Kestrel

Nice. I will be doing that then.

Well, the admin replied and they artfully called me "attention seeking" and "just making excuses." (I literally said I cannot properly plan without the chat because that's where most of the planning takes place en mass). They also claimed they would welcome me back in a month. Will you really? This is sad and kinda hilarious.

Avyra Moeryr Falconer, flies a golden eagle Small (4'9, maybe 85 lbs), light green eyes, long brown hair, cairhienin Wears really tall heels and bright colors Aes Sedai (if its allowed?) But hates Aes Sedai Is in the green ajah of green-ness Moves around quite a bit so has no permanent "home"

I've got my character. Whee

Freeform is easiest to be honest. Leads for more character building and fun writing, I feel. We could roll for some things, though. Like... if there's a fight, rolling an odd could mean your hit lands and even means your hit misses? Stuff like that.

I actually haven't finished wot yet so anything that doesn't fit with the book canon plot wise would be appreciated, as I don't know the world-building after A Memory of Light. It'll be freeform I think?

Heck, we could do an au type thing where the events in wot never happen. Use the world, but not the plot of the books, maybe?

Yo idk if this was in light of the random thread right now, but regardless, I'm interested!

Ya know what. I'm going to play this against them the best I can. If they're trying to isolate me then they're gonna have a hard time. I'm gonna send, like, five people who I've never rped with messages asking if I can plot with them/possible ideas. I'm even gonna send one of the mods one. This might get tiring but oh well. If they think they can isolate me they're wrong, I'm gonna get up into their faces and spit in all of them.

I would definitely like starting one on here. Maybe give me a few days? I've gotten pretty busy with falconry and school now. @ShadowLord_Lith @Quiver @Exalted Dungeon Master As for my leaving, for sure I'm waiting it out. I pmed one of the mods to say that them banning me from the chat completely isolates my character from any future planning (despite the fact they said in their email they wanted me to use the time to move her character along??? I can't do that without knowing what everyone else's plans are??? What??) Anyway. He hasn't replied. This is a mess.

Yeah. I get that. I'll just wait out my month "ban" and see if the chat is any better. If its not I'm leaving the community for good. Might still rp since I like my character, but also... don't want to deal with it. I wish I could make another WOT rp and know it'll be as consistently active as this one. I've been looking at a larger star trek rp tho, but they look kinda strict, which isn't a big problem, it might limit my character. She's a falconer and I'd like her to have one of her birds.

Next question: should I post an official I'm leaving or just vanish without a trace They even sent me a nice little email about what they expect of me and my character when I get back, as though they think I am coming back.

Yep. I'm gonna think on it but I doubt I'll be coming back, at least to the chat. The rp is nice but the chat is awful. Honestly, I don't feel wanted anyway, so if they really don't want me there say so instead of dancing around it.

Oh my gosh that website banned me from chatting there for a month. Tbh, I might not even come back. They've pretty much isolated me now so its impossible to rp plan anyway. This is wild. This is nuts. I'm yelling.

Ahh, thank you all! So kind!

Whopp whoop i planned nothing today oops

Let them be ASHAMED of their grave mistake half of my friends play bass

What do you call ten basses at the bottom of the ocean? A good start.

Yeah :/ I'm thinking about disappearing and never returning. Make them wonder. If they care. The only problem is I love my character on there, and I haven't found another consistently active wheel of time rping community.

Idk. For the most part, they are. I feel like the odd one out comstantly and that doesn't help with my anxiety for the situation. It could also be the fact that I'm the youngest, but I don't feel like my feelings should be treated like that. I like the rping aspect of the site, but I don't want to write with people who never want to hear from me at all. (Edit) I'm also still wondering if my feelings are just all in my head and I'm not thinking right. Which happens. A lot.

Things heating up in the Shard music community.

I'm not even upset anymore, just confused. I'm on another website and the community is... very... odd. At least in my eyes. Y'all know about some of my depression problems and my mom still *refusing to let me see anyone* and of course that leeks into there. A lot. To the point where they made me a seperate discord channel to vent (okay, it as for "everyone" but its creation was due to me ngl). But the oddness comes from... like... even if I post something positive I get ignored? They say don't post negative and I try not to, but anything positive I say is ignored. And I just got softbanned for being negative. I'm just confused. Advise anyone?

Eastern screech. If owls are cats then hawks are dogs. Hyperactive little...

I think she was named ironically.