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Garbage

Aww thanks

There is a specific kind of stuck that happens when you’re a trans girl in nerdy spaces. You spend years as a lurker—not just on the 17th Shard forums or Discord, but in your own life. You watch the main characters from the sidelines, hiding behind an avatar and a username that feels like a suit of armor you forgot how to take off. As we stare down 2026, I’ve decided that the Lurker Era is officially over. Transitioning isn't just about the medical milestones (though those are great); it’s about the personal bucket list items that make life feel colorful again. Here are my top five lighthearted hopes for my transition in 2026—the year I finally step out of the shadows and into the light. The Final Boss of Fashion: Finding My Aesthetic. For the first year of transition, your wardrobe is basically a chaotic experiment. You buy things because they look feminine on a mannequin, only to realize you look like a Victorian ghost or a confused skittles bag. By 2026, my hope is to reach Aesthetic Equilibrium. I want to move past the hiding in hoodies phase and find the look that says, "I have a 40-minute theory on the origins of Adonalsium, but I also look incredible in this blazer." The goal is to have a Signature Look like Tech-Wear Sorceress or Dark Academia Librarian, where I open my closet and feel like I’m choosing a character skin that I actually enjoy playing. The ultimate milestone? Successfully wearing an outfit with zero pockets and not having a mental breakdown about where to put my phone. That is the true mark of womanhood: the tactical sacrifice of utility for style. Mastering the Voice of Authority. Voice training is arguably the most level-up part of transition. It’s the invisible skill tree. You spend months making heat from fire noises in your car like you’re trying to summon a demon, all in the hopes that one day, a telemarketer will call you Ma'am without hesitating. In 2026, my hope is to stop performing my voice and start owning it. I want to jump into a 17th Shard Discord voice chat and just talk without pre-game vocal warm-ups or worrying about my resonance dropping mid-sentence because someone mentioned a plot hole in The Lost Metal. The real win will be laughing—a genuine, unsuppressed laugh that sounds like joy rather than a vocal exercise. The Great Analog Expansion. Transitioning takes up a lot of mental real estate. In the early days, you’re so focused on the meta—the hormones, the paperwork, the social coming out—that you forget to actually have hobbies. You become a professional Trans Person™, and your personality starts to feel like a Wikipedia page. For 2026, I want to transition back into being a Human Being with Weird Hobbies. I want to reclaim the mental space that dysphoria used to occupy and finish a project that has nothing to do with gender. Whether I'm building a custom keyboard or baking a loaf of bread that doesn't double as a blunt-force weapon, the vibe is moving from "I am transitioning" to "I am a girl who is currently obsessed with this niche thing." Navigating the Social Cognitive Realm. Socializing while trans is like playing a high-stakes RPG where you’re not sure if you’ve cleared the tutorial yet. There’s the "first time going to a comic shop as a woman" quest and the "explaining my name change to my distant cousin" boss fight. My hope for 2026 is Social Fluidity. I want to stop being the Trans Friend and just be the "Friend Who Knows Too Much About Fantasy Lore." The goal is to attend a meetup and realize halfway through the day that I haven't thought about being trans once because I'm too engaged in a debate about magic systems. I want to find that inner circle of people who see me so clearly that the old version of me feels like a character from a book I read a long time ago. Reaching Internal Narrative Peace. This is the big one—the end-game content. Most of us spend our lives with a narrator in our heads that is incredibly mean, pointing out every flaw and every reason why we don't belong. In 2026, my ultimate hope is to Fire the Narrator and reach a state of Neutrality. I don't need to look in the mirror and see a supermodel; I just want to see me, without footnotes or caveats. I’m learning to love the messy middle of my transition. 2026 isn't about being perfect; it’s about being present and realizing that the transition isn't a bridge I’m crossing to get to a real life—the transition is my life, and it’s a pretty cool story to tell. If 2025 was the Beta Test, 2026 is the Full Release. There will still be bugs and probably some server lag when it comes to my confidence levels. But the core gameplay loop—living as a woman, engaging with the community I love, and finally feeling like the protagonist of my own journey—is finally stable. To my fellow Sharders on your own journeys: remember that the most important step is always the next one. Here’s to a 2026 filled with better fashion, clearer voices, and the kind of self-love that feels like a Critical Hit.

I have this one friend who often mentions oddly trans coded stuff when I'm around. I think that they're testing me to see if I'll react. I have a lot of fun messing with them, by mentioning that I'm really craving pickles or skittles. They'll often mention "heat from fire, fire from heat" to see if I'll finish it, and I always do. They really love talking to me about Celeste and programming, so I'm pretty sure that they know I'm trans or at least think I am, and want to see if I am.

Well, this is a inference from some of the confirmed Cosmere physics but there is a lot of guesswork in there.

Simple

Simple

Drab

Cry. Just cry WWYDIYF a demon cat IYP?

Dreary

You should have done it... I will do it on the 16th

Wow you sound like someone I know on Quotev

Leukemia

I'm tempted

Oh yeah. Most likely

I know... He'd still do really well

I'm not really sure if I like where this is going, but there really isn't anyone who is very sus

If @Kasimir wanted, I think he'd do really well

Well, they actually are nonbinary so... Don't have Facebook and they're not on 17th Shard, so that's taken care of Ok sounds good

Speaking of pathological liars, one of my 'friends' told everyone, on the morning they knew I'd be late, that I was planning on committing suicide that morning. What should I do?

On that note, I protected myself last night, so nothing happened to me

Kal?

Suppression fabrials could theoretically disrupt magic systems like Allomancy or the Dor because they operate on the principle of disrupting Investiture waveforms through interference. To suppress a different system, the device would need to be specifically tuned to the "rhythms" or frequencies of the target Shard; for instance, a fabrial powered by the Dor would likely require a cage of tin (a diminisher metal) and a spren or entity that can resonate with the frequencies of Devotion and Dominion. While Rosharan fabrials are usually fueled by Stormlight, substituting it with another form of raw Investiture as a "battery" is theoretically possible, though converting one type to another is practically difficult and might only suppress Investiture tied to that specific source. Ultimately, a fabrial's effectiveness depends on the Investiture density of the target, meaning highly invested individuals, like those of the Fourth Ideal, might still resist the suppression field regardless of its fuel source.

oh god. How does it keep getting worse? Why do you keep doing this to yourself?