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*sigh* What is the point of it all?
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Life can feel hopeless, but when I feel that way? I like to think of it like a pencil. When it's dull, it feels pointless. So you sharpen it. (Or your friend sharpens it for you.) All of a sudden, the pencil holds almost infinite possibilities! It has a point, and it can use that point for anything you can think of. Every line creates something new, every dot makes a meaning.
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I think the point is different for everyone, and I think it is possible to know it in your lifetime. I would find an existence where we were too small to find meaning very sad.
It can be hard to decide sometimes, for sure. But there can be multiple points too. Like to love and be happy; that can be a point on its own.
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I don't know how I missed this SU, but....
Xino, I love you so, so much. You mean more to me than you could ever know. I loved meeting up with you so much, seeing you smile and hearing you laugh with me and the water sisters. Filling your cup with water over and over again during the movie, talking about how salt could kill you. That. That is what the point is; enjoying those little moments in the sun. I'm so so sorry your weather has been overcast lately. But I promise you the sun will come out. And when it does, I want to be right there next to you.
Remember: I love you when you're light, I love you when you're dark; I love you when you're full and when you're void.
You're my best friend, hun. Don't give up. I hope you have a wonderful evening. <3
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One moment, there was nothing.
The next, there she was.It was no birth in the mortal sense - messy, involved, painful - just a flash of light, and awareness. Clean, simple, and detached. Just like the man who faced her now with a curious gaze.
“Strange,” he murmured. “Why are you disconnected?”
In response, unbidden knowledge rising to her lips. “I am not you.”
She felt the words settle like a cast-iron mold around her, shaping her mind and soul, their truth made incontrovertible by her own declaration. She might have been made from his power, created with intent to be just a different form of him, but she was not just another of his clones. Her will, her identity, her memories were all out of his grasp now.
She saw that realization cross his eyes, saw his surprise deepen into shock that just as quickly hid itself away.
“If you are not me,” he said, calm, “then who?”
She felt the sounds pass her lips without thought. “I am Cynthia Cerelius.”
She felt the words fall over her in a whir of strokes like a thousand painter’s brushes, each imprinting the smallest touch of color. Each carried a single emotion with it - sadness, joy, fury, contentment, regret, pride, countless others - all spelling out the characters in her autoeponymous command. She gasped. She had a name. She was Cynthia.
But Cynthia could feel there was something missing. Two statements she had given, shaping and coloring her soul. There needed to be a third- and as soon as the thought entered her mind, she knew what it was.
“I am your daughter,” she finished.
Cynthia felt the words explode into her, filling her soul with bright blue light. It sang with freedom, with movement, with touching the sky and escaping into the stars, breaking the limits of dimensional reality. She knew it for what it was; the spirit bound to her father’s soul, reborn in her own. It would need a new name, of course; like herself, it was distinct from the power from which it had been formed. Cirrus, Cynthia thought - and he was named.
Her father - Rekaerb - simply stared at her, his mouth agape.
“Well,” he finally managed. “I wasn’t expecting that.”
