shortcake

okay random thing here, but I'm thinking about going by Fin. With only one N. Like, as a name. YE

also, i burnt my ring fingy on my right hand on the FREAKING IRON because i was ironing a bunch of little perler bead flowers and leaves for my chain idea for my (in my opinion) super cool frog-core outfit :3

I'm also looping a blanket together. Colors are light yellow, light cool gray, and white.

I got CONVERSEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

I wanna doodle all over them SO BAD but I also don't wanna ruin them ;-;

Also, my Mum's turtle bit me yesterday. it HURT. and now there's a chunk of of my left thumb that legit just can't feel. it's kinda cool lol

I'm gonna have so many battle scars from yesterday-

i did a painting :3

of one of my new OCs

my brother says it looks demonic

its my take on a biblically accurate angel

guess who made a painting of one of their new OCs todayyyyyyyyy

and also guess who has a new favorite resident at thier work because the resident jokingly threatened to break into the kitchen in the middle of the night to get more ice creammmmmmmmmmm

ooh, and guess who hasn't properly slept in three days, so they've only had approx. 30 minutes of nap-time sleep, and is therefore running on a half hour of sleep, plus 4 monsters throughout the past three dayssssssssssssssss

so my coworker is like, madly in love with me right? he's 14. i don't like guys. he is a GUY.

I told him i don't like guys, and he's still SO DESPERATE

AHHHHHHHHHHH

time for TONS of screenshots-

Daily Duolingo Status:

(and, now that I think about it, it seems a bit weird posting this right after my last SU-)

...

my best friend just said goodbye.

I don't think they're moving.

they've been mad at me for a few days, now, because they thought I was using them. Long story short, they let me have their old phone, but didn't tell their dad. My grandma got mad at me, took the phone away, and contacted said Friend telling them she needs to speak with their father. Friend panics, says that he's busy to cover up the fact that they basically set me up for burglary, but finally gives my grandmother their dad's number so she can talk to him. he gets angry at Friend, Friend gets mad at me, says I was "using them." Friend loses control over emotions, emotions become overwhelming, Friend acts irrationally, and basically tells me to go off myself because they don't want to talk to me ever again. Depression sets in for me, but I respect Friend's boundaries, so I give it a few days before I text Friend on my grandmother's phone and ask if we can stop by to drop off the phone before I got to work (which happened today, btw). I wrote a note to give to Friend, and I put it in a box, along with the phone. Friend says they don't want to see me, so they have me put the phone by the front door and text them when I've finished dropping it off. Right as my grandmother pulls in to where I work, Friend texts her, saying "tell [Shortcake] goodbye for me, will you? Tell them I'm sorry. Make sure they know that this isn't their fault, please. I hope they find better friends this school year."

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

ARE THEY GOING TO DIE?!?

I'M LITERALLY PANICKING, BUT ONLY INTERNALLY RN BC I DON'T LIKE SHOWING MY EMOTIONS TO PEOPLE

ya'll, look at my rank on duolingo rn:

Update:

I finished the new season of The Dragon Prince a few hours ago. Immediately went on to finish Kipo. Kind of sad that I finished two of the shows that I enjoyed most. I kinda with Kipo would continue on even after they defeat the bad guy. And just have the show be about their day-to-day lives. But alas, we don't always get what we want.

Oh, also! I made a giant, fluffy tie blanket with my grandmother yesterday. It was leaving fuzzies everywhere, so we had to wash it today (the little fuzzies in the lint trap were SO SOFT). and now I get to sleep with a heavy blanket! (it surprisingly has a lot of weight to it)

Ooh, and! I taught the Young Women's lesson at church today. Although, I kinda sorta chickened out halfway through, so one of our leaders had to lead for a bit before I felt comfortable enough to take over again ;-;

OSJAKJLWJKSNWS AHHHHHHHHH I AM LITERALLY FREAKING OUT RN

AND IT'S NOT IN A BAD WAY!!!!

The fifth season of The Dragon Prince was released early yesterday and I'm watching it rn, and-

PWISAKJNLKDWJSNLJ ITS SO GOOD!! *distant squealing*

the following information has some of my thoughts and a few spoilers :3 (although I'm still only at the fifth episode of the new season, sooo...)

also fun fact:

I had to scoop pudding out of a giant can at work today, and when I was grabbing the lid-thing for the can, my grip slipped a bit and i cut my left thumb pretty bad, along with my ring finger.

I didn't feel like going to the ER, though

I don't even think the cut was bad enough for that, even though it was pretty deep

I just realized that the only thing I've had to eat or drink today was a Danimal smoothie, and that was just so I could take my meds-