Weaver of Shadows
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He looked at her. His heart and mind agreed on this. Yes, yes he absolutely wanted to stay with her. He wanted to hold her, to kiss her, to just…be with her. But if he said yes, it would continue the problems. Continue the problems that he put on her. He stayed silent for a moment. Then another. He wanted so badly to say yes. ”I…I…does it matter what I want?” He ignored Roy.
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It seems to me that it is already headed in a good direction That’s awesome that he said that! -
Ooh, that sounds really fun and much better than a school dance! I’m really glad everything went so well! Hopefully it continues to go well.
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He let her. She cared about him, still. She had given that flower to him like she had given the other to him what seemed so long ago. She was trying to help. He finally turned and looked at her with a tear-streaked face. “I’m so sorry Jenny,” he said hoarsely.
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A flower. Such a simple object, but it meant so much. And it could kill him. So much easier than jumping. He picked it up, slowly raising it towards his mouth.
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Oh yeah, that type of thing is so terrible *hugs*
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Jenny was back. He didn’t know what she was doing there. Hopefully she wouldn’t talk to him. He didn’t think he could stand a confrontation. This was for best. It had to be.
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I could break through those. Get rid of a burden for everyone. But I’m not strong enough. I’m never strong enough. Tears dripped down his cheeks in an endless flood.
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Why am I so storming good at hurting people? I seem to weave myself into their lives, making it look like they can depend on me, then shattering that illusion. -
She…she wanted him to stop. He could do that. He could do that. One last thing for her. And now…she was gone. Forever. It was…it was for the best. For her at least. He moved to be in less pain. He looked up at the window. It was already cracked, and he was so close to it.
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“It’s…it’s for the best. I’m sorry. I wish it didn’t have to be this way. But it is.” He didn’t look up at her. Instead, he twisted his body, blood soaking his bandages. It felt…not good, but it made him feel better. Because he felt a fraction of the pain he deserved.
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“I…I wish we could stay together. But…it’s me. And I can never be enough. I can never be strong enough, good enough, never the one you deserve.” The words and tears were flowing faster now. “You deserve someone who doesn’t nearly die in every fight, someone who can take care of themselves and protect you. You deserve someone who isn’t…well, me. I’m sorry.” He looked down, burying his face in his arms and curling up, ignoring, no, relishing the pain it caused. Because he deserved it.
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*hugs*
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“This is all my fault. All of it.” He looked into her eyes. “I love you too Jenny. More than anything. More than I love myself or how I feel. Which is why…” he took a deep, shaky breath. “Which is why…what we have…it has to end.”
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“How…how can I not be?” Another tear dripped down his cheek. He seemed to get smaller, trying to up as little room as possible.
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“Ok?” he said back, still confused.
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He hugged her weakly back. Was this their last hug like this? Would he never feel safe like how she made him feel? Surely no one else would love him. “I…I’m sorry.” ”Wh…what?”
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“No need for a fire, it’ll just draw others. I say we all just sleep here. And wake me up for second watch.” He closed his eyes.
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Edgar blinked his eyes open, trying to banish the image of Hades from his mind. He and Jenny had the same pale skin. ”W…what?” he asked, wiping the tears from his chin.
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@Lunamor Edgar immediately falls asleep, finally leaning against Jenny. He dreamed. Hades stood before him. “You think you’re worthy of my daughter? You think you, you insignificant, weak, useless boy are worthy of her love and devotion?” He laughed. Edgar just stood there, stunned. “I…I…” He bowed his head. “No.” Hades laughed again. “That’s right. You will end this nonsense, boy.” ”I…ok.” - - - Lying with his head on Jenny’s shoulder, a tear dropped down his cheek and he started shaking uncontrollably.
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Edgar stopped shaking, but his eyes were filled with fear. He pointedly didn’t look at Jenny. “Thank you,” he said in a shaky voice to Aaron.
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“I can take first watch, if you all want to sleep. I’ll yell for you if anything comes.” @RoyalBeeMage @Lord Spirit @TwinSouls @.....
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@Edema Rue
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Beautiful yellow fish swim.
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Yesterday was state esports. I play MarioKart, and we took first in that. Overall, my esports team also placed first. It was age is amazing.
Less amazing is the 4+ hour drive back, getting home after 2:00. I’m still not home yet.
