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Rough day. I’m stuck in one of those heavy moods where everything feels off. I don’t like feeling emotional or vulnerable, but here we are. Can’t focus, can’t shake it, and of course it hits on a day when I’ve got work and assignments piled up.
I’m frustrated with myself. I'm frustrated with my old mistakes, with how I lash out sometimes, with how my brain goes into “fight mode” before I can stop it. I’m trying to understand the cycles of this, figure out if it’s stress or something else. I just want to curl up somewhere quiet until my head stops spinning.
I miss home. I miss my cat. He's the one creature who loves me without conditions. Being far from home isn’t helping.
But I know this will pass. It always does. The light’s there; I’m just not reaching it today.
Anyway… my mask is back on now.
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I have reached the third Ideal of the Windrunners.
“I will stand for those who would spit on me, curse me, or fear me for what I am. My shield does not break because someone wishes I’d fall.”
