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I've convinced my 8 year old sister to read Alcatraz and I am very very proud of this.
I failed with my brother but my sister actually listens to me.
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Show choir season is over but since it's a class we still occasionally get to do performances. Like on Monday. And my director wants to do a show choir olympics. So that will be fun...
But since the season is over we are now a part of the treble choir. Which I'm in normally so two treble choir classes a day. Back to back. It's a bit boring. But my director decided to make it a bit more interesting. I'm a soprano 1. But in the regular treble choir they aren't having any of them sing soprano 1 or alto 2. So all sopranos sing soprano 2 and all alto sing alto 1. But in show choir we sing all the parts and I sing soprano 1. So I get to learn both soprano 1 and soprano 2 but actually remember and sing soprano 1 at the concert. Yay.
And I made the audition only concert choir and the varsity show choir!!!! EXPRESS!!!!! None of my treble voiced friends made it though so I'll be with all my guy friends. I get to go more insane!!!
I wrote a thingy some people have already read it but I really like it so y'all can read it. And if you read it, no I'm not really okay but I'm working on it and starting therapy stuff so it'll be fine.
SpoilerWhat if
I finally found
Peace?
Stability?
Safety?
It feels silly
But
I can pretend
Right?
And what if
It was
beautiful?
What if
I felt
Beautiful?
What if
I had
Enough space
To breathe?
And everything I
Ever wanted?
What if
It
All
Came
Crashing
Down
On
Top
Of
ME?
And when you
Found me
All that was left
Was a girl
Broken?
Bruised?
Bleeding?
Trapped
In what once was
Paradise?
What would you
Do?
What would you
Think?
And what if
I told you
It's already happening?
That everyday
I wake up
Hopeful?
Safe?
Home?
But over the course of
Hours
Minutes
Seconds
It
All
Crashes
Down
On
me?
And after
The crash
I'm not sure
If what I see
In the mirror
Is still me.
But
it is.
Just a more
Broken
Bruised
Me.
I'm trapped in a
Fake paradise.
Where
Nothing
Lasts.
And I'm
Not certain
I want to
Leave.
Because if
I leave
Will there
Be a
Real one?
But yeah stuff has been fun. A little stressful as normal but you know it's fine.
