overshadowed me and my issues, and my parents weren't able to talk to me. 

*hug hug* 

 

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I feel sad.

I feel small.

*hugsies*

 

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I feel as though no one cares.

We all care for you *hugs* if nothing else i care abt you

 

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I feel broken.

Everyone is. Remember syl and kal talking, kal says he's broken syl says "they all were silly"

*hugs*

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I feel inconsequential.

I feel no one likes me.

If someone doesn't like you they are crazy. Your awesome man!! You've gotta be one of the best people ever. *hugs*

 

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I feel lonely.

*hugs* I'll be alone with uu

 

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I feel pressured to fit in.

Fitting in is a stupid concept. It's just people trying to conform to others beliefs and it's bs. Advice: don't try to fit in. Because it only hurts you. Be yourself and if others don't like that they can storm off. Your perfect the way you are

I recommend listening to, stand out fit in by derivakat

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I feel hurt.

I feel depressed.

*huge hugs huge*

It's ok to feel like that sometimes

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Ok. Here we go again…

Warning: Suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, parental problems, depression

  Hide contents

Ok. Let's go back a month and a half. My younger sister (3 years younger) (we'll call her R) has mental challenges. My parents won't tell me what they are, but I suspect depression. R tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose, but after she went to my parents and told them, my parents called 911 and got her to the hospital. R stayed there for around two weeks.

My sister's best friend (we'll call her M) was so distraught, she tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose. M is close to me since she is like a third sister. She went to the hospital for 3 days and was released because it was caused by R trying to commit suicide.

I had a huge mental breakdown after that, but Baruch Hashem, was there, and he talked me through it and recommended me to write my parents a letter about my problems because I find it very hard. Which I did, but I didn't give it to them because it wasn't ready. My sister was released from the hospital and everything was fine. Until a few days ago.

Two days ago, I finally followed through on @#1 Taln Fan's advice and finished the letter and I put it in my mother's jacket, and she read it. I thought we were going to talk, but then R broke down, and she was committed to the hospital.

This seems to have overshadowed me and my issues, and my parents weren't able to talk to me. 

Also, my parents don't allow me to go on the Shard at home now, so I'll have to back out of all my RP's… 

I hate my parents and I love my parents at the same time. How do I do that?

I feel sad.

I feel small.

I feel as though no one cares.

I feel broken.

I feel inconsequential.

I feel no one likes me.

I feel lonely.

I feel pressured to fit in.

I feel hurt.

I feel depressed.

 

*hugs*

*hands remedy to sadness… lotandlotsa sugar*

No one is small, and everyone is small. What makes any other person’s opinion better than any others? It is intelligence? Is it charisma? Is it intimidation? Is it power? Is it popularity? One might leap to one of these, but one more question is important. Would it be some undefined, unknown attribute that only applies half the time? It wouldn’t - and things like intelligence, power, charisma, intimidation, popularity, those are all undefined, unknown attributes that only apply half the time. The answer is that there isn’t any thing that can make any voice worth less. You are worth as much as everyone, and that worth is not finite.

We care. There are people who love you. And your parents care, and love you. 

Have you met anyone who isn’t? Being broken is a guaranteed state in life, because, while broken, while we feel hopeless, we can be grafted to a better cause. Like Hawks mentioned from Stormlight, when we are broken, we fill the cracks with something better. With love, with friends, with family, we come together and form bonds stronger than otherwise possible.

Inconsequentiality is… not a thing. As humans, we strive to make a mark on the world, to explore the unknown. We  believe that this mark that we leave is the difference we make. But it’s not. It’s the people - After I am gone, I’ll be gone. Eventually everything I have ever done will be erased, and nothing will remember me. But that doesn’t mean I didn’t do anything. It doesn’t magically invalidate the happiness, the light I can bring to others.

We like you. Your family likes you. Like I have said, no one can make you worth less than priceless.

Fitting in is another illusion. You, me, everyone, we are all vastly different. But fitting in, and those who pressure you to do so, it’s based on their skewed view of the world. Skewed towards their own personality - not a bad thing, but not a good thing. Just… there, for everyone. Now, this idealism doesn’t really help much with the actual pressure. A way, I’ve found, to deal, is to distinguish yourself. Make yourself known. Get respect from those most willing to give, and use this respect to force others to accept you. (I know, it’s a bit grim and pessimistic, but it’s… [its what I do])

Get help. Your parents won’t talk, because they have other things - they don’t know the extent of your problems yet. So make them know. Go to them, and talk first.

We are here for you.

 

*huuuuuuuuuuuuugs*

[Keke They/he]

Okokok 

Two songs you need to listen to NOW 

It's gonna be OK by the piano guys

Victim or survivor by citizen soldier and icon for hire

[Shatter He/Him]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

*hug hug* 

 

*hugsies*

 

We all care for you *hugs* if nothing else i care abt you

 

Everyone is. Remember syl and kal talking, kal says he's broken syl says "they all were silly"

*hugs*

If someone doesn't like you they are crazy. Your awesome man!! You've gotta be one of the best people ever. *hugs*

 

*hugs* I'll be alone with uu

 

Fitting in is a stupid concept. It's just people trying to conform to others beliefs and it's bs. Advice: don't try to fit in. Because it only hurts you. Be yourself and if others don't like that they can storm off. Your perfect the way you are

I recommend listening to, stand out fit in by derivakat

*huge hugs huge*

It's ok to feel like that sometimes

Thanks, Hawks. You're one of my best friends on the Shard.

33 minutes ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

*hugs*

*hands remedy to sadness… lotandlotsa sugar*

No one is small, and everyone is small. What makes any other person’s opinion better than any others? It is intelligence? Is it charisma? Is it intimidation? Is it power? Is it popularity? One might leap to one of these, but one more question is important. Would it be some undefined, unknown attribute that only applies half the time? It wouldn’t - and things like intelligence, power, charisma, intimidation, popularity, those are all undefined, unknown attributes that only apply half the time. The answer is that there isn’t any thing that can make any voice worth less. You are worth as much as everyone, and that worth is not finite.

We care. There are people who love you. And your parents care, and love you. 

Have you met anyone who isn’t? Being broken is a guaranteed state in life, because, while broken, while we feel hopeless, we can be grafted to a better cause. Like Hawks mentioned from Stormlight, when we are broken, we fill the cracks with something better. With love, with friends, with family, we come together and form bonds stronger than otherwise possible.

Inconsequentiality is… not a thing. As humans, we strive to make a mark on the world, to explore the unknown. We  believe that this mark that we leave is the difference we make. But it’s not. It’s the people - After I am gone, I’ll be gone. Eventually everything I have ever done will be erased, and nothing will remember me. But that doesn’t mean I didn’t do anything. It doesn’t magically invalidate the happiness, the light I can bring to others.

We like you. Your family likes you. Like I have said, no one can make you worth less than priceless.

Fitting in is another illusion. You, me, everyone, we are all vastly different. But fitting in, and those who pressure you to do so, it’s based on their skewed view of the world. Skewed towards their own personality - not a bad thing, but not a good thing. Just… there, for everyone. Now, this idealism doesn’t really help much with the actual pressure. A way, I’ve found, to deal, is to distinguish yourself. Make yourself known. Get respect from those most willing to give, and use this respect to force others to accept you. (I know, it’s a bit grim and pessimistic, but it’s… [its what I do])

Get help. Your parents won’t talk, because they have other things - they don’t know the extent of your problems yet. So make them know. Go to them, and talk first.

We are here for you.

 

*huuuuuuuuuuuuugs*

Thank you, Spirit. I really needed that pep talk. I'll probably need more, tho.

10 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Okokok 

Two songs you need to listen to NOW 

It's gonna be OK by the piano guys

Victim or survivor by citizen soldier and icon for hire

Ok.

*going on to spotify*

*listening...*

*listening...*

I'm downloading these for my Walkman. Thanks so much

[Keke They/he]

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Thanks, Hawks. You're one of my best friends on the Shard.

Thank you, Spirit. I really needed that pep talk. I'll probably need more, tho.

Ok.

*going on to spotify*

*listening...*

*listening...*

I'm downloading these for my Walkman. Thanks so much

Anytime friend!!!! Anytime. 

 

Heh those songs are awesome

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

2 hours ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Thanks, Hawks. You're one of my best friends on the Shard.

Thank you, Spirit. I really needed that pep talk. I'll probably need more, tho.

Ok.

*going on to spotify*

*listening...*

*listening...*

I'm downloading these for my Walkman. Thanks so much

*hugs*

PMs are open, m’man.

(Sadly, the only music I listen to are either death metal or depressing.)

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

13 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

...holy storming rust and ruin

That's horrible

Is there anyone you can contact that could remove him from your life? Child protection services? Police (if you can get proof of him sexually assaulting people)? 

Because this... person, I guess... shouldn't be allowed anywhere near you ever.

 

*grabs and hugs both of you*

I absolutely second this, Stick.

8 hours ago, Just-A-Stick said:

DEAL!!! I NEED BROWNIES!!!!

 

Mental health update for todayyyyy... i feel like cRaP yay for my cycleeeeee

*sobs in i hate my period*

yeaaaaaa my suicidal ideation came in to munch my butt this morning and I've been in like nonstop tears but school must go onnnnn

*sighhh*

*squeeze*

yayyyyyyyy for periods . . .

not excited for mine to start soon- my sister's just did this morning so hooray . . . -__-

6 hours ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Ok. Here we go again…

Warning: Suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, parental problems, depression

  Hide contents

Ok. Let's go back a month and a half. My younger sister (3 years younger) (we'll call her R) has mental challenges. My parents won't tell me what they are, but I suspect depression. R tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose, but after she went to my parents and told them, my parents called 911 and got her to the hospital. R stayed there for around two weeks.

My sister's best friend (we'll call her M) was so distraught, she tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose. M is close to me since she is like a third sister. She went to the hospital for 3 days and was released because it was caused by R trying to commit suicide.

I had a huge mental breakdown after that, but Baruch Hashem, was there, and he talked me through it and recommended me to write my parents a letter about my problems because I find it very hard. Which I did, but I didn't give it to them because it wasn't ready. My sister was released from the hospital and everything was fine. Until a few days ago.

Two days ago, I finally followed through on @#1 Taln Fan's advice and finished the letter and I put it in my mother's jacket, and she read it. I thought we were going to talk, but then R broke down, and she was committed to the hospital.

This seems to have overshadowed me and my issues, and my parents weren't able to talk to me. 

Also, my parents don't allow me to go on the Shard at home now, so I'll have to back out of all my RP's… 

I hate my parents and I love my parents at the same time. How do I do that?

I feel sad.

I feel small.

I feel as though no one cares.

I feel broken.

I feel inconsequential.

I feel no one likes me.

I feel lonely.

I feel pressured to fit in.

I feel hurt.

I feel depressed.

 

Oh gosh . . .

Dude

*squeeze*

That's horrible

I'm so sorry

I hope you have the chance to talk to them and work through everything 

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

I have…

I have rant.

Spoiler

I hate myself. Whenever I think I’m doing well, I do something stupid, say something stupid, think something prideful, and it just…

I hate it. I feel like the personality I show the world, the filtered face, it’s just so different, and I desperately want to be that person and I hope I can be and know I am but I don’t feel I am.

And… it hurts. I don’t know if I am medically depressed, but I feel like I am. I don’t have kms/sh thoughts, but sometimes I just mentally abuse myself, whether it be because of some unrealistic hope or some overly and overtly prideful thought. I feel like half of me is overly prideful, and the other half is determined to punish itself for the pride.

*sigh*

 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

4 minutes ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

I have…

I have rant.

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I hate myself. Whenever I think I’m doing well, I do something stupid, say something stupid, think something prideful, and it just…

I hate it. I feel like the personality I show the world, the filtered face, it’s just so different, and I desperately want to be that person and I hope I can be and know I am but I don’t feel I am.

And… it hurts. I don’t know if I am medically depressed, but I feel like I am. I don’t have kms/sh thoughts, but sometimes I just mentally abuse myself, whether it be because of some unrealistic hope or some overly and overtly prideful thought. I feel like half of me is overly prideful, and the other half is determined to punish itself for the pride.

*sigh*

 

*squeeze*

That's hard. I deal with that too

If it helps, what I usually tell myself is that I'm only human and that doing stupid things or thinking prideful thoughts is just part of being what we are. Your brain likes to take pride in things or get overly hopeful. It's not bad to feel those things.

I'm sorry that's happening, though

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

Just now, Through The Living Glass said:

*squeeze*

That's hard. I deal with that too

If it helps, what I usually tell myself is that I'm only human and that doing stupid things or thinking prideful thoughts is just part of being what we are. Your brain likes to take pride in things or get overly hopeful. It's not bad to feel those things.

I'm sorry that's happening, though

Thank you.

*hug*

[Keke They/he]

19 minutes ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

I have…

I have rant.

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I hate myself. Whenever I think I’m doing well, I do something stupid, say something stupid, think something prideful, and it just…

I hate it. I feel like the personality I show the world, the filtered face, it’s just so different, and I desperately want to be that person and I hope I can be and know I am but I don’t feel I am.

And… it hurts. I don’t know if I am medically depressed, but I feel like I am. I don’t have kms/sh thoughts, but sometimes I just mentally abuse myself, whether it be because of some unrealistic hope or some overly and overtly prideful thought. I feel like half of me is overly prideful, and the other half is determined to punish itself for the pride.

*sigh*

 

.... ouch real.

I don't really have any advice for that. I do the exact same thing if it's helpful to know your not alone. 

*hugs*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

16 minutes ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

Thank you.

*hug*

'Course

*hug*

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

.... ouch real.

I don't really have any advice for that. I do the exact same thing if it's helpful to know your not alone. 

*hugs*

Thanks.

*hug*
 

1 hour ago, Through The Living Glass said:

'Course

*hug*

Thank you.

 

 

I just saw a news story from Texas - nothing political, just… sad.

[Keke They/he]

Just now, SpiritOfWrath said:

Thanks.

*hug*
 

Thank you.

 

 

I just saw a news story from Texas - nothing political, just… sad.

*huge hugs* 

Anytime bro. 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

15 minutes ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

I just saw a news story from Texas - nothing political, just… sad.

What was it?

*hug*

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

5 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

What was it?

*hug*

It was

Spoiler

A junior in high school at a track meet got stabbed - he died in his twin’s arms.

He was stabbed by a senior from another school.

The senior did it over seating.

I…

 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

Just now, SpiritOfWrath said:

It was

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A junior in high school at a track meet got stabbed - he died in his twin’s arms.

He was stabbed by a senior from another school.

The senior did it over seating.

I…

 

Oh . . .

my gosh

*hug*

[Keke They/he]

19 minutes ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

It was

  Hide contents

A junior in high school at a track meet got stabbed - he died in his twin’s arms.

He was stabbed by a senior from another school.

The senior did it over seating.

I…

 

Omfg

*hugs hugs cries hugs*

That's messed up

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

16 hours ago, Just-A-Stick said:

DEAL!!! I NEED BROWNIES!!!!

 

Mental health update for todayyyyy... i feel like cRaP yay for my cycleeeeee

*sobs in i hate my period*

yeaaaaaa my suicidal ideation came in to munch my butt this morning and I've been in like nonstop tears but school must go onnnnn

*sighhh*

*hugs*

14 hours ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Ok. Here we go again…

Warning: Suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, parental problems, depression

  Hide contents

Ok. Let's go back a month and a half. My younger sister (3 years younger) (we'll call her R) has mental challenges. My parents won't tell me what they are, but I suspect depression. R tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose, but after she went to my parents and told them, my parents called 911 and got her to the hospital. R stayed there for around two weeks.

My sister's best friend (we'll call her M) was so distraught, she tried to commit suicide through Tylenol overdose. M is close to me since she is like a third sister. She went to the hospital for 3 days and was released because it was caused by R trying to commit suicide.

I had a huge mental breakdown after that, but Baruch Hashem, was there, and he talked me through it and recommended me to write my parents a letter about my problems because I find it very hard. Which I did, but I didn't give it to them because it wasn't ready. My sister was released from the hospital and everything was fine. Until a few days ago.

Two days ago, I finally followed through on @#1 Taln Fan's advice and finished the letter and I put it in my mother's jacket, and she read it. I thought we were going to talk, but then R broke down, and she was committed to the hospital.

This seems to have overshadowed me and my issues, and my parents weren't able to talk to me. 

Also, my parents don't allow me to go on the Shard at home now, so I'll have to back out of all my RP's… 

I hate my parents and I love my parents at the same time. How do I do that?

I feel sad.

I feel small.

I feel as though no one cares.

I feel broken.

I feel inconsequential.

I feel no one likes me.

I feel lonely.

I feel pressured to fit in.

I feel hurt.

I feel depressed.

 

*hugshugshugs*

6 hours ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

I have…

I have rant.

  Reveal hidden contents

I hate myself. Whenever I think I’m doing well, I do something stupid, say something stupid, think something prideful, and it just…

I hate it. I feel like the personality I show the world, the filtered face, it’s just so different, and I desperately want to be that person and I hope I can be and know I am but I don’t feel I am.

And… it hurts. I don’t know if I am medically depressed, but I feel like I am. I don’t have kms/sh thoughts, but sometimes I just mentally abuse myself, whether it be because of some unrealistic hope or some overly and overtly prideful thought. I feel like half of me is overly prideful, and the other half is determined to punish itself for the pride.

*sigh*

 

*hugs*

4 hours ago, SpiritOfWrath said:

It was

  Reveal hidden contents

A junior in high school at a track meet got stabbed - he died in his twin’s arms.

He was stabbed by a senior from another school.

The senior did it over seating.

I…

 

*goes and beats up a punching bag*

We who think we’re broken…I think it might just be the world at large