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Posted
7 hours ago, Mag said:

Oh, okay. I personally really dislike that definition, but I think understand where you're coming from. 

Yeah, I think the current injustices out way any benefits (in the art field specifically).

!! Anyway !!

How is everybody today? I'm trying to stay positive but I feel really burnt out with school today. A lot of my classes are just boring busy work stuff.

I'm doing alright, actually 🙃

Still feeling a little stressed about school, and lost in general life, but I'm floating in a decent place right now

6 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

mmmmmmm real

 

 

anyway

sleepy

gonna fall asleep

food

mm

wish I had a donut

how are you guys

*hands donut*

I be five hours late, but I be here

6 hours ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Pretty good! I've finished 3 of my 5 classes with A's, now only two more finals left. Excited for summer xD

Let's go!!!

Summer!!! xD

5 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

Awesome!!! I didn't take APHuG and I kinda regret it lol

What is APHuG?

4 hours ago, ShatteredDiamond said:

EVERYBODY MY PARENTS WANT TO SHUT DOWN MY ACCESS TO THE SHARD
WHATDOIDOWHATDOIDOWHATDOIDO

I CAN FEEL MY MENTAL HEALTH TANKING AT THE IDEA
anyway if I'm suddenly gone that's what happened

*hugs*

Best of luck

Do they know how important it is for you? Maybe try talking to them about it, or if you know that won't work, try explaining to them how you're safe online? It depends on what it is they're worried about

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

I storming hate school. 

Ok so I got sick again!!!!!!!!! I woke up with a splitting headache and feeling like I was about to throw up. Then I woke up to a text from sprout saying that j wad probably gonna fail. And to sum up why (it's a long convo but I have a screenshot of it) apparently if you miss enough days of school then you get a principles notic or smthng and you can LOSE CREDITES!!! what when did that happen. I dont like missing school snd I feel ridden with guilt when I have to. And now I feel worse bc I might fail!!!! *arghh* so im going to suck it up and have my dad take me to school and fumble my way through the day. 

Sprout also said he wasn't gonna help me in English anymore but hes the only reason im passing and now im trying not to cry and throw up at the same time. 

*squeeze*

Oof. That seems tough. I can try to help you with some english stuff, if you'd like.

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

 

Honors English 9. 

I went to school and im here now, i talked to my counselor about the credit thing and he said not to worry that im not gonna loose credits. Im still worried though about just passing or even any distance between me and my friend bc he’s the only reason i didnt off myself in seventh grade and i literally cant imagine life without him as my friend and i cant tell if he’s distancing from me and i have rust like abandonment issues where if i feel like someone’s leaving me i start to panic and then that makes them want to leave more and so im panicked about that and I wish i could make him understand that im not wi.llingoly missing school and whenever i miss it i feel horrid for doing so and ive only missed so much because ive been mentall unstable and near/was suicidal and so I couldn’t go without having a mental breakdown and panic attack and im on a thread rn so im gonna go before people read my message bc im in class bye

*hugs*

You shouldn't feel guilty for that. You come first.

 

Posted
6 hours ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Pretty good! I've finished 3 of my 5 classes with A's, now only two more finals left. Excited for summer xD

Summmerrrrr good for u hope you do good!!!!

 

1 minute ago, Hoid Slayer said:

I'm doing alright, actually 🙃

Still feeling a little stressed about school, and lost in general life, but I'm floating in a decent place right now

*hands donut*

I be five hours late, but I be here

Let's go!!!

Summer!!! xD

What is APHuG?

*hugs*

Best of luck

Do they know how important it is for you? Maybe try talking to them about it, or if you know that won't work, try explaining to them how you're safe online? It depends on what it is they're worried about

*squeeze*

Oof. That seems tough. I can try to help you with some english stuff, if you'd like.

*hugs*

You shouldn't feel guilty for that. You come first.

 

*hugs*

Posted
1 minute ago, Hoid Slayer said:

I'm doing alright, actually 🙃

Still feeling a little stressed about school, and lost in general life, but I'm floating in a decent place right now

*hands donut*

I be five hours late, but I be here

Let's go!!!

Summer!!! xD

What is APHuG?

*hugs*

Best of luck

Do they know how important it is for you? Maybe try talking to them about it, or if you know that won't work, try explaining to them how you're safe online? It depends on what it is they're worried about

*squeeze*

Oof. That seems tough. I can try to help you with some english stuff, if you'd like.

*hugs*

You shouldn't feel guilty for that. You come first.

 

AP Human Geography 

Posted
3 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

I'm doing alright, actually 🙃

Still feeling a little stressed about school, and lost in general life, but I'm floating in a decent place right now

*hands donut*

I be five hours late, but I be here

Let's go!!!

Summer!!! xD

What is APHuG?

*hugs*

Best of luck

Do they know how important it is for you? Maybe try talking to them about it, or if you know that won't work, try explaining to them how you're safe online? It depends on what it is they're worried about

*squeeze*

Oof. That seems tough. I can try to help you with some english stuff, if you'd like.

*hugs*

You shouldn't feel guilty for that. You come first.

 

. . .

*noms donut*

MMMMMM

Posted
11 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

Kids are anywhere on the chaotic part of the lawful good-chaotic evil alignment chart.

So, I serve in nursery at my church. There's this little girl named Sarai who I have a special connection with, once she got her mom to buy a bracelet for me at a farmer's market, and I spent about an hour spending time with her on Sunday. I love her

And then there's one kid we had a few years ago who looked like he was trying to break his fingers the whole time. This terrified me for if the other kids tried as well and someone got hurt. I don't think he's been back since

I have a kid who's close to both of those. Like he's the sweetest kid imaginable, but in class I have to keep yelling at him to STOP PUNCHING PEOPLE when he's not supposed to. I mean he doesn't do it hard but still he shouldn't be doing that. (It's also partly my fault, I have a tendency to punch my friends in class but we don't talk about that)

9 hours ago, ShatteredDiamond said:

EVERYBODY MY PARENTS WANT TO SHUT DOWN MY ACCESS TO THE SHARD
WHATDOIDOWHATDOIDOWHATDOIDO

I CAN FEEL MY MENTAL HEALTH TANKING AT THE IDEA
anyway if I'm suddenly gone that's what happened

*hugs*

*traps here with hugs*

8 hours ago, Hawks said:

I storming hate school. 

Ok so I got sick again!!!!!!!!! I woke up with a splitting headache and feeling like I was about to throw up. Then I woke up to a text from sprout saying that j wad probably gonna fail. And to sum up why (it's a long convo but I have a screenshot of it) apparently if you miss enough days of school then you get a principles notic or smthng and you can LOSE CREDITES!!! what when did that happen. I dont like missing school snd I feel ridden with guilt when I have to. And now I feel worse bc I might fail!!!! *arghh* so im going to suck it up and have my dad take me to school and fumble my way through the day. 

Sprout also said he wasn't gonna help me in English anymore but hes the only reason im passing and now im trying not to cry and throw up at the same time. 

*hugshugshugs*

7 hours ago, Wierdo said:

aaa- I've  noticed that when I get stressed I make origami cranes-

SAME

Also when I'm bored. My old German classroom has cranes literally hidden all around it—on top of lights, tucked behind whiteboards, in any nook I could find. I don't think most of them have even been found lol

6 hours ago, Hawks said:

All of it?

Ok we are here for another update. Sorry so many emotions just went around my body

*hugs*

So im the hallways im like hey sre we still friends and hes like yes im not gonna unfriended you bc of this. And km like phew. And hes like im just annoyed bc your not putting in alot of effort and we talked back and forth and he was like I know and im not trying to sound mean and im sorry if I am I just want to help you and I want the best poor you and we hugged it iut and it'd almost like this happens alot but no matter what we are always friends in the end and im glad that that turned out good. 

Good!

Posted

I realized today im worrying all my friends bc im getting depressed again and amy form of joy lasts for like 3 seconds before it's gone again and apparently at lunch my friends were like worried about me and whatnot. I dont know why like I do but it doesnt seem like it should be affecting me this much and maybe it's cause im not in the best mental emotional place. I shouldn't be this stressed yet I am. I dont even know anymore.

and the stress is so bad im getting super sixk from it. And also my entire body is gettying tense so like ugh life

i need hugs. And emotional suport. And i wish i hsd my friend to hold me 😔

Posted
4 minutes ago, Hawks said:

I realized today im worrying all my friends bc im getting depressed again and amy form of joy lasts for like 3 seconds before it's gone again and apparently at lunch my friends were like worried about me and whatnot. I dont know why like I do but it doesnt seem like it should be affecting me this much and maybe it's cause im not in the best mental emotional place. I shouldn't be this stressed yet I am. I dont even know anymore.

and the stress is so bad im getting super sixk from it. And also my entire body is gettying tense so like ugh life

i need hugs. And emotional suport. And i wish i hsd my friend to hold me 😔

oh man . . .

*squeezes*

I'm so sorry, Hawks 🫂

Is there anything else you need to talk about?

Posted
9 minutes ago, Hawks said:

I realized today im worrying all my friends bc im getting depressed again and amy form of joy lasts for like 3 seconds before it's gone again and apparently at lunch my friends were like worried about me and whatnot. I dont know why like I do but it doesnt seem like it should be affecting me this much and maybe it's cause im not in the best mental emotional place. I shouldn't be this stressed yet I am. I dont even know anymore.

and the stress is so bad im getting super sixk from it. And also my entire body is gettying tense so like ugh life

i need hugs. And emotional suport. And i wish i hsd my friend to hold me 😔

*HUGS*

Posted
8 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

oh man . . .

*squeezes*

I'm so sorry, Hawks 🫂

Is there anything else you need to talk about?

I dont know I just want it all to be over. I want to relax for once in my life. 

If you've ever been kn a call with me one thing you notice is how storming loud my house is even though to me it's quiet. Idk it's like even when im alone it's like it's loud emotionally. That's why I like my dad's house bc I've been a few times and there isn't that stress bc its new. 

And for once I want to be able to lay down in my bed at night and be able to sleep without worrying about something but I cant because I'm stuck with storming anxiety. And that'd why I like summer bc I dknt have much to do. 

4 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*HUGS*

*sad hugs*

Posted
1 minute ago, Hawks said:

I dont know I just want it all to be over. I want to relax for once in my life. 

If you've ever been kn a call with me one thing you notice is how storming loud my house is even though to me it's quiet. Idk it's like even when im alone it's like it's loud emotionally. That's why I like my dad's house bc I've been a few times and there isn't that stress bc its new. 

And for once I want to be able to lay down in my bed at night and be able to sleep without worrying about something but I cant because I'm stuck with storming anxiety. And that'd why I like summer bc I dknt have much to do. 

*sad hugs*

*hugs tighter*

get that

*sigh*

It'll get better 🫂

School will be over soon

You can do this 🫂

You're so close

*squeeeeeeeze*

Posted
4 minutes ago, Hawks said:

I dont know I just want it all to be over. I want to relax for once in my life. 

If you've ever been kn a call with me one thing you notice is how storming loud my house is even though to me it's quiet. Idk it's like even when im alone it's like it's loud emotionally. That's why I like my dad's house bc I've been a few times and there isn't that stress bc its new. 

And for once I want to be able to lay down in my bed at night and be able to sleep without worrying about something but I cant because I'm stuck with storming anxiety. And that'd why I like summer bc I dknt have much to do. 

*sad hugs*

*strength-giving hugs*

Summer's so close

Posted
8 hours ago, Hawks said:

I realized today im worrying all my friends bc im getting depressed again and amy form of joy lasts for like 3 seconds before it's gone again and apparently at lunch my friends were like worried about me and whatnot. I dont know why like I do but it doesnt seem like it should be affecting me this much and maybe it's cause im not in the best mental emotional place. I shouldn't be this stressed yet I am. I dont even know anymore.

and the stress is so bad im getting super sixk from it. And also my entire body is gettying tense so like ugh life

i need hugs. And emotional suport. And i wish i hsd my friend to hold me 😔

 

7 hours ago, Hawks said:

I dont know I just want it all to be over. I want to relax for once in my life. 

If you've ever been kn a call with me one thing you notice is how storming loud my house is even though to me it's quiet. Idk it's like even when im alone it's like it's loud emotionally. That's why I like my dad's house bc I've been a few times and there isn't that stress bc its new. 

And for once I want to be able to lay down in my bed at night and be able to sleep without worrying about something but I cant because I'm stuck with storming anxiety. And that'd why I like summer bc I dknt have much to do. 

*sad hugs*

*huuuuuuuuug*

Posted
8 hours ago, Hawks said:

I realized today im worrying all my friends bc im getting depressed again and amy form of joy lasts for like 3 seconds before it's gone again and apparently at lunch my friends were like worried about me and whatnot. I dont know why like I do but it doesnt seem like it should be affecting me this much and maybe it's cause im not in the best mental emotional place. I shouldn't be this stressed yet I am. I dont even know anymore.

and the stress is so bad im getting super sixk from it. And also my entire body is gettying tense so like ugh life

i need hugs. And emotional suport. And i wish i hsd my friend to hold me 😔

*sends hugs*

*sends emotional support*

Your friends are worried because they care about you.

All this stuff isn’t your fault. There’s nothing wrong with you; you just need help. I’m sure there are a bunch of people out there who want to help you. I want to help you.

8 hours ago, Hawks said:

I dont know I just want it all to be over. I want to relax for once in my life. 

If you've ever been kn a call with me one thing you notice is how storming loud my house is even though to me it's quiet. Idk it's like even when im alone it's like it's loud emotionally. That's why I like my dad's house bc I've been a few times and there isn't that stress bc its new. 

And for once I want to be able to lay down in my bed at night and be able to sleep without worrying about something but I cant because I'm stuck with storming anxiety. And that'd why I like summer bc I dknt have much to do. 

*sad hugs*

*hard hugs*

Summer’s so close

We can make it

But we can’t expect it to solve all our problems. Summer isn’t permanent. It’s a temporary solution. Before we find something stronger.

Posted
11 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*hugs tighter*

get that

*sigh*

It'll get better 🫂

School will be over soon

You can do this 🫂

You're so close

*squeeeeeeeze*

*HUGS* thanks for the encouragement 

11 hours ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*strength-giving hugs*

Summer's so close

*is strengthaned*

4 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

 

*huuuuuuuuug*

*hugs*

3 hours ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*sends hugs*

*sends emotional support*

Your friends are worried because they care about you.

All this stuff isn’t your fault. There’s nothing wrong with you; you just need help. I’m sure there are a bunch of people out there who want to help you. I want to help you.

*hard hugs*

Summer’s so close

We can make it

But we can’t expect it to solve all our problems. Summer isn’t permanent. It’s a temporary solution. Before we find something stronger.

Thanks i needed that. *hugs*

ik summer isn’t permanent but with summer i can process whats happening in my life properly. 

Posted
On 5/6/2025 at 2:24 PM, ShatteredDiamond said:

EVERYBODY MY PARENTS WANT TO SHUT DOWN MY ACCESS TO THE SHARD
WHATDOIDOWHATDOIDOWHATDOIDO

I CAN FEEL MY MENTAL HEALTH TANKING AT THE IDEA
anyway if I'm suddenly gone that's what happened

my parents want to do that too

On 5/7/2025 at 11:47 AM, Hawks said:

ik summer isn’t permanent but with summer i can process whats happening in my life properly. 

I prefer spring and fall. Summer's too hot and it makes me feel like a blob of bleh.

In summer, the temp is 25-40 degrees Celsius. (77-104 degrees Fahrenheit for the Yanks)

rn its... lemme check...

10 degrees Celsius (50 degrees Fahrenheit)

which is when my mental health is better

...

last night I wrote a poem about my depression.

i don't have the poem with my but it's title is Scared of the Dark

Posted

asdkfjasldkfj why does my stupid brain have to be anxious over completely random stuff that isn't even bad 😔

Posted
54 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

my parents want to do that too

I prefer spring and fall. Summer's too hot and it makes me feel like a blob of bleh.

In summer, the temp is 25-40 degrees Celsius. (77-104 degrees Fahrenheit for the Yanks)

rn its... lemme check...

10 degrees Celsius (50 degrees Fahrenheit)

which is when my mental health is better

...

last night I wrote a poem about my depression.

i don't have the poem with my but it's title is Scared of the Dark

Poems?

I made a poem describing my mental (and general world outlook) state yesterday, too!

Posted
1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

my parents want to do that too

I prefer spring and fall. Summer's too hot and it makes me feel like a blob of bleh.

In summer, the temp is 25-40 degrees Celsius. (77-104 degrees Fahrenheit for the Yanks)

rn its... lemme check...

10 degrees Celsius (50 degrees Fahrenheit)

which is when my mental health is better

...

last night I wrote a poem about my depression.

i don't have the poem with my but it's title is Scared of the Dark

aw

*hug*

You wanna share it or are you just telling us about it?

Not saying you have to or anything don't worry 🫂

52 minutes ago, Mag said:

asdkfjasldkfj why does my stupid brain have to be anxious over completely random stuff that isn't even bad 😔

*squeeeeeeeeeeezes*

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