InfiniteInsanity

I feel a little like I am dying.

The coughing will not stop.

Like I'll start coughing and won't stop until I like gag.

And I need to sleep but I don't know if I can.

And tomorrow is Fast Sunday and I really want to be able to fast because I haven't been able too consistently for the longest time. All summer I was on pain meds and then again recently and I could take those without eating or I would get nauseous. And then all of the last winter I was on and off sick. And being sick and eating is and iffy thing most of the time it was a cold so eating was an important thing to do.

and mission prep starts tomorrow and I want to go to that even though I'm not certain about going on a mission like all the details of it. I want to serve one but yeah. I want to go to mission prep.

I just want to be able to do life normally for once.