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    The Clinic: The Basement "Kaos has shifted in his prison. He threatens to escape. We cannot allow that. Some are hearing... his whispers in their minds. But if you could forge a Minor Bond with them, feed off their energy, but leave them independent, they'd be safe, and you'd be satiated." Calano did not back down, despite the endless empty in the Nethergrim's eyes.
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    To sing once, to never avoid
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    A breath, caught between the player and the lyre.
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    Knowing history has it's eyeees on meeee.
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    The Clinic: The Basement Calano looked the Nethergrim dead in the eyes. "Is there a way you could do it again? But without actually bonding with her? Instead just a bond to protect her from Kaos. I know you feed off Kaos energy, which is why you were so open to bonding with her initially.'
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    Scene #83: The Accident who can i tag to come read my stuff :] @Morningtide @The Wandering Wizard @The Halcyon Girl eh i want feedback i like it I HAVE NO SHAME IN PINGING Y'ALL
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    The Clinic: The Basement Calano puts his arms behind his back and nods. "Yes," He says, "Now I'd like to talk to you about an offer that I have. Do you remember when you bonded with Emma, and saved her from Kaos?"
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    The Clinic: The Basement Calano's jaw tensed. He gritted his teeth and said, "I do not care. I have come to you on peaceful terms today. Let's not make this any worse or awkward than it has to be. Please, assume a different form."
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    I'm actually quite invested. You're very good at writing. You know how to make things long enough to keep going, but not too long that it gets boring. I love it, it's awesome
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    dude i was so mad. then i started talking bout it yesterday and got mad AGAIN
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    i swear in english when i'm mad. like that one time a kid i know made a joke about my girlfriend having an onlyfans and i had to be physically restrained by a friend of mine before i absolutely whooped that kids ass because oh my gosh if you disrespect my bae like that i swear you will no longer be alive on this earth i wanted to hurt him
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    @The Wandering Wizard The Clinic: The Basement Calano steeled himself, and gently removed the Nethergrim's 'hand' from his cheek. "You do not deserve to wear her form," He said without missing a beat, "Assume a different one. Otherwise, you will not hear my generous offer."
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    As the field becomes level
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    He turned to her. "Go wait back in the study, please. This might get dirty."
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    Calano blinked, realizing that the Nethergrim saved Emma's life. Perhaps it could do it again, and do the same for Telrao. But it couldn't have them. Calano looked at Emma, then kissed her, his eyes hardening. "I'll be back. I have an idea." He teleported. Into the basement. Where the Nethergrim was sealed away. He cleared his throat, and waited. @The Wandering Wizard
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    Putting things on top of other things? How about a cap on the bottle of my emotions?
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    What does it mean, to live.

    What does it mean, to want to live.

    I think at one moment, I did have that want.

    That want, that need, that will to survive, to go on, to live.

    But I feel like it's leaving.

    I'm in pain.

    I'm always in pain.

    And I can't fix it.

    Would it better if I left?

    Would it better for me, or for you, or for someone else, if I were to not awaken tomorrow?

    I would be free, wouldn't I?

    But you wouldn't be free.

    I would be painless, wouldn't I?

    But you wouldn't be painless.

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Yeah, that one goes through my head. A lot. 

      I know that people probably mention God a lot, but (at least for me) it works better when it’s a personal thing. There are scriptures I could recommend, but I think that when you look yourself, you’ll find a lot more than you can otherwise. Sometimes we hear the most precious saying so many times that they lose their value. 

    3. Lego Mistborn

      Lego Mistborn

      Calano, we're all here for you, we love you, and I hope we can provide some solace for you, unfortunately, none of us are the Holy Spirit, who is the greatest comforter.

    4. Liahona

      Liahona

      Praying for you, Calano. God will not abandon you in your pain. As someone who's been there, some days all I can do is ask Him for help to stay alive that day, and make that my goal. Just taking life one step at a time can help.

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    Calano stood, and walked over to Emma and Telrao. "If it hadn't been for the Nethergrim, would... this have ended badly? Would you no longer be you?" He asked softly.
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    Hyron suppressed a blush, instead awkwardly walking over. "Alright," They said, "Walk me through it."
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    Teach the young, by the old.
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    Scene #82: Infiltration.
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    Scene #81: Where Is Your Home
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    Crying is the only thing that makes it feel like it was worthwhile for me. It's the only thing that makes me feel like I got it out. And yet here I am, unable to even shed half a tear.
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    Ok i'm gonna be honest with you all. You all keep saying to not bottle it up, it's worse, it's awful. I don't know how. I don't know how not to bottle it up, I don't know how to process it and cry it out first. I've grown up under the social idea that "boys don't cry, you have to be manly, macho etc etc." I want to cry, I really do. But I do not know how.
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    Hyron groaned mentally as Miyako stretched. Not this again. It was like she was trying to torture them. Now they got to stand here and watch them both stretch. Greaaaaat.
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