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...Girl's camp made me realize that I haven't been happy for a really long time. but that isn't ever going to change, because my grandma won't let me leave and move in with my friend because she thinks I'm going to break the law. And I also found out today that she is much more homophobic than what I thought she was, so now she hates me even more. She called me fat as if I didn't already know that. Why can't I just be happy? Why can't I just be normal and not have to worry about people judging me all the time? I just want to be happy. I'm sorry I'm so chaotic. I'm sorry I can't be responsible enough for people to treat me like an adult. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. @The Bookwyrm, @InfiniteInsanity, @TheGreatSnail, @Ranryu, @That1Cellist, @The Last Fæ, @Potato's Wit, @The Wandering Wizard, and anyone else- I'm sorry you guys had to deal with me. I'm sorry I wasn't at church. Bookwyrm, I'm sorry for almost killing your sister. Insa, I'm sorry for all the crap I've given you throughout the years. Fae, I'm sorry for restricting you from using hammers in jewelry class. Potato, I can't remember if I was in charge of your age group for girl's camp, but if I was, I'm sorry for singing so loud on the first night, and I'm sorry that I was so mean on the last night. Hopefully you'll have a better YCL next year.