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lol the music helps me get into the vibeeeee uwuww it helps tone down the urge to uwu and turn it into the urge to um write creepy stuff anyways gl I think that's a lame start... hmm..

yeah ik the game is so fun omg i play it like every night before bed

rawr? yay sounds fun uwu OMG OMG OMGOMGMGMGM i forgot so for the insanity book writinsfs i listened oto the fear&hunger ost it's such a vibe ima pull it oup now instead of goodkid ahhhh purrrrfect

hehe preciselfy wdym uwu uwuw uuwuw wuwuwuwuuw i want to uwu a lot like i want to uwu so much thta i break my bones if u knwow hat i mean like just uwu and then meep

waiut a veil'd moment... (technically it's straitjacket btu...) straightjacket as in not a gayjacekt as in the restraint o fbeing straight for a non-straight person!

oh uhm i thin k most of these metaphors are subconsciuss haha just like my uwu got the title uwu btw the semicolon stuff is a reference to Steins;Gate uwu why'd i reveal that uwuw

what the ado oh it's a reference hehe i knew that uwu

for waht mfd ? maybe why ack i knew it i already have one called restrained soi gotta call it somethingan else

oh and uhm i forgor that i kinda mighta ate a whole pack of eminems (m&ms) it said servings per container 3 but i saw 1 oopsiess omg pls no it sounds like literal hell id stormin hate it id wanna die prolly

yeah okie.. i get it.. i need to ncalm down anyway yeah uwu glad u prolly didnt see the edit i added and then removed a few posts ago

I did

Okie finee..... Sowwy

SHE DIDN'T?? OMG OMG OMG WHERE IS SHE IS SHE OKAY?????? receipts ... how'd u know my age how'd u know im 11 STLAKERKLKLKLSFJJAJSJFSJ ANYEON ANWAYY TIME TO WRITE BAOUT THE PREMIER INN I DONT KNOW WHERE TIME BEGINS I DONT KNOW WHERE TIME BEGINS THE FLOWERS SOMETHING ABOUT A VIOLET HUE AND THE CLOCKS RUN BACK AND SO SHOULD YOU AND JENNY AND MOTHERS NAME AND IM RUNNING OUT OF STRING AND I RUIN I RUIN I RIUIN EVERYHTING!!!! BUT I MR UTINGNNG OUT AOF FRIN G FAND I RUIN EVEYRTHIGN COME BACK AND YIFLALF STK FFINE DBE AT THE PRMEIRJ INN !!!!!!! I DONT WNOW WHERE TIME BEGINSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

OSSRYYRY sorry i aifia am a person who says im 198+ 18+ uuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw im wahtever age u think i am cuz i amtj not agonna tell u :3 uwu yes :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :# #: ;3;#:;3;::d

OMG I JUST HAD AND IDEA (I WSWITCHED T OMY LAPTOP BECAUSE FOR some reaosn its i cant i i hard write on phone when im hyperactive like this so yeah cuz my fingers are insae n end adn and on computer it's easie eafitto to type accurately wihtout as amnfye fmanfy many typoossoosoosososososoososososoossoososso) oh yeah fthe the idea is wsoomeone someone who is basically restrained ilike like maybe in a straitjacket or one oif thise those tables with staraprp starap straps

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i ended up sitting on a bench for a bit but gettting cold so going back to hell but getting hot so going back out lol also I REALLLLLYYYYY want to write right now but i also don't have meds and can't think uwu killkillkillkillbloodbloodbloodyimgoing

yes they do indee

Idk i was very tired when writing some of it and couldn't think well not completely sure what was goin thru my mind i have some ideabut idk wait u know when ur so depressed and sad and upset that u don't even enjoy ice cream? (that was me last night and the day before) but rn the ice cream is pretty good a little too sweet maybe, but nice @Through The Living Grass how was ur walk?

For what? UwU

hm?

[CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING] Contains some elements that may be interpreted as self-harm and/or schizophrenia I think. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong for the latter, as I don't know too much about it. See Her;She Guides I see her here. Don’t you? She’s at my side, Holding a knife. Why don’t you see her? She whispers to me, Guides me. She hands me the knife, I take it. She directs my hand, I comply. I see your confusion, my friend. Do not worry, all will end well. I cut, I twist, at her instruction. I sew, I manipulate, each step in my ear. I see, I feel, I hear. I must not slow, she says. I must do this, she urges. I can’t falter, can’t stop, Can’t rest, can’t break, Can’t wait, can’t think, Just listen, just do, Just trust, just her. - Lily

You can always continue it if u want but feel bo pressure. for shorts things it works nice to end in a cliffhanger thingie like that :3 yeah :3 (also dw abt writing too long either lol)

Omg that last line hits hard also dw abt short stuff, that's like the average length for me (I luv'd it)