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Day #21

9 more days y'all have to deal with my status updates every day

I am missing my watch right now and holy heck is this so hard

I didn't realize how much having it helped

I'll use it to count and fidget and tell the time and I need it

But I don't have a massive headache like yesterday and I'm going to go in and have a professional neck snapper make a lot of unfamiliar sounds with my body so I'll be able to turn my neck without pain. yay scoliosis

You are a billion times better than puppies.

Day #20 

Not in a good position right now to be positive, but today I was able to go through the whole day without needing to take a break badly, which is good.

 You are all better than ice cream

Day #19 

Happy Mental Health Awareness month!!!
Today I cleaned my room at my dad’s house. For some reason I have no motivation at his house and only a bit at mom’s. But I was able to motivate myself and my section of the room is a lot cleaner. 
You are better than waffles.

Day #18 

Today I was suuuuper depressed

But I was able to say (and type!!!!) the number f o u r

I would give up the one ring for you 

Day #17 

Today is @Channelknight Fadran’s birthday!!!! 
I enjoyed giving him a heart attack 

I love all of you so much <3

Day #16 

Today I went to Girl Scouts and anxiety happened so I freaked out when I saw the number after 3 and before 5 and also ripped a paper into tiny sheds until my fingers ached 

But tomorrow I have a fun school thing so that’s good 

Day #15

I am trapped at a youth activity surrounded by so many people and it’s so loud and aaaaaaa 

But I got full points on my Socratic quiz so that’s fun 

Your smile makes me happy

Day 13/14 

Sorry I missed yesterday, it was a very chaotic day. 
I’m having a good day today. It’s a very chill day. 
I never even got close to a panic attack today!!!!! 
I love you all :)))

Day #12  

Stephen Sondheim always makes me sad happy 

I’m tired 

You are all so deserving of love

Day #11 

Bill Wurtz is a viiiiibe 

Thanks @xinoehp512

 I have been so productive today!

 You are all extremely friendly

Day #10 

I CAME OUT TO MY MOM 

AND SHE DIDNT DISOWN ME

ASDJ BC STHRSYY TU JDT

 you are all valued

Day #9

 I’m tired

 and I’m done

 just aaaaaaaaa

 but I didn’t fail my test

 you are fantastic

Day #8

My Chinese quiz is going to be open notes

;alkjd;k fhalkjhafkljsda;lkjf

YES

Also I came out to my friend as akoiromantic asexual and she was so chill

I love alllllll of you

Day #7 

I don’t have anything to be positive about today.

 Sorry.

You have very nice hair today

Happy Birthday!

Day #6

I woke up with a headache.

My body is trying to kill me and I had to go home to change halfway through the day

I'm tired

Buuuuut I got to work on probability in math today and I finished my Socratic project!

I'm glad I was able to get up this morning even though I didn't want to.

Y'all are storming awesome

Day #5

HAPPY EASTER!!! 

He is Risen

Today has been an okay day, except for being the only one in my Sunday school taught by my dad and the noise in sacrament meeting.

I'm out of earplugs and it's reaaaaally hard to not have them when you have misophonia

yay

love y'all

Day #4

Today my brother and dad are being very frustrating

like very

like not just frustrating

but this is supposed to be positive stuff so...

Today I woke up really well rested because I went to bed before 11

That was nice

I'm going to go get a new pair of tennis shoes

Day #3

Today I've felt that uneasiness the whole day, just kind of shakiness and panicky stuff

Went to the therapist, that was good.

idk

Second SU today, sorry

but...

888 rep

Day 2:

Today I got my math test back! I got a 94, even though I didn’t do my OCD rituals and stuff

And I finished my test!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I also walked all the way to the seminary building without doing my OCD walking thing

 Love y’all