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@Chaos It just occurred to me that this might be better placed under the Introduce Yourself forum rather than the General Discussion forum.

New entry. Yay. Hey Alexander. I have a terrible feeling like a sad feeling but I'm not particularly sad about anything… and I know how these things go. First I'm sad then I'm depressed then I just.. can't handle it anymore.. Aus says it would be selfish. It only hurts those around me. I know that but I don't care. No anymore. Hey Alex Hi What did I miss? Nothing and everything…? I just can't handle it anymore Alex. Walk me through it. This this this SADNESS that I have no control over! How it controls me daily. I'm just done Think you can try to hold out until next weekend? That way, I’ll have a shot at temporarily removing the sadness. Will probably fail, but still… You mean our date? Ya lol I can't go to that remember I said my mom doesn't want me being your friend anymore and all that. She thinks I ditched last week cause of you… She can’t control what happens at school….. She's trying and I'm not letting her control our friendship so… ya she knows she can't control that but she sure can control my life outside of school. Wonder if those times I hung out with you late after class was done could technically be considered dates… I would certainly call them that Yay for not epically failing already then. Trust me Alexander you're FAR from having failed I might be able to get out of some of the track stuff. My mom is rarely home before me. Doesn't matter after tonight Alexander… Of course it does. You will be there next week. It's getting to the point where I don't think I will be… Do you know when you’d make that happen? Idk. Tonight. This weekend. Don't know yet. Do you have a specific plan? You already know my plan. Same as I told you the other Day. Do I need to call the cops? No… not yet at least. I'll tell you if you do... Thank you. How will you recognize it? How will you be able to tell me early enough that something can actually be done? That's the thing… I can tell you BEFORE I do it if I think I'm ACTUALLY gonna do it. Even then though you might not be able to save me If you ever decide on a specific time, you tell me immediately. That’s when I call the cops even if you ask me not too. I know. I will. I swear. The least I might do tonight is cut. Alright, I trust you. Why? I don't even trust myself anymore. I trust you because you’ve been talking to me. Had you truly gone completely silent, I would have far less faith about this. How scared are you right now? That I might ACTUALLY do it? 7/10. If you knew BOTH when and how, it would be a full 10. Well I know how and I know when Alexander. I have for months now. I’m talking about a specific date and time, not a circumstance. Oh. Well we know I have the whole HOW part covered. I also know it would be between 10:00 pm and 2:00 am either tonight or anytime this weekend Now you’ve bumped it to an 8. I’m talking to my counselor tomorrow. Why? So many people say they are gonna talk to their counselor about me and never do… and you know my mom is just gonna get mad at me when I got home from that. She doesn't believe that I'm suicidal. Why? I’ve told mine that there’s a girl that Mr. Daly works with, and have already let her take it from there. I’m talking about this additional stuff. Your mom has not received a call yet. It wouldn’t be in her jurisdiction to make such a call, as you’re not one of her students. Oh… explain please then Sudano. Who is your counselor oh ya don't know her. Go on... It turns out, my counselor has already known for a while that there’s a girl that Mr. Daly talked about with your counselor often. She didn’t know any specifics. She does know that Daly and your counselor talk often. Yay I know they do cause my mom gets calls often from Mrs Shantz (can't spell. She's out school social worker. My cxounselor is Mr Thomas.) It was Shantz that I meant then. ya I kinda figured that out. Gtg mom’s calling me for dinner, K be back on um 730? I’ll try. Great thx

Quote of the day! The fun thing about mathematics is that it doesn't have to reflect reality at all; it only usually does so because that's more convenient for most things. Want to redefine "continuity", make a longer-than-infinite line, work in fractional or infinitely many dimensions, or split a sphere into two copies of itself? As long as you can formally define it and prove it works, there's no problem. @Chaos should really like this.

My history teacher showed a slideshow of Middle Ages torture devices. It was quite amusing watching everyone else's reactions.

I guess he really wanted to taste the rainbow

My bad day: certain parts of the Shard seem turning into Youtube comments sections. This is not what I am normally excited to see when waking up

I just talked with a counselor about my friend. Now, I'm really worried that once she finds out, she'll lose trust in me as someone she can vent to. Really hoping I didn't just wreck things.

Huh, and here I thought that was all the Brandon releases

Quiver, thank you so much for this wonderful form of stress relief.

Find any with a good electrical engineering program?

I recently watched Turnabout Storm. This prompted me to start watching Ace Attorney videos. I'm on case four for the game. The feels for Egeworth are so real right now. Does Dl-6 ever come up again?

For dates, I was wondering: Random theater movie, or house Netflix binge?

One day, someone WILL figure out how to solve the quintic equation.

@ChaosOne of my teachers works on a certain law: The nerdier the question, the longer the tangent. This can be modeled by the equation t=e^25n, where t is the length of the tangent, and n is the coefficient of nerdiness. Do you also follow this law? If so, please provide a table of n values.

In history, we decided that the Middle Ages and the Renaissance was Europe going through puberty

Every prophecy from a random nut can be right if looked at from the right angle

I honestly want Draco and Jessie to have a little heart to heart now.

Sounds like my dog whenever I say we'll go for a walk. Only my dog is much bigger. And louder. reference pic

My mom recorded.

My family wanted to play baseball with a pumpkin, but we couldn't find a bat. So we used a wood ax instead.

Alright, I had another talk wit her, and I learned a few things. I was able to get her to vent at me a little, so that's good. She's the one her friends generally go to with they're problems for venting. SHe has a habit of building up walls, and has been hurt every time in the past when she's tried to let them down. I believe I'm breaking them down bit by bit. Oh, and her step father is apparently the kind of person who tells a child that her bio father didn't love her because he ran off to have another kid with another woman.

Warning: Swearing

I just finished talking with my new girlfriend about exactly why she shouldn't kill herself. It came down to me stating that I couldn't her choose her actions for her, and that I'd talk to her again at school tomorrow.

Anyone else get the feeling that this election could be modeled by Macbeth?

The friend that I've been posting recently asked if I wanted to go out today. I said yes.