Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 17 Author Posted February 17 6 minutes ago, Aeoryi said: yeah it probably is, I suppose. Recently things have been a fair bit worse.  Spoiler There's always 988. Â
Aeoryi she/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 Just now, Usseewa said: Â Hide contents There's always 988. Â What's that?
Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 17 Author Posted February 17 1 minute ago, Aeoryi said: What's that? A helpline you can call (or text, I think?) https://988lifeline.org/get-help/what-to-expect/
Aeoryi she/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 2 minutes ago, Usseewa said: A helpline you can call (or text, I think?) https://988lifeline.org/get-help/what-to-expect/ I've considered calling one before but every time that's happened I haven't had access to my phone. I've never done it though, because it doesn't seem... urgent enough.
Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 17 Author Posted February 17 (edited) 7 minutes ago, Aeoryi said: I've considered calling one before but every time that's happened I haven't had access to my phone. I've never done it though, because it doesn't seem... urgent enough. Well... it probably is urgent. You clearly are having trouble. Even if it isn't extremely urgent, you also don't really have any help. You've said your parents are not at all supportive in the mental health and trans spectrum (pun unintended) and that you don't have a therapist. Sure, you have people like us, but we are also just teens like you. At least most of us, idk. We also struggle with stuff, and aren't really experts? Like... if you have no help then... it may be difficult for it to get better. You can stop it before it gets to that extreme level. You may not even want to get help if you reach that. Maybe. I'm not an expert, as I said, but this is my advice. You have your phone now, don't you? Edited February 17 by Usseewa
Aeoryi she/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 5 minutes ago, Usseewa said: You have your phone now, don't you? Yes  6 minutes ago, Usseewa said: Well... it probably is urgent. You clearly are having trouble. Even if it isn't extremely urgent, you also don't really have any help. You've said your parents are not at all supportive in the mental health and trans spectrum (pun unintended) and that you don't have a therapist. Sure, you have people like us, but we are also just teens like you. At least most of us, idk. We also struggle with stuff, and aren't really experts? Like... if you have no help then... it may be difficult for it to get better. You can stop it before it gets to that extreme level. You may not even want to get help if you reach that. Maybe. I'm not an expert, as I said, but this is my advice. I guess so, but a lot of these lines have a lot of people calling who probably have more serious issues than I do Although I don't know how to really use them
Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 17 Author Posted February 17 Just now, Aeoryi said:  Although I don't know how to really use them  You can read the website I sent... Also I'm pretty sure you just dial 988 and call it, then they'll talk to you and stuff. 1 minute ago, Aeoryi said: I guess so, but a lot of these lines have a lot of people calling who probably have more serious issues than I do If you keep saying this, you'll never call. You can't (keep) doing this. Please call, Aeo.
Akimikoisthecutest Posted February 17 Posted February 17 Um, while we're still on the HRT train, uhh I can't get it. My state is trying to pass a bill that would make it illegal for minors to get HRT, I will not be able to get it. What should I do? @Hmmm lies @Honors Ghost @Usseewa @Aeoryi 1
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 4 minutes ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Um, while we're still on the HRT train, uhh I can't get it. My state is trying to pass a bill that would make it illegal for minors to get HRT, I will not be able to get it. What should I do? @Hmmm lies @Honors Ghost @Usseewa @Aeoryi Iâm in the same boat as you Iâm just gonna move somewhere where I can get it when I turn 18
Akimikoisthecutest Posted February 17 Posted February 17 1 minute ago, Honors Ghost said: Iâm in the same boat as you Iâm just gonna move somewhere where I can get it when I turn 18 Yeah, but the problem is that is much more effective before age 18. And I don't know if I could make it until I'm 18 without some serious help
Aeoryi she/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 7 minutes ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Um, while we're still on the HRT train, uhh I can't get it. My state is trying to pass a bill that would make it illegal for minors to get HRT, I will not be able to get it. What should I do? @Hmmm lies @Honors Ghost @Usseewa @Aeoryi just get it illegally then 25 minutes ago, Usseewa said: You can read the website I sent... Also I'm pretty sure you just dial 988 and call it, then they'll talk to you and stuff. If you keep saying this, you'll never call. You can't (keep) doing this. Please call, Aeo. I don't really know what my problems are at all. 1
Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 17 Author Posted February 17 (edited) oh, speaking of HRT do i even need it maybe ill just pass, because im already feeling better from some transition stuff so ehatever and do i even need it and i trans cuz i whatever idk  @Aeoryi tess, ... any thoughts to what we talked about above? Edited February 17 by Usseewa
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 3 minutes ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Yeah, but the problem is that is much more effective before age 18. And I don't know if I could make it until I'm 18 without some serious help Ye ik, *hugs*, is there a way that if they learn that itâs potentially life saving could you get it, or maybe try to get it before they ban it 1
Aeoryi she/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 2 minutes ago, Usseewa said: oh, speaking of HRT do i even need it maybe ill just pass, because im already feeling better from some transition stuff so ehatever and do i even need it and i trans cuz i whatever idk  @Aeoryi tess, ... any thoughts to what we talked about above? I probably should but might wait until tomorrow because my phone is dying which means it probably will never be done
Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 17 Author Posted February 17 6 minutes ago, Aeoryi said: just get it illegally then I don't really know what my problems are at all. just call and talk say your struggling with stuff sorry I can't really help atm but pls just call...  3 minutes ago, Usseewa said: oh, speaking of HRT do i even need it maybe ill just pass, because im already feeling better from some transition stuff so ehatever and do i even need it and i trans cuz i whatever idk And for this...like what if i was just made think that i want/need it when i dont Just now, Aeoryi said: I probably should but might wait until tomorrow because my phone is dying which means it probably will never be done Sis...these are excuses. you have a charger. you put it off you know it bye 1
Akimikoisthecutest Posted February 17 Posted February 17 12 hours ago, Honors Ghost said: Ye ik, *hugs*, is there a way that if they learn that itâs potentially life saving could you get it, or maybe try to get it before they ban it Nope, no new patients are allowed
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 4 minutes ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Nope, no new patients are allowed Omg *hugs* Iâm so sorry girl 1
Akimikoisthecutest Posted February 17 Posted February 17 Maybe I should rephrase the question. What should I do to try to transition without HRT?
Hmmm lies she/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 13 hours ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Um, while we're still on the HRT train, uhh I can't get it. My state is trying to pass a bill that would make it illegal for minors to get HRT, I will not be able to get it. What should I do? @Hmmm lies @Honors Ghost @Usseewa @Aeoryi Ugh, unfortunately, as someone who has been lucky to the point of me being guilty about it with supportive environments, I don't have much advice. Best bet is (sadly) probably waiting until you're not a minor. There are ways to get estrogen outside of a medical setting, which are legal I think (it's a little confusing), but I know next to nothing about them. 1
Akimikoisthecutest Posted February 17 Posted February 17 11 minutes ago, Hmmm lies said: Ugh, unfortunately, as someone who has been lucky to the point of me being guilty about it with supportive environments, I don't have much advice. Best bet is (sadly) probably waiting until you're not a minor. There are ways to get estrogen outside of a medical setting, which are legal I think (it's a little confusing), but I know next to nothing about them. Hmm, well it's ok. You don't have to feel guilty about it. I'll just get it eventually. What did you do to stay sane while you waited for HRT? What can I do to 'transition' until then? 1
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted February 17 Posted February 17 40 minutes ago, Akimikoisthecutest said: Hmm, well it's ok. You don't have to feel guilty about it. I'll just get it eventually. What did you do to stay sane while you waited for HRT? What can I do to 'transition' until then? Ugh ummm idk ok thereâs always just like shaving all the time, you could order fake breasts like the cosplay kind, you could grow your hair out, whear make up, paint your nails and if you feel comfortable wear feminine clothing 1
Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 17 Author Posted February 17 (edited) guys how did u know u wanted hrt. like how do u know u actually want it? how u know u won't/arent fine w/out it? EDIT: like, is my life really that miserable? I think it was pretty bland before, but in the past few weeks it's gotten better... so what if i don't need HRT? I guess sometimes it feels bad that I feel good. Maybe it feels bad once I'm feeling bad like rn. Basically what I mean is sometimes it feels bad that I feel euphoria, or that I don't feel dysphoria (any more?). Ugh and also sometimes my brain doesn't work and it's hard to deeply think about this. @Hmmm lies  u guys know that good fluttery feeling u get in ur belly or heart of smth smtimes? Edited February 18 by Usseewa 1
Aeoryi she/her Posted February 18 Posted February 18 14 minutes ago, Usseewa said: guys how did u know u wanted hrt. like how do u know u actually want it? how u know u won't/arent fine w/out it? EDIT: like, is my life really that miserable? I think it was pretty bland before, but in the past few weeks it's gotten better... so what if i don't need HRT? I guess sometimes it feels bad that I feel good. Maybe it feels bad once I'm feeling bad like rn. Basically what I mean is sometimes it feels bad that I feel euphoria, or that I don't feel dysphoria (any more?). Ugh and also sometimes my brain doesn't work and it's hard to deeply think about this. @Hmmm lies  u guys know that good fluttery feeling u get in ur belly or heart of smth smtimes? You kinda have to try it and find out (You don't need HRT to transition, so to say, you just need to be content with where you are)
Usseewa ⟠SheâĄHer ⟠Posted February 18 Author Posted February 18 (edited) 4 minutes ago, Aeoryi said: You kinda have to try it and find out (You don't need HRT to transition, so to say, you just need to be content with where you are) i guess i feel like i need to know for sure before starting  also what if i think im sure but don't-yet-realize (i like hyphens, okay?) that the sureness is based on something that isn't true? That sounds weird when i type it out. basically sureness based on false things. whatevr also my brain hates me like at this point I don't even know what i am/was thinking abt. like idont even remember my arguments  edit: how ya doin, tess? Edited February 18 by Usseewa
Aeoryi she/her Posted February 18 Posted February 18 6 minutes ago, Usseewa said: : how ya doin, tess? I never did call the helpline yesterday Spoiler I was too worried about them calling EMS on me Â
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