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I wanna rip my face off lol.
I hate everything right now, I’m so tired.
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“No…you’ve done enough.” She says hoarsely and rides off into the falling snow. “Where are we going? What’s happening?!” She says, panicking. Rosalind steps back into the HQ. She looks around the room silently. Her fingers naturally run up her neck and pick at her steel collar for a moment. @The Wandering Wizard
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Certified Gay Disasters
SmilingPanda19 replied to Delightful's topic in Social Groups, Clans, & Guilds
Thanks to the people who responded. I am kind of just unsure where I stand on attraction. I’m trying to figure out where I stand on it, but that’s okay. Thanks for sharing your opinions! -
Guys I don’t think I have the energy to go through 50 notifs. I’ll check them in the morning. I’m gunna try and get some sleep.
Just a little update for the fam, we are making progress. I started some medication and my therapy is going kinda well. I’m feeling a little better, still some huge swings, but…
I’ll try to keep you guys updated, life’s been busy so sorry I haven’t been around a lot. Love you all
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We Love Elan Club!
SmilingPanda19 replied to SmilingPanda19's topic in Social Groups, Clans, & Guilds
*Cough* "Make room for the man, the myth, the Elan." I clear a path through whatever mysteriously long building this is that has no entrance or exit. -
We Love Elan Club!
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*breaks into the room flamboyantly* ”THE MAN OF THE HOUR IS HERE- MR. ELAN-“ @Invisible -
Certified Gay Disasters
SmilingPanda19 replied to Delightful's topic in Social Groups, Clans, & Guilds
As someone who has started to question some things, I’d like to know some other Christians views. If anybody is willing to chat or maybe explain their view on sexuality. I certainly haven’t decided anything and currently am a heterosexual, biological female and identifies as female, woman. I don’t really know what to think, but I’m scared to talk to people about it since I’m in a huge conservative Christian family… I mean this isn’t a big deal to me, just a little confused on some stuff. You know? Ugh. Words are hard… -
She gets on the horse. “I’m going to head back now.” A few tears linger on her face.
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Pearl tries to heave Vodens body up onto the horse. It swoops down before going back up, circling again. Fox stares at her a moment in shock before running after Elsa. “Wait- wait don’t leave me-“
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A voice suddenly booms from the sky. “There is nothing you can do.” Pearl looks up for a second before looking back down at Voden. “We need to get out of here before…it comes back.” The bird circles for a minute before swooping down, talons first going to grab them.
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The bird eyes her and starts to enlarge its circle, shifting above her over a few minutes.
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She holds her head up. "You don't get anywhere by being weak, okay? Lets just go kill some people and then maybe theyll finally let me out of here..." She says. Pearl holds Voden, crying. "Just... be quiet..." She whispers, sobbing into her hands. The bird is still there, swooping down now and then.
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She stares at her a moment. “I’m ten… and I think that’s weak.” She turns and starts marching towards the north. “Let’s go.” He slowly closes his eyes, the breath leaves his lungs and his heart slows down. “Voden…voden!” Pearl shakes him a little and he doesn’t move, limp. The bird circles above her before slamming down on top, not touching her though, simply holding the tree down. It chirps and turns its head, its big eyes looking down. “Why here?”
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The tree is ripped up into the air and goes flying, falling hard to the ground. Pearl strokes Vod’s hair, crying. She hums quietly. He reaches up his hand and rubs her cheek softly. “I’m sorry, love.” She shushes him, smiling through tears. “Dont be sorry…don’t be sorry.” In the sky you see a tree uprooted and tossed like a doll. She furrows her brow. “How are you here and you don’t know how to hunt?” He groans. “Will I have to do all the work?” She says, she’s been hunting her entire life from within the walls of the city. She trained with her older brother in the guards, even though she wasn’t supposed to. She has been shooting from over the wall an sneaking out to catch her prey after she shot it down. This is going to be so exhilarating.
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It circles around, circling its prey. It screeches. “There’s nothing we can do.” She says quietly, tears run down her face but she tries to stay strong. “Just be quiet… give him some silence before he goes…” Rosalind quickly follows after him.
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It swoops down, its talons grabbing the tree and you hear a crack, the ground shifts and roots start popping out. Suddenly, the tree rises up, going flying.
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Pearl shifts his head into her lap. She sighs, staring down at him. Her tears drip down, his breathing hoarse. “Just be quiet… the maker hasn’t done this…” She gently strokes his hair, his eyes closing, his face a shivering pale.
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The bird circles. He coughs. Pearl hops off the horse and kneels beside him. “Vod-“ she feels tears well up. There is a bird is the distance circling over the tree. You hear men shouting.
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The sun rises again, a new day. The wind blows across the plains. The sun glows onto the sky in shades of orange and pink, quite pretty actually. Pearl sees a broken cart in the distance. “Vod…” Blood runs into the snow, making it a dark red. Fox just stares at the squid octopus thing for a second. The little fox brushes against her leg. “Aren’t we supposed to be…killing people?” @Aeoryi @Weaver of Lights @Ravenclawjedi42 @Part Of The Narrative @Lord Spirit @RoyalBeeMage @TheRavenHasLanded @The Cowardly One @The Stormfather @ΨιτιsτηεΒέsτ @TwinSouls @..... @Just-A-Stick @Little j @justice magician @Scars of Hathsin @Lotus Blossom @Argenti
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“Oh. A day or two?” He says perkily straightening papers.
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A new young ticketsman is there. “Welcome aboard!” He says in a high pitched preppy voice.
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"Well... I guess so!" He sways with the flower.
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He wiggles, bouncing with the flower. “Cause mama said I wasn’t pretty enough!” He is still somewhat grinning. A giant underbelly of a bird passes over the tree, causing it to shake with the flap of its wings. The squid is nowhere to be found…
