Yeah, you gotta start smaller though or build up or whatever and actually learn stuff, then you realize things are easier or they become easier. But yeah.
Luckily I don't take offense at that but just know it could definitely be seen as rude. Also you clearly have no read my other blog entries; only one from this particular blog was egregious in spelling/grammar.
Yeah, it's sometimes hard to know if it makes me happy or if I'm doing it out of pressure or expectations. Like, sometimes I think I do stuff or want stuff that go with the "Lily is someone who is smart" expectation/label/identity.
All of it or a specific part or the general feeling?