I realize that this is double posting, but do you guys ever just have those days when you seem to have lost the thing that keeps you going every day?
You feel like you're stuck in a rut, and there's nothing you can do about anything?
I think I'm having one of those days.
Usually I have a reason to get up and go to school. To be excited that today is a day that I am living in. But I just can't seem to find that anymore. I've fallen into routine, just waiting for something interesting to come along and happen. Everyone else seems to be doing just fine, getting girlfriends and having things to look forward to and stuff but I just can't seem to find whatever it is I'm missing.
My grades are faltering, which is a big thing for me. This is the first year I'm not going out for Halloween, so I'm just sitting at home alone. I feel stressed, and just tired. It's like everything around me is moving so fast and it's so dizzying, new things happening and life marching on, and I'm just standing still.
I don't know what is wrong.