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2026/02/03

Challenge A challenge this is not. I sit here—you waste my time. The things you say—I already know. Yet still I fear—succumbing to overconfidence. Yet still I believe—one day you’ll say, Something new—something I need. Something not eye-glazing.   Instead I write this—sitting here. While you chatter along—and I can’t help but listen. I divide my attention—half-wasted. I’m surrounded by fools—or maybe they’re just more expressive of thei

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2026/02/02

I'm posting a few days where I wrote poems but was too busy to collect and post them here.   Homo-Gene-Ity It’s funny how you have thoughts You think are unique And then slowly realize Nothing you could possibly imagine or ponder has not been imagined or pondered by humans past.   Sometimes it’s nice to hear That others worry dream or think as you do But sometimes it makes you feel Like there’s nothing you can do that hasn’t been done.

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Meet Me in the Lobby (MML) Chapter One: Reflections

The lobby of the library is a quiet, neutral territory, and it is the only place I feel like I could stop pretending. I sit in one of the high-backed chairs, hidden behind the ‘Arthur’ version of myself like it was a heavy winter coat I wasn't allowed to take off. I watch people come and go through the glass doors, but my eyes always drifted toward the girls my age—the way they tucked their hair behind their ears or the specific, effortless way they took up space.   Every time I see th

Week 3: Identity vs. Performance

Hi everyone! It's that time of the week again! I'm @Akimikoisthecutest for those who don't know me, and I started this blog to talk about some of the troubles of being trans. This week we're talking about who I really am, versus how I act around others My presentation isn't a choice; it's a shield. When I walk out the door, I often feel like I’m stepping onto a stage. There’s a specific way I’m supposed to walk, a certain pitch to my voice, and a way I have to react to things to keep p

2026/01/29 *tiredddd*

ok so im like unarately tird but i hav lke 3 more poem ideas so ill maybe makef them tormorw this one i mostly wrote when i was suposde to be reading somhign bornng (whcih i read eventualy)   “Laws” and “Truths” I once followed them—with all their “rationality.” Now—eyes open—I see the truth. No, not the “truth” offered up by the reskinned clones—or shall I say the take-your-picks. The truth—as I know it to be. The truth—product of millenia. The truth

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Art -> Meaning -> Soul -> Understanding

What is Art? Art is something from which you can derive meaning. Did someone paint the cloud to look like dragon? Does it look like a dragon? No, we ascribe meaning to the cloud. It looks like a cloud. But we say it looks like a dragon. And it gains meaning Because we gave it meaning. That is half of art. Art is what you give meaning too. But, Art is a reflection of a soul. Art is what those with a soul create. Art has no mean

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CoderDrag0n8 in Poetry

2026/01/28

Hope y'al;l ike, this cost me sleep   Scream I want to scream—but can’t I’ve lost my voice. I can’t speak—rather, don’t. I’ve lost myself.   I wish to shout—but croak. Feeble attempts—ignored. I yearn to speak—free of these plaguing artifacts. Instead—this.   This—hell. This—forcing me to silence. This—social nightmare. This—“me.”   I don’t want this—never did. I want that—what they all have, what you

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Extreme Apathy

Feelings, feelings, where did they go? I want to feel, to care, to love an absence my laughter false, I wish to feel Death, Death, a heavy weight but no tears I can’t Quite breath when I think about him but no tears a heavy weight on my chest, but no tears I hear my sister sobbing songing the praises of crying I sit in my room, heavy but no tears. - - - “I had friend once” I burst into tears ”This story hasn't e

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CoderDrag0n8 in Poetry

2026/01/27

yEahhh. PrEtty much all of thE following wErE inspirEd by Ado (thE singEr), or J-Pop in gEnEral. MUSICCCC; HopEfully "UssEEwa" isn't too...you know. Also UssEEwa is the title of an Ado song, btw.   DANCE Happy am I for once. I want to dance—move. I bob to the beat—that wonderful beat. I feel better than I have in days—weeks—months—years? I am in one of those rare moments of light—moments less-rare?   How do I express this? Release this? Do I cont

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2026/01/26;

Yeah....so I didn't write for like two days, sorry 'bout that. I was kinda busy...but also didn't feel like writing and forgot, I guess. Didn't feel like writing today, either, but decided to write this after all. Yurp...   Artificial;Stupidity—Manufactured;Sickness I see the text wall— And am impressed; I begin reading— Wow—I think; It doesn’t take long—however— For that to shift;   The more I read— The sicker I get; It grows difficult

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Week 2: Unlearning the Script

Hi there! It's @Akimikoisthecutest again! It’s time for week 2! This week we're going to be talking about the things I learned as a boy, and am now discarding as I move on in my life! Coming to terms with being a trans girl isn't just about finding the right clothes or a new name; it’s about deconstructing years of "training" that told me how a person is supposed to exist in the world. For many of us, growing up was like being handed a script for a play we never auditioned for. Now, I’m fin

Poem

Tchaik six my beloved  so simple and true every time that I listen i shed a small tear for you You make me so sad and fill me with joy tchaik six my beloved  so simple and true every single sharder reading this should listen to you all four movements  they cause much joy and make Tchaikovskys heart flutter despite his depart        anyways go listen to Tchaik six  @Kansas Stormcursed @Through The

this guy 💙

Okay so there's this guy and I came across this video of his. Now even if your not tge biggest ally I want you to stay just to hear what I have to say? Cause I think there's a few points here i wanna hit.  https://www.instagram.com/reel/DTdm-BljfoQ/?igsh=czE4dmxmMjFqN2Zz   Where he states that he wants to be a better ally. I LOVE IT.  Even if your struggling on believing due to being confused or religion or whatever. What is important is you dont stay blind. I love that

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Keke in Rambles

The Traveler's Question

The traveler stepped from the shadows, and into the light of the Dreamsmith's forge. "Dreamsmith. Why should I care?" The Dreamsmith studied her, metal jaw whirring. "Care about what?" He asked The traveler paused. Surely he understood her question. "About anything." The Dreamsmith nodded, and his flaming eyes brightened. "Ah. I am afraid I cannot answer." "What? Why not?" Came the traveler's shocked reply. "I thought you were supposed to be wise." "P

2026/01/23 - More Lily

Here's more of the "fictional" character, Lily.   Emptiness Lily felt nothing; empty. She entered the classroom with an even pace and took her usual seat by the window. She stared out the window at the campus covered in snow and the few people shivering as they hastily made their way to the warmth. Lily felt no such warmth. She just wanted to get through yet another day, and she couldn’t care much for anything else. As her professor began the lecture, Lily turned her gaze toward t

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2026/01/22

Almost forgot, hehe. Wrote this quick poem. Yep.... I've been kinda busy so yah..   Expression New things, New expression, New ways, New feelings, What feelings? Too fast? Need to think. But good. Oh, yes, very good.   - Lily the _________

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2026/01/21

I didn't really feel like writing much today...so it's kinda short but here's more of Lily from me, Lily!   Recurring Lily had recurring thoughts sometimes. When she was in one of her depression and anxiety phases, they emerged like worms in the rain. They mostly retreated when the sun came out and Lily found peace, yet a few daring ones remained. Those, however, were more like the dried remnants of those thoughts. Lily barely noticed them when the sun broke through. It was a clou

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2026/01/20

Today, I decided to take a different approach than usual and write more of a classic fantasy story. Also, Lilith is an OC in someone's new RP that I only made two posts for...so I guess this might be her backstory? Or future? Idk. Or just some other character named Lilith. Anyway, enjoy! Maybe. Yeah...   Legends Lilith was tired. She had finally escaped the queen, and wanted to rest. Lilith knew she couldn’t though; she wasn’t done with her task yet. She still had to find it—the M

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2026/01/19

Me I feel like me, Whoever that may be. I feel like me, For perhaps the first time, you see.   I start losing that feeling, It slips between my fingers. No matter how tight I hold on, It finds a way to escape.   I may not post as much in the future. Or for a few days. I may even stop. But I'll try not to. May miss a few days though. Also for anyone who actually reads this, sorry I've just been posting these short poems... - Lily

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The Faewylds - Chapter 1 - The stars.. are so pretty today.

I was dying. On the floor, bleeding out. I breathed in out. Calm. I must be calm. FEEL NO! I-I mean no. I-I can't let you win. FEEL yelled the fragment of a broken god. But I didn't. I kept myself stable. And... I died. In the arms of my brother. ~~~ He was dying. On the floor, bleeding out. THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING I felt his presence fading away. I couldn't handle this. I felt his mind jumble in pain and fear, but at the

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CoderDrag0n8 in Feel

2026/01/18 :3

Ummm, so the first one is unfinished from the Before today, and the second is from the After. Also I rlly didn't wanna write anything else cuz I'm not feeling bad so I can't write anything.   Decisions Lily sometimes struggled with choices. Not always, but she often overthought decisions simple and impactful alike. Sometimes this was from someone introducing doubt: was she absolutely sure? Was it the best possible choice? Then she overthought it and essentially froze up or began t

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