Kestrel

My mom came in and fussed more about grades, because I probably won't make an A in english. Might pull through in history but.. oh well. And then it went back to mental health and I. Just. More mental breakdowns. Yippie. For the record, she still thinks that suddenly gaining a boost of confidence is a thing that actually happens. That's kinda hard when your will to exist has gone who knows where. Who am I kidding. She won't even get me medicine for the planter's wart I've had on the bottom of my foot for a month and a half; I have no idea why I expect this to be any better.

Puppies! ^^ thank you

And now I'm in tears. I'm not sure how much of this I can handle. Tonight was too much.

But.. really. Is there even a plot anymore? It feels like a bunch of happenings to me at this point. Its such a bummer because the first three novels were soo good. I can't do long chapters. I just... don't have the attention span.Back on topic, I'm like 20 pages into Lord of Chaos. After a week. Clap clap.

We're doing a white elephant in animation and I'm giving away my old Wacom Bamboo Fun tablet. It served me well for five years but I have the Intous now, so I don't need it and someone will be overjoyed to get it. Still works and everything, too.

Should I go ahead and kick this off?

Oh, the internet in general. Rps. Fluffy plots.

No, sadly. Meh, and the person I was rping with just said they might not want to continue because of low muse. I'm very sad because I was so full of muse and All right, I guess.

The thing is, nothing is in my control anymore. So I'm just sitting around, waiting for the last grade to be posted, with my email open ready to beg if I have to.

Chocolate. Heh.

I'm just gonna see how this all ends up I'm mainly stressed about my college grades; I have an 89.47 in english and we have one more grade which can make or break me.. heck. I want that A and my parents'll kill me if I don't get it.

I don't know. I've been painting mostly this evening. I just don't feel good. Haven't felt good in a while.

My anxiety is acting up again. This is fine c:

This is power that should never rest in mortal hands.

"I don't care" I say as I submit my english final I'm crying I really do care.

Oh my, I need this still. I'm broke as heck tho. Question: can we pre-order it again and still get it when it comes in, or will we have to wait until the new batch is printed and shipped?

okay I shall take pugAh yes

Can your pugs fix my grades

I'm so dead because of my history final rip

that looks so... yuck. I like having the control with the brush, not letting the computer do it for me.

it was a general comment. I wholeheartedly agree with your statement.

Get her something you'd think she'd actually like rather than falling into the trap of gendered marketing (which, by the way, is bad for your child's individuality and growth).

You can always use the image attachment thing here but it annoys me so I avoid it. I use imgur to upload my pictures; you should look into it. Its completely free, and you can set your account to private so nobody can see your images unless you link them.

[img=url here] To get the url, either right click and say "copy image location" or right click>view image and copy the url in the search bar.

My teachers just cram tests.