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  1. Hmmm lies
    I mean, I imagine that they could theoretically (Emperor's Soul spoilers)
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    Closing the age gap is one of the few changes I would support, but I wouldn't put it past Hollywood to somehow attempt that but somehow manage to mess it up (like you suggested) They will completely make Steris unlikable, and misinterpret how her personality is supposed to be.
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    Spren almost never appear if they aren't important to the moment.
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    I like the new pronouns feature, it's like I'm gendered correctly by someone every time I look at one of my posts.
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    Don't got much planned... Wait, actually I do have one tiny thing planned for pride month. Coming out as trans lol.
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    *looks at the logo at the top* Pride month cometh. My first pride month out of the egg.
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    Even mods are not immune to ninjaing lol. Anyway, to place things back on a more positive topic, I just want to vent about just how happy I am to finally understand myself. It feels like everything just makes so much more sense now, like I was never really alive before my egg cracked (which may or may not be how actual eggs work idk I'm not a biologist). Basically, it's like the Matrix but the real world is considerably better than the matrix. I've finally been able to love myself like I never could before. Even if I hate my body, I see it as my body, one that I can fix, eventually. I leave the closet in 18 days, and even though I'm terrified, I also can't wait. There we go, those good vibes should hopefully bring this thread back to normal after that last discussion. If anyone else wants to inject good vibes into this thread, feel free.
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    No. Just no. And we do not appreciate that person.
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    Yes, Undertale, and Hollow Knight and Silksong!
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    Okay there's been a lot of confusion on egg vs closet lately, so here's what I'm fairly certain is correct. An egg is a trans person who doesn't know they are trans yet, meanwhile a closeted person is someone who is either not cisgender or not heterosexual/romantic, and has not told everyone yet (for example, I'm still closeted even though I'm out to three people, since most people don't know I'm trans)
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    Make friends or kill people
  12. Hmmm lies
    You're so unfunny that you made the Shard of Whimsy cry.
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    Wait, if there is alloromantic and allosexual, is there also feruromantic and ferusexual? Bad Mistborn pun aside, question for y'all cis folks: Do you never question your gender for more than like a few seconds? I'm not having any self-doubt or anything, I'm just going to be making some resources for people who might think they are trans, and want to make sure they are accurate.
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    My goal is to be every transfem stereotype ever. So, let's get started on that. :3 Also I've noticed that I like girls even more now that I'm out of the egg. Naive idiot egg me: I'm pretty happy now, but when I have a girlfriend, I'll be happier than I've ever been in my life. Me now: I'm happier than I've ever been in my life, and when I have a girlfriend, I'll be happier than is actually possible.
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    I FINISHED MY NOVELLA I guess that means... I'm not frustrated anymore... so I'm not longer welcome here. Wait! No! I still can't think of a title for it, and that frustrates me. I can stay here!
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    Heh, I am actually clueless how I stayed in the egg this long. While in the egg, I had the very cis male experiences of: Wanting to wear fem clothing Thinking that if I were born a girl, I would be a cis lesbian Wanting to show up at a future wedding also wearing a white dress Being annoyed that I wasn't born a girl, and therefore not a cis lesbian Constantly writing my main characters as female, and also headcanoning multiple of my own characters as transfem Wanting to have lesbian sex(?!?!?!?!) Being annoyed that I also 'wasn't' transfem (Not sure why I decided I wasn't) Thinking that female genitals would be better than male genitals The only possible reason I stayed in the egg this long was that I didn't know enough about trans people at the time. But, then, after March 16 when it cracked, every Google search made me more and more sure I was transfem.
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    Referring to my egg self be like
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    Hmm, tricky one. I'm going to go with Radiant, just so I can at least get Shardplate. Still, I hope I don't end up with Bondsmith, I wouldn't want to be bonded to any of those three. WYR have a Hemalurgic spike giving you strength or Allomantic pewter?
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    I just had a cool experience earlier. I was feeling a bunch of dysphoria and anxiety, but I played some music, and with pure force of will and determination I managed to reset my mental state back to "good". I... didn't know that was an option. Previously I had thought that if you had bad feelings you just had to wait them out. But this seems better. Soon I'm going to go shopping for some fem clothing. I won't be able to wear it in public, really, but I'll still take those doses of euphoria.
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    Chasmfiend-sized dog, it has no gemheart, therefore bonds no spren, and immediately collapses and dies under its own weight. WYR have Shallan's multiple personality disorder or have Ruin speak in your mind like he did to Zane?
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    Thank you. But honestly, it's not so much passing that scares me (even if voice training does kinda), it's coming out to people who have known me as male for years. It'll probably feel so weird having them call me my new name. Right now I'm only out to my parents, a friend of mine who's NB, and strangers on the internet. Also, I'm worried I won't fit in with other women, despite the fact that I've never fitted in with men, and also am completely antisocial, so I'm not sure what my brain is so worried about. But the point is, I would be way more comfortable being out to people who never knew me as male. Although, right now I don't feel too anxious or dysphoric, it comes in waves, and right now, everything feels pretty good, which, it did not when I wrote the above post.
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    Hello, fellow disasters! After a tough week or so, I have determined that I am 100% transfem, despite doubts I had. Unfortunately, defeating that anxiety made way for another level of anxiety, worry that I won't be able to be a real woman and my life will suck. Not really an improvement. Oh well, at least I know who I am. Please give me encouragement.
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    Omg give me the gold compounding. If I'm correct, it heals you to how you think of yourself, and well... WYR have the Shard of Ruin or Odium?
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    Yeah, my main characters' relationship is completely healthy. They love each other, and that's great. Of course, it does add some tension that the two girls are living in a society in which homosexuality is illegal, and therefore must keep it completely private, also one of them is the most wanted criminal in the empire, and as such has basically 0 human contact outside of her girlfriend. (The other is a master criminal too, but she just never got caught)
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    I think that's what happened, I like that analogy. It's strange, the day I realized, and most of the day after, I was panicking constantly. But now... everything feels normal, as if nothing has changed. Because nothing has changed. This was always the way I was, and will always be the way I am. It honestly feels kinda underwhelming, but I suppose I'll take it.
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