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They watch us, each move.

Hidden, they see us.

Quietly, they take us.

 

We are but ants to Them,

Living in a glass world,

On display,

Our daily lives,

Unbeknownst and unparseable to us.

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2026/04/30 - A Casket of Perception, Built From Expectations

Expectations and Identity Am I really what they say, What I’ve grown up being told, believing, An act I kept up, all the while a voice in my head telling me “this is not you”? It said “you don’t actually want this,” and I suppressed it out of fear. Others and I crafted my identity, and I feared contradicting them, changing, rejecting what they thought I was—my purpose, my pride, the reason I was loved? Though the voice questioned if interests had changed—if I was ju
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2026/01/26;

Yeah....so I didn't write for like two days, sorry 'bout that. I was kinda busy...but also didn't feel like writing and forgot, I guess. Didn't feel like writing today, either, but decided to write this after all. Yurp...   Artificial;Stupidity—Manufactured;Sickness I see the text wall— And am impressed; I begin reading— Wow—I think; It doesn’t take long—however— For that to shift;   The more I read— The sicker I get; It grows difficult
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2026/01/29 *tiredddd*

ok so im like unarately tird but i hav lke 3 more poem ideas so ill maybe makef them tormorw this one i mostly wrote when i was suposde to be reading somhign bornng (whcih i read eventualy)   “Laws” and “Truths” I once followed them—with all their “rationality.” Now—eyes open—I see the truth. No, not the “truth” offered up by the reskinned clones—or shall I say the take-your-picks. The truth—as I know it to be. The truth—product of millenia. The truth
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2026/03/05 - Rain and Insane

Cold and Rain When it rains, I’m happy. I get replenished, Like the ground and green. When it’s cold, It’s refreshing, Cool and crisp, Welcome. I long for when I feel the cold winter air, On my exposed skin. I long for the comfortingly bitter wind, That banishes the unbearable heat. I walk slowly, So as to prolong it, So as to stay a while longer, In the cold, rain, or snow, Before becoming trapped in a room,
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2026/04/06 - 不満 / Human

This one was long-overdue... Or at least.. I've been wanting to make it for quite some time. Note: "不満" does not translate to "Human," I was doing wordplay... Try figuring it out, if you want.   (In)Humanity Why is humanity so... inhumane? Why do you hate each other, yourselves, your home? Why do you just care, irrationally, for... intangible and imaginary numbers? Why have so much, when you need so little? When you deserve much less?   It's
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2026/01/01

Note: this post was from Jan 1., which is the reason for the title. I will be posting the stories I wrote in the past week over the course of a few days until I am caught up. I will still be writing stories each day (as I did today), but I won't post them for a few days - to avoid messing up the order on the blog. Enjoy!   Forgiven He forgave her. It hadn’t been her fault, nor his. It was their doing all along, those deceivers. He held out his arms, and they embraced one another
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2026/01/17...

Know I need to know. I can't know. I should know? I don't know.   Feel What do I feel? What do I think? What am I? Who am I?   I guess I'm feeling like Szeth in Wind and Truth, if you know what I mean... - Lily
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2026/01/23 - More Lily

Here's more of the "fictional" character, Lily.   Emptiness Lily felt nothing; empty. She entered the classroom with an even pace and took her usual seat by the window. She stared out the window at the campus covered in snow and the few people shivering as they hastily made their way to the warmth. Lily felt no such warmth. She just wanted to get through yet another day, and she couldn’t care much for anything else. As her professor began the lecture, Lily turned her gaze toward t
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2026/04/16 - Pain, Suffering, Memory.

Sorry, I've been kinda off and on the Shard.. idk. Just posting what I wrote in the past week or whatever...   Painful Glimpses A word, a place mentioned. Innocently, it drives a knife through your heart. Continuing, they twist until there's nothing left. Through it, held in—no pain expressed.   - Lily
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2026/04/17 - Blizzard

Unmemoried, Unmemories Not knowing what is, what isn't, or what was; Questioning everything, life, my mind. What do I know, how much is real, what have I... forgotten? What do I do, why don't I want to, how can I find out?   - Lily
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2026/04/20 - Losing Mind

Ok.. so I wrote some stuff for 2026/04/18, but I kinda lost it hehe (uhhh.. in more ways than one...), and then I didn't write anythin' for 2026/04/19 cuz I was too tired.. Btw this story is a continuation from 2026/04/09   Latenight (Escape, continued)  The voice was painful to hear, in a way. It reminded Lily of… of things better left in the past. She looked up lazily, that brief burst of energy already fading, returning her to darkness. There stood… a man. Or, a guy. He ha
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2026/01/02

The Moment It was time. The moment he’d been waiting for all his life. Pack on his shoulder, he squinted up at the midday sky where the large reflective vessel was descending. All around him, people were standing, bewildered, in the streets. Cars were stopped, with people leaning out the windows or getting out to gaze at the metallic beast from beyond.   Highway I rolled down the driver-side window and gazed through the windshield at the landscape passing alongside the highway. Roc
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2026/01/04

The Essay Peter stared mindlessly at the blank white screen before him. He hadn’t moved in an hour. He knew he had to finish the essay by tonight, and it was already nearing evening. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t think of anything. He decided to take a short break. Maybe a walk around campus would do him some good? And so, Peter strolled on the rainy day on the concrete walkways of his university campus. He tried to enjoy the fresh air, but found his mind returning to the to
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2026/01/05

Note: I am reposting this since I accidentally published it out-of-order.   A Different Life Everyone moved slowly except for Lucy. They had done so for as long as she could remember, and had grown accustomed to it at this point. She sat, sketching the scene of the lecture hall before her, as the professor slogged through the lesson on character development, one word at a time. With so much more time than everyone else, Lucy had explored and developed several interests—from art to
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2026/01/06

I decided to post another set of stories today so that I can finish catching up tomorrow.   Ready He was ready. He had packed supplies, made numerous plans, and waited for this moment. As the metal beast continued descending, heedless of the skyscrapers, he went through the plan one more time. First, he would find a way inside the vessel. The rest of the plan would crumble like those buildings if he didn’t. Since the ship was landing, that would make getting onboard easier. O
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2026/01/07

Choice Amber didn’t know how to proceed. Who would? Much less someone who hadn’t thought about it as much as they should. Amber had told herself she would consider both options, that had been weeks ago. She had thought that would be plenty of time. But then the days had slipped by, and…here she was.   Some days I only write one or a few stories, but next post (which should be posted in a few minutes) will have lots more! (Including some poems, which I've rarely written before this
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2026/01/10

Me I gaze upon the reflection, And who do I see? Is that me, Who I want to be?   What? What, which? Thoughts, feelings, Thought-new, realized-old. Who, why? Right, wrong?   Change Reading, seeing. Realizing, thinking. Comparing, viewing. New, old, same.   Want? What is it that I want? What is it that I dream? Do I want what I want? Do I want what I think? Will I know what I wan
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2026/01/11

More poems! Some of the prompts I got from users.   “Small Text Files” More information, Reject all. Click, Click, Click. Save options.   Mess Built, contained, Stored, hidden.   Too much, crammed in. Others take notice, or don’t.   Spilled, overflowing. Too much, too long.   Relief, outpouring. Better, at last.   Stung Heart throat eyes, stung. Pain lump tears, contained. Held
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2026/04/29 - Short Poems in Pencil

I write poems in a notebook or sketchbook, sometimes.   Two Tools The pen and the pencil— Two different tools. Permanence and impermanence— Certainty and tolerance. Neither optimal, Mistakes both ways, Give and take.   Confusion at the Unthinkable Unable to ponder— I try to, my mind refuses to think. Unable to breathe— Too much, feeling sick. So sick— From eating, from thinking. But I must— Must know,
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2026/05/04 - Tears of Love

Self-compassion You matter, you are loved. You have others, Who care. I care.   You are loved, You deserve joy. You deserve this compassion, You can allow yourself it, you deserve to feel loved, to feel… good.   - Lily
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2026/05/09 - Slow Unburdening

Chest Cavity My chest feels as though it’s collapsing, I feel the weight crushing my ribs, Making it hard to breathe, Yet painful to not.   Breathe set to manual, A conscious, painful effort. I feel as though I cannot breathe deeply, They are all too shallow.   I feel as though my chest is crushed, My ribs puncturing the organs, Exposed, heart and lungs on display, I bring my hands and arms up.   I hug myself, the on
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2026/01/18 :3

Ummm, so the first one is unfinished from the Before today, and the second is from the After. Also I rlly didn't wanna write anything else cuz I'm not feeling bad so I can't write anything.   Decisions Lily sometimes struggled with choices. Not always, but she often overthought decisions simple and impactful alike. Sometimes this was from someone introducing doubt: was she absolutely sure? Was it the best possible choice? Then she overthought it and essentially froze up or began t
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2026/01/20

Today, I decided to take a different approach than usual and write more of a classic fantasy story. Also, Lilith is an OC in someone's new RP that I only made two posts for...so I guess this might be her backstory? Or future? Idk. Or just some other character named Lilith. Anyway, enjoy! Maybe. Yeah...   Legends Lilith was tired. She had finally escaped the queen, and wanted to rest. Lilith knew she couldn’t though; she wasn’t done with her task yet. She still had to find it—the M
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2026/01/21

I didn't really feel like writing much today...so it's kinda short but here's more of Lily from me, Lily!   Recurring Lily had recurring thoughts sometimes. When she was in one of her depression and anxiety phases, they emerged like worms in the rain. They mostly retreated when the sun came out and Lily found peace, yet a few daring ones remained. Those, however, were more like the dried remnants of those thoughts. Lily barely noticed them when the sun broke through. It was a clou
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