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  1. Yesterday : 10 hours of sleep

    Zombie for most of the day

    Today : 4 hours of sleep

    Follows the class arguably better than the teacher 

    I am confusion.

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    2. Throw TheLiving Silverware

      Throw TheLiving Silverware

      Oh I can assure you, I usually dont function under 7-8 hours of sleep. And that is putting the bar for "function" pretty low.

      Though you could argue that I was sleepwalking most of yesterday, and therefore just slept 30 hours.

    3. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      UGHHHHH

      yesterday: 3-4 hours of sleep

      got up, went to church, was in a good and productive mood all day

      today: 5 hours of sleep

      ”well I slept through history so I might as well skip the first half of school”

    4. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      FOUR HOURS, YEAHHHHHHHHhhhhhh

  2. Well, first off: *many hugs* Second... is what you're saying with your mother something you tell yourself, or sthg she is saying/implying? In the first case, then this is not really helpful; you shouldn't hurt your mother, but you are not responsible for everything she does, and it is not your fault if she can't accept your choices. Especially given that she isn't the only one with a say in the matter; your own mental health matter too, as your father's and brothers does. What I'm trying to say is, you shouldn't be the one carrying your mother at the expense of yourself. You can still see/call her even from your dad's, go with her for a weekend once in a while, etc... You are probably not going to cut all your ties overnight. She will have to deal with that, and it will be a lot. But its going to be a lot for everyone anyway. However, if she's saying/implying herself that she will commit suicide if you go with your dad... then this is textbook emotional blackmailing and that is a very messed up thing to do, and she would be proving she is in fact not fit to provide to your needs at all. Finally, if you read this as I send it: you should sleep it's good for you
  3. Hi

    It's that time again

    I have a work to do for tonight (it's 8:30 PM here)

    I want to do it

    But my brain feels it's filled with applesauce

    Normally this is where I would go "well lets put this aside, rest and do it later"

    But I did that several times already so now I can't 

    Yeaaah

    So now I'm doomscrolling while avoiding to look at the work group chat and feel horrible for letting the team down

     

     

    And there's another one like that coming 

     

    Spoiler

    This new year looks really uncannily like last one

    Spoiler

    Which is not good

    Spoiler

    Apparently I can't learn from my mistakes

     

     

     

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    2. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      *hug*

      I'm sorry, my guy :(

      🫂

    3. Throw TheLiving Silverware

      Throw TheLiving Silverware

      Thanks everyone for the support

      Also little update : the thing has been finished! I'm just out of the oral presentation, which I think went well.

      *sigh* now time for the next one, which I should have at least worked on these past couple days but didn't because of that...

      But at least something went well which might be the boost to self-confidence I needed

    4. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      *hug*

      Glad something went well, Silver :sylheart:

      Good luck with everything else! You'll do great 

  4. *hugs* I hope it goes well! For the autism, I'd suggest to start with the anxiety and depression indeed, and if it goes well ask about autism later in the conversation. Hopefully, they'll be able to help or redirect to someone who can help with that.
  5. At least I don't remember doing you. Which means nothing at all but let's go. You are... where did I put my crystal ball... *distorted voice* hocus pocus, ajootayl sellaylpwavr melanjay deleecat mang mettay offoor pang dang trang settminut... okay, I see you. You are close to 18, high average height. Light brown hair, green eyes, calm facial expression (most of the time), and a tight jeans and sweatshirt. It's actually kinda the same for me, but if I try just a little I can generally summon a mental picture. Which might be reminiscent of someone from a movie or someone I know IRL. Eg I realize now Glass' portrait above is inspired in part by one of my cousins (with some other elements on top) Btw you're a small dark brown-haired guy with glasses and a book in your hand.
  6. I think there are some better ways to achieve that goal Like idk belt your favourite song on the top of your school Anyway to get this thread back on track: my memory is whack these days so I have already mostly forgotten how you told me you looked like. So: Glass you are pretty tall, dark blonde, glasses (obviously), and make this face pretty often. Haly: you are small, black hair, gremlin smile, and I'm now realizing my image for you is literally just Toph.
  7. I concur, it sounds really cool and fun! In five years, @Halcyon The Only will have published a book and I will own a signed copy of it. (The least likely of the above is me and you being on the same continent for once.) Also, in five years I'll hopefully have my diploma and a job.
  8. Oh wow *hugs* Are you okay? If you want a chat, advice or just a place to vent, my PMs will always be open.
  9. *hugs* I don't know what to say except that I can understand, and offer you all my sympathy. Btw, your dumb logical brain is very smart and worth listening.
  10. I'm just out of bed, I don't need sleep yet Edit: It's monday morning 7:32 AM for me
  11. Ouch I'm cold Condensation gets out of my mouth when I breathe My fingers hurt (forgot gloves) Subways aren't this cold usually
  12. No; I used to take a dozen books at once every couple weeks though. Things have changed since. TPBM has read a Robin Hobb book.
  13. Happy birthday ! Even though I think it's already the next day for you but happy birthday anyway !

    1. Cinnamon

      Cinnamon

      Ha it is but TECHNICALLY I was born in the US so its the right day but also not. Its confusing

  14. About 10 hours. *curses whoever decided to give us an online class and then an actual class immediately after*
  15. That's actually pretty cool! Therefore:
  16. What is it about? If it's something that interests me, I could do it. Might very well be more interesting than most of today's classes, in fact.
  17. This probably isn't the most embarrassing moment in my life. But I'm too embarrassed to talk about the rest. So here we go: I was in English class (English as a foreign language, remember?) and I had to talk about the lesson. I mispronounced desert as dessert and said someone was living in the middle of the dessert. The dessert island. Or I climb the island with the chicken and try to fly to the continent, Ocarina of Time-style.
  18. Five additional pages popped up while I was sleeping. I am proud of you. Also that was a really fun read Finally someone gets it! (Short one, and no beard on the cheeks) I knew you wouldn't expect it but I didn't think you would be this opposed to the idea lol
  19. Neither of those! Well, I have a nose, but I wasn't thinking about that. I'm glad I escaped dental headgear though.
  20. *grabs and throws into group hug* You're getting closer, it is indeed something on my face. But as I said, my scars are not visible. Bookwyrm how can you call me a new generation when I am arguably responsible for this thread's existence
  21. Well, it looks like today's your birthday!

    Happy birthday Stick! May this day be good, and the next year as well!

    1. Just-A-Stick

      Just-A-Stick

      Thank you so much :D 

  22. I said it's not clothing at all! But I do have socks. Well, I took those off 2 minutes ago because they were wet, but that's a detail. It is something that would differentiate my face from Zuko's. Lol *hugs both of you with a big smile* Thank you. Really, thank you.
  23. I do kinda look like Zuko. Kinda. And I hope I'm handsome but I'll leave others answer that for me. Nope! It is not related to clothing. Thanks. *accepts hug*
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