Darkness Ascendant

Oh mad! Henna is great oh and @A Budgie I always get a crew cut >>

I have a strange urge to do a fan fic where calamity appears right before WWII

Define just.

I always get pissed when people make simple language mistakes, like using much and many wrong >> oh and going to the mall with your family. All I asked for were a pair of pikachu fluffy slipper things. Not an argument whether it was manly enough or a massive scream-fest where my sisters started yelling about how they wanted a pair and started grabbing pillows and crap too >> I do not associate with these people.

Get some fingers then

I was wearing hoods before they were cool

Oh. i forgot to mention I got a haircut. so the one thing I like about my appearance. It's gone. thank god im like harry in this sense and it doesn't take long for my hair to regrow.

And here we have a statue, and another statue . And if you look down there you can see a-that's right, anothe-OMG IT'S MOVING.

Oh dear...murders are the wrong term indeed.

9 more seasons morty! 9 more storming seasons then I can finally taste that Szechuan sauce! in other news I did another piece in captivity! And it's upside down!

Reading books used to be a major way to just lose myself in another world. but lately....I think I have discovered my hamartia. and it is envy. Whenever I read books now I get these massive twangs of jealousy and envy and I feel sick and crap. And then I hate myself for feeling like that lol. So I don't read as much as I used to >> the only series I can read are SA (graphic novels and comics don't count btw ). And that's purely because of Kaladin and Shallan heh.

I bought things today! In particular a hoodie that makes me look like an assassin!

Inb4: Stick is actually a twig in the physical realm and since he has deluded himself for so long thinking he's a tick, he appears as one in the cognitive realm. As daddy duck would put it; " the greatest lie I ever told was to myself" sorry peeps, but they do say you should never meet your heroes...

Ah that's good then. Get better

Thanks man. I used to blame myself heh. What's up? Bleh. I've just been working on my magic systems and jotting down ideas and crap. I really want to start writing properly but I need my laptop for that, I just can't work without it. So much stuff to google and crap. Bleh, like 2/3 years That sucks :/ was there a halo in your vision beforehand? (Blurry top of your vision) Exposed! Always knew you practiced black magic get some sleep heh.

Nah domination gods. Then the rift closed and basically everything resets. The gods were called Eternals, but they are now Remnants because they only retain a fraction of their power. Humanity basically goes extinct and earth is a barren wasteland. One of the remnants (something to do with gaea) sacrifices herself to rejuvenate the earth and restart the world.

Oh dear since you inserted your bookmark you forgot where you were up to in the book you were reading! *you get a page number* *inserts banhammer*

Mines a place basically with unlimited energy, and there are these parasite cell things that live there. And when they come into the real world they basically are gods

*chuckles that and yeah my dad hates music. Thanks *hugs back

@TwiLyghtSansSparklesI would if I could *sigh and thank you

I just had one of the worst days of my life. Woke up depressed af, only got to talk to you and some others for a short period of time like some sort of way to psyche myself up for the day. Then im forced to go downstairs and wish my dad a happy birthday and sit next to him and smile like everything is alright. All the while as everyone is laughing and taunting me. I don't even know who's side my mother is on now, in secret she tells me she doesn't like seeing me depressed and introverted but then in the same breath she'll agree with my father and say that they don't care about me >>. And my sisters are telling me to commit suicide and crap and going on about how I won't be missed and just being little pricks in general. And I hate myself for allowing my mother to hand-feed me some cake as everyone is laughing and crap. I go upstairs finally and just wallow in my misery, half-listening to the voices of my family as they discuss me in the living room. Demonising me and just *sigh. Then my mother comes upstairs and says I need to go downstairs and apologize to everyone, because of course *I'm at fault*. And I refuse to do so and then she sorta looks at me sadly like "that was your only way out kiddo, you chose the hard road". And then I just sit there for a couple more hours and then force myself to do something productive. I do some math crap for a while and just lose myself in the tediousness of it all, then I try to draw but everything looks crap to me and I just want to die. Finally I make myself go downstairs and eat something; I have never been feeling in the best of physical health lately, like, right now I feel all congested and mucousy and my throat is hoarse and raw, and I have a migraine and as per usual my thyroid was on and off. And as I'm trying to eat, I'm getting shamed by my family and called a fat rust and crap... so I go upstairs and woweee why not? I get back into a bad habit of mine...(when I was younger and I couldn't cope with anything I used to gnaw at the backs of my fingers and tear the skin off and crap). And we'll, my fingers were a bloody mess heh. Anyway, I feel strangely better then, so I read some Tolkien and write up more notes on my magic system and develop a system for SE. Then I try to draw some more and I do two self-portraits which I reckon look alright (save for the face on the second one...a lil off heh). And we'll, past half hour I've just been hugging my pillow trembling. Then mum got home just now and I can finally use her phone and talk with you all! Thank god. *sigh sorry for the rant bleh *dollhouse starts playing heh