*hugs* It's always awful to lose a pet, but from experience, while the pain will still be there, it dulls. It fades a little. I've gone days without thinking of beloved deceased pets, even though I can't remember life before one. It really does get better. As for the ER visit, that'll probably improve even faster, with care and the right medication. I hope your dog gets better, and I hope you do too, because you're awesome (SO THERE, SELF-LOATHING, FIGHT TFA'S FRIENDS! OH, TOO COWARDLY, HUH? GOOD! GO AWAY, TFA DESERVES BETTER THAN YOU, BECAUSE HE'S AWESOME!).
*hugs you* Again, I promise you it'll get better. We'll all make it better together! I'm sorry that your friend and crush is leaving, but we're high schoolers. Your emotions and you will probably find someone else, like Luna said, and you can still text, email, et cetera her as a friend. Thank Domi for technology, right?
Oh, so that's where Mathis got it when he was speechifying like a protagonist at Tesh