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  1. It’s still just a fan. But you know, it’s a fan so… Fan/25
  2. I disagree with this. You can state your beliefs without being disrespectful. I believe in God, but if someone does not I can understand that and respect that belief, even if it is different than my own.
  3. I was wondering about that as well
  4. Yes, I do believe in God. My faith struggled for a very, very long time (pretty much my entire life until this summer) but I believe there is a God and that my Savior Jesus Christ died for me. I believe that because of His Atonement I can be forgiven, which is the greatest blessing in my life because I definitely need it. Edit: I’m a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints by the way.
  5. I want to thank everyone that has been here for me the last few days. I’ve been having a really rough time, and you have all helped me feel so much better. I can’t explain it, but you all make me feel like I’m wanted and that I am accepted, those are two feelings that I don’t feel often but it’s really nice. You all are like family to me, and understand me better than my own family does. So thank you all.

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *hugs* ❤️

      Always we're here :)

    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      ❤️ 

      Found family is such a wonderful thing. I'll always be here too, brother.

  6. A butterfly distracted the snail and emu.
  7. Upsetting
  8. Did you two coordinate this before today? If so, why?
  9. I’m so sorry Panda. Relationships are hard (you’ve seen that I can at least understand that from my SU), and I’m not really one to give advice on this, but I’m here if you need to talk about it or just someone to talk to. *hugs*
  10. English, both good and bad. 7/ookla
  11. I’ll be your friend But in all seriousness, I have also had a time with very few friends (I might be going back there too, we’ll see). I found it helpful to join a club (in my case, band) that was filled with some people I felt I could be myself around. It helped, although I still don’t have many irl friends, I have some and that’s enough.
  12. I feel like I was given a set of choices with no good outcomes. I have become a better person because of the choices I made, but in the process I have hurt someone a great deal. If I had stayed away from them, I’m not sure what would have happened. I would not be who I am, and I’d be in a much worse place mentally and emotionally. And I believe they would be too. The time we had together was amazing, but I felt the need to end it. I was obsessing over this one person, and they were doing the same over me. It was unhealthy and I felt its effects wearing on me, so I prayed about it to know what to do. In the end, I felt that I was to end it. So I did. It hurt me, but I know it hurt them so much more. So no matter the outcome, I’d still be feeling awful.

     

     Thank you for listening to another of my late-night rants. I needed to get this off my chest and once again, you all are the only people I trust to listen and give support rather than judgement.

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      *more hugs*

      As Quirk said, we’re here.

    3. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *pulls everyone into a group hug*

      Aye, always and forever

    4. Weaver of Shadows

      Weaver of Shadows

      Thank you all *hugs*

  13. @Cash67 - fellow dnd addict
  14. I grab the sandwich, stunning cacophony with a blow to the head from a large foam sword. I run away into the depths of the underworld.
  15. *pops more than enough popcorn to share with everyone* *waits*
  16. I agree, I want story time. *pops popcorn, starts eating it before the show starts*
  17. I’ve never really done poetry, but I tried.
  18. Why did Dragonsteel have to end? I’m was so happy…not anymore though. The worst thing is, I’m not really sure what to do to make myself feel happier. I just feel so terrible, but I also know what I think about myself is right. So here I am, typing this late at night when most people are unlikely to see it until the morning, hoping that it will somehow help.

     Any advice?

    Spoiler

    Sorry everyone, I shouldn’t be bothering you all with this. I just don’t know where else to turn to.

     

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      I…did the exact same thing, don’t know if you saw my SU’s but I’m right there with you. Panda describes it well.

      It’s the feeling of having something that makes you feel alive, something that makes you feel wanted, needed, powerful even, just be ripped away from you. It can never come back quite the same way, and now it’s done. It’s gone. And storm it, it hurts. 

      From a bigger perspective, it’s okay to hurt. The hurt will end, the hurt means that it was really that amazing. But also…that’s not going to help, because it won’t make it stop hurting, it won’t make the rest of life get better.

      I’m here though, okay? I know the pain and it’s awful. I’m always here to listen and care, even if that’s all I can do. *hugs*

    3. Weaver of Shadows

      Weaver of Shadows

      Thanks Eddie, you guys are really the best friends I could ask for.

    4. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      And the same to you ❤️

  19. I will try to offer my advice. Listen to Panda, she’s smart. That’s it.
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