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SymphonianBookworm

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    Other men... other men, as they age, merely grow stranger. I fear I am one of those. I am the bones of a foreign species left drying on the plain that was once, long ago, a sea. A curiosity, perhaps a reminder, that all has not always been as it is now.
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    And then there are the ones who stay awake, looking for that skip in perception, the crack in the illusion that will explain how their eyes got duped; they’re the kind who won’t rest until they’ve mastered that little bit of mystery for themselves.
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    You need only peer into a demon’s eyes to know evil is not some vacuum waiting for virtue to come and fill its emptiness. Evil is a force.
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    “What is it we value? Innovation. Originality. Novelty. But most importantly...timeliness. I fear you may be too late, my confused, unfortunate, friend.”

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    “Some people feel the rain, others just get wet.“ -Someone
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    Somewhere... over the rainbow...
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    Reading, writing, playing D&D.

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  1. SymphonianBookworm

    You know that moment when you're sitting down or reading or taking a shower and then bam, it all hits you? Everything you've been trying to ignore settles like a stone on your shoulders, slowly crushing you. 

    Honestly, my life is pretty easy compared to some other people's, so I can't really complain. But sometimes it's just hard to keep up with it all. The steady current of life starts to pull you away from a place where you don't worry or have all of your regrets running through your mind. You know that you have to deal with everything but also you don't have time. You wish you had managed your day better.

    I want to change so many things about my past. But I can't. So... I guess I have to look to the future. But it's really hard sometimes.

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    Ah, melodrama is such fun.

    Also I used too many "but"s. And "I wish"es. 

     

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    2. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      Don't devalue your problems. Give them their due attention, and ask for help if you need it.

      It can really be tough when you know just a few decisions could have improved the outcome, but remember that choices are always more obvious in hindsight.

    3. SymphonianBookworm

      SymphonianBookworm

      I close my eyes, and i can see, all my regrets in front of me... that I call my own.

      In the dark, through a door, a place I have been in before... my mind's small tomb. (but pronounced tome.)

    4. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Yah, choices are always super obvious in hindsight. Hindsight is dangerous when used to doubt yourself, but if you shift your perspective and us it to learn from what happened. Then it can become a powerful tool for you.

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