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Cookie Spren

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  1. Thank you so much. This means a lot to me, I appreciate your care for the people around you (even if they're not literally around you). You are a large reason as to why I actually interact with you guys. You were the first person to actually talk with me. Put that in a pipe and smoke it. Had you not gotten me to interact with the shard, I could be dead now. You saved my life. I want you to remember that.
  2. If any of you didn't know, I just got through a huge wave of depression that has lasted several months. I would like to say that if any of you feel down, even if you are as low as I was, meaning that you had thoughts of sewerslide, there is a way out of that darkness and it is a difficult journey. As I have recently learned, many people see there goal way up in the sky, never realizing or even seeing the mountain in front of us that leads to that goal. It doesn't matter how you get up there, whether it is difficult or not, but there will always be a way to reach our goals. Remember that there are other climbers out there that go through the same thing as you, they know your struggles and your weaknesses, and it is up to you to let them aid you in your climb to the top. I have also learned that when we are struggling, we tend to put up walls unintentionally, these walls do not help us, they only hurt. They can push others away and it can ruin us. It is important to not be afraid of asking for help. I know it sounds difficult to just let those walls crumble, but for us to survive in our current world, we need others to help us grow through our trials. I don't know how many of you are religious, but one thing one of my church leaders taught me was that our trials are like a stone being refined by a rock tumbler, it may hurt to go through, because of all of the grit, but when we are finished with those trials, we end up smooth and refined. He told me that God puts those trials in our lives to strengthen us, to smoothen us out. They are there because he loves us enough to teach us to grow and learn through tough experiences. I am so glad to have you all in my life, I don't know to many of you, but you all have been a great influence in my life for the good of it. You guys saved my life just a few days back and it has brought me so much joy. However, I still have trials and I thank God every day for giving them to me, to help me learn and grow. He also puts other people in our lives to bless us as angels on earth. These people may not even realize that they are performing and enacting a miracle towards this person. Many of you went to my aid when I sent a distress call about ending my life, but because so many of you told me you cared, so many of you guys, even those I never talk with, I am still here, still alive and well, breathing, and giving this message to all of you. You guys are a great contribution to my joy and I want to thank you all for your kindness, inclusion, and care. My heart is so full with joy that I cannot comprehend. I love all you guys, thank you all. -Cookie
  3. Indeed. The person below me owns the entirety of the Mistborn series.
  4. I am going to end my life.

    Farewell.

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    2. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      Thank you for staying, Cookie 🫂❤️

      We're so happy you're still here ❤️

    3. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Aye we are and if you ever need someone to talk to my PMs are always open.

      It's not easy staying, but I'm glad you did ❤️ *hugs fiercely*

    4. Keke

      Keke

      Oh storms I didn't see this.

      Oh my my.

      IM SO GLAD YOUR STILL HERE.

      Oh God's above.

      Holy Odin.

      Holy fenrir

      I

      I

      Am sorry I didn't see this

      Swear on everything you will discord CALL if your doing that again.

      Call until I answer.

      Holy rusts.

  5. I recommend headphones for this. It's really beautiful. 

     

    1. Through the living jeff

      Through the living jeff

      Oooh

      cant watch YouTube yet, but ill watch it at home

  6. and it exploded into monkeys.
  7. I am oppressed by my will to not exist. heheh. *laughs in depression*
  8. That was exactly my situation. Tbh I only remembered where it was after my mom asked if I forgot it downstairs when I threw it during my depression brain thing happen thing a mojokner.
  9. A separate voice becomes tangible to Atlas and it speaks to the masked figure. "I brought you here to watch it all burn. All of them, and when you are finished watching, you will be the only one left in the thread that is forged from my own hands." The masked figure looks up to the red sky, "Why?" The voice responds, "I know those words... those words have been forged by me before."
  10. He looks down. "I wasn't talking to you." He replies with a solemn smile.
  11. to be very honest, yes. and to also be very honest, I always feel like a coward or weird by saying that right out, yk?
  12. I rusting hate valentine's day. and not just in the ironic, "oooh it's dumb because I'm jealous of other couples" kinda way. I'm not hating on people who like it either. I just am really hurt by a lot of things that happened. And it's also terrible because something bad always happens on valentines day.
  13. The figure just watches, intrigued. "You did not answer me."
  14. So tired, I am, so I give good rating, whether or not 'tis good. 2.1349/N/A?
  15. yep. tpbm has an addiction to energy drinks.
  16. The figure ignores Atlas at first, and then realizes that she's talking to him. "By the grace of the Authors. How are you able to see me." His voice, still monotone, doesn't show any signs of emotion other than the sorrow that shows in his eyes.
  17. @Thee insane The spectral figure continues to wander through the mass of ruin and chaos. The sounds around him seem muted, whereas his footsteps and the taps of his cane on the ground echo like a drop of water hitting the surface of a calm pool within a bowl. He finally stops and looks right at Atlas, then turns his head away as if uncomfortable at the thought of being able to watch those who can not see him. But Atlas can see him.... He circles Atlas from a distance and starts, Talking to himself? "Why did you send me here?" He asks, to seemingly nobody but himself. "I may be your champion. Your high pawn. But I feel things. It hurts to watch this, so why did you bring me here?" He mutters again.
  18. A spectral being watches the War of the Realms from a distance, unseen to all who do not seek him. His eyes look mournful. His deep pain so great that it visibly leaks from his body in a thick crimson smoke. He wears large, dark, billowing robes that blow around him in a soft gentle way that doesn't seem to fit the surrounding chaos and raging winds. His face is covered by a featureless black mask that is covered in cracks, held together by a viscous golden liquid that keeps its shape but seems to flow slowly like a lava river. He watches from inside his circular zone of Chronomancy. The outside world is frozen like pausing a show, but inside the circle, time moves normally for him. His eyes grow more solemn as he brings his hand to his hip, where there lies his dueling cane strapped to his belt. He takes it out and begins to walk, stepping outside of his circle, instantly resuming time outside and nullifying it. He continues to hide from the eyes of those who do not wish to seek him and his agony seeps out and runs along the floor, almost alive, like the thoughts that once drove them. He walks around the chaos, wandering. Searching for something.
  19. Valid argument, however, like I clarified, Allrianne has an edgy side to her.
  20. Vin - I want a girl who could kill me in my sleep, but is shorter than me and it'd be cute to see her angry. tbh I like girls who are more tomboyish, but still keep their femininity. MeLaan - Think of the possibilities my friends. Steris - Call me crazy, but I love her honesty and her orderliness (Mostly to counter-balance my chaotic life). Allrianne - She may be overly giddy, but she has a hidden edge to her that I think would be funny.
  21. Leaving only a large taquito
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