yeah, but with four spellcasters and two martials (and we didn't originally have the paladin) it was even worse than it is now. Also, there are not many healing spells druids get access to by 5th level (cure wounds (decent), healing spirit (decent), aura of vitality (requires you to be close to who you're healing), goodberry (not great healing and impractical in combat), and revivify (only good if we die)). I play Pact of the Tome with an Archfey Patron. I might end up switching to Pact of the Talisman, but I like all the utility I get from my ton of cantrips. I'm more of a utility build and do my best to not get hit/die rather than deal a ton of damage.