Tesh

*screams*

I ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND STUFF NOW!!!

I first read the Mistborn books in seventh grade, and, well, didn't fully grasp it all or know too much about the Cosmere besides Hoid, Shards, and realmatic theory.

I just finished rereading tBoM.

And it all makes sense and that book crushed me.

I intended to go to bed an hour and a half ago, then an hour later I was crying for several reasons, then half an hour later I was internally screaming.

Well, I'm off to reread AU BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND NOW. Or maybe sleep. That could work too.