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  1. I don't think I can stop y'all.
  2. The Clinic: Roof Insa backed away from Bookwyrm even more. "He's right. Don't trust me. Don't touch me. Stay away. I can't stop it much longer." Just a little longer. Let me wait a little longer. @The Bookwyrm
  3. The Clinic: Roof I... No... I can't. Insa pushed Bookwyrm away. "Don't touch me." @The Bookwyrm
  4. The Clinic: Roof Insa froze. She wasn't sure what to do. "You're touching me..." @The Bookwyrm
  5. The Clinic: Roof Insa looked down again. "He is but.... he's not. He's not my brother, Emma isn't my sister. I barely know them. And if they're my siblings then what about my siblings, my real siblings. What would they be?" She took a deep breath. "I don't know. I just... I don't know."
  6. Kiss grapefruits, Marry lemons, kill limes. Wireless earbuds, wired earbuds, headphones.
  7. The Clinic: Roof Insa laughed. "Bookwyrm they aren't on my side they're dead. Emma said our parents died during the Scourge. Then Calano killed her and Wizard died before I came here. He's a guardian now right? So he's not dead dead but he still died. And I'm fairly certain he's not on my side." @The Bookwyrm
  8. If it's what has to happen then its fine. It will end well. The Clinic: Roof "Stop what from happening to me? I've found my real family."
  9. The Clinic: Roof Its fine. Insa looked down. "Since you're not gonna help me and Emma's dead I guess there isn't much point in me fighting is there?"
  10. I'm so sick of being sad. I get that's understandable and it's okay, but at the same time my friends are struggling and need my help. I don't feel worthy to help them when I can't go thirty minutes before I feel like crying. I haven't been able to get through seminary without crying. I can't make it through my show choir show without crying. The ballad is about remembering people and it's too much. And yet at the same time the directors are all "Facials! You're supposed to be comforting and reflective." I can't do that right now. Half of the people in that group can't. Not with that song. My mom had to get me waterproof mascara for the competitions. Last night at youth activities I was okay, I was fine, I was having fun, and then I just wasn't. And my siblings wouldn't leave me alone. I can't tell them that someone I knew died because they'll ask how and they won't understand that. I'm doing the most random stuff trying to keep myself from thinking about things. To keep myself from crying and it's not working. And I'm getting really tired of the question "Are you okay?" And I know that I'm not showing a whole lot of emotion or doing much of anything so that's really the only way to know. But the answer is no. The answer is so obviously no. This is the least I've smiled in forever. Can't people see or tell? Do they really have to keep asking me that?
  11. Clinic: Roof Insa spun around. Terror mixed in with the exhaustion. But then she smiled. "Come to join me?" You said they wouldn't be able to reach me. @The Wandering Wizard
  12. The Clinic: Roof Insa felt her energy running low. She'd been doing too much today. Too much. And her attention was slipping. Emma? I can't do this for much longer. @The Wandering Wizard
  13. Kiss yes, marry no, kill maybe. Tiny water bottles, Normal sized water bottles, Giant water bottles.
  14. I think my mom found out that I've been watching documentaries about unsolved murders.

    I think she thinks this is a really bad time for this.

    She closed me out of watching them for the second time today. 

    I have 5 minutes left...

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

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      My fault, probably. Did you know that 'death and poison' has the same number of syllables as Severus Snape? 

       

    3. InfiniteInsanity

      InfiniteInsanity

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      My guess is everyone is one different pages. So everyone is confused.

       

    4. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

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      Interesting. Our own emotions and thinkings are not kind to us.

      Unfortunately they are not kind to us. Probably won't ever be at times.

      Which is why we have to have others around us who can see through the blackness that we can not.

  15. I knew her too. I didn't know her too well. But this is so hard and rough. I'm sorry.
  16. Yes! They fixed some of the pads and corks too! Its some much better now!
  17. The Clinic: Roof "Keep people from reaching me. I think that's supposed to be your main job at the moment."
  18. My flute is back!!!! It's not broken anymore!!
  19. The Clinic: Roof Insa spun around. "Are you Wynn?"
  20. The Clinic: Roof People know I'm here. What do I do if they find me? @The Wandering Wizard
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