*Hug*
My life has been... rough these past few weeks.
I'm pretty sure my parents no longer love each other. They no longer even properly call each other husband and wife, they just say "your mom" or "your dad". This has been building up for a while, and for some reason they have decided that they should tell me something wrong about the other every single chance they get. Not only that, but they also do it sometimes in front of my siblings. My dad lost his job, and now my mother is forced to work simply to keep us alive. Not only that, but I've been tanking in school. I've stopped being able to pay attention, and my grades are slipping. Whoops, there goes my chance of getting into a good college.
Supposedly I have some sort of ADD and I can get help for it but it's too little too late. My friends make fun of me on the daily and the only person left in the world who I even think cares about me never sees me anymore. I just feel like I'm stuck in a place that I'll never escape. I'm afraid that I'll end up like my dad living a life I don't want and never fulfilling my dreams and hating everything and hating myself. My writing is generally rust, and I can't help but feel that everyone treats me like a joke. Hell, I even treat myself like a joke.
My body is also broken. I went through a procedure over the summer which pretty much robbed me of the ability to play sports. Although this was not a big part of my life before, it made my body weaker over time. Now I can barely run, barely breathe, barely pick something up without realizing how weak I am and having to stop. When I sleep I can feel the metal digging into my side.