InfiniteInsanity

I feel rather numb

and small

Its my fault

my brain

interpreting things

wrong

cause she

she wouldn't

want to do

this to me

right?

She said

she cares

she said 

she understands

she said

she respects

my efforts

so she wouldn't

she said she wouldn't

sink so low

as to hurt the way

other people think

about me

but would she

try and hurt

the way

I think about

me?

Aren't I 

a bad friend

for even

considering it

Cause people

who are good friends

aren't supposed to 

decide they don't

want to be friends

anymore

People who decide

that 

shouldn't be worthy

of having other

friends

cause they'll just 

hurt them too

That's me

I'm gonna

suddenly

cut her off

and then

I deserve 

the lash back

Cause that 

makes me

mean

and not nice

and not a good

friend

or at least

that's what

she'll say

and that's what

my brain says