shortcake

im upset because my sister told me she could help me with my hair and makeup for prom and y grandma just told me that she made me a hair appointment at somewhere "professional"

which is just great because I definitely don't have a problem with being a people pleaser, no-sir-ee, not me

so now the hair person is gonna be like "does this look good?" and I'll be like "absolutely I have no problems with this whatsoever" when there's literally thousands

and so I asked my grandma about whether y sister was still helping me with my makeup and she told her that she never agreed which is a lie

and I suck at doing makeup, apparently, because I "put little white things in the corners of my eyes and they look gross" but that's literally just my style of doing makeup

and she also told me that she was gonna bring some of her fancy shoes for e to choose from since we both wear the same size, but now she has no reason to even come over anyway s what's the point

sorry for rambling I'm just annoyed