Mental health club!

[Usseewa ✾ She♡They ✾]

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

well yeah but like you have to look at your issues as a set of physical problems rather than something that nearly fits under an umbrella. 

idk what mine are tho

'sides there are some other (prolly minor) physicaal health/care things a bit not good rn but idk so idk

i wish i dint hafta think

i think

 

also ive been having awful/violent thoughts and uhm they dint rlly disturb me and they used to..

and sometimes i say them our loud to/around ppl and rhey get kinda concerned and i dont like it and i slso dint know if i care anymore ehich should scare me...?

thats unrelated seryy but i havnt tslked much wbtbit to snyone

sorry for bed typingim holding a soda

[Aeoryi she/her]

3 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

idk what mine are tho

'sides there are some other (prolly minor) physicaal health/care things a bit not good rn but idk so idk

i wish i dint hafta think

i think

 

also ive been having awful/violent thoughts and uhm they dint rlly disturb me and they used to..

and sometimes i say them our loud to/around ppl and rhey get kinda concerned and i dont like it and i slso dint know if i care anymore ehich should scare me...?

thats unrelated seryy but i havnt tslked much wbtbit to snyone

well okay just think of like a list

What problems are you facing that interfere with your life, what problems are you worried about becoming worse, and what causes them

so like, for example if you don't eat frequently, that would be a problem, and then the thing that causes it is probably "poor self care" and then you think about what causes that and it could be "I don't feel like I care about my body" and then there's your reason

or something like having violent thoughts, the problem is that they could get worse and you could start acting on them, putting others in harm. The cause is violent thoughts. and the cause of that could be many things but if they sorta appear out of nowhere then it would be "I keep on having these violent thoughts that come from seemingly nowhere and I'm worried that I might act on them someday"

then you present these issues to a professional and ask for advice on how to address or deal with them

[Usseewa ✾ She♡They ✾]

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

well okay just think of like a list

What problems are you facing that interfere with your life, what problems are you worried about becoming worse, and what causes them

so like, for example if you don't eat frequently, that would be a problem, and then the thing that causes it is probably "poor self care" and then you think about what causes that and it could be "I don't feel like I care about my body" and then there's your reason

or something like having violent thoughts, the problem is that they could get worse and you could start acting on them, putting others in harm. The cause is violent thoughts. and the cause of that could be many things but if they sorta appear out of nowhere then it would be "I keep on having these violent thoughts that come from seemingly nowhere and I'm worried that I might act on them someday"

then you present these issues to a professional and ask for advice on how to address or deal with them

i dont rlly uhm have much opportunity to act on things

or i just secretly dont want to and they are fake

 

idk but good idea bye

[Aeoryi she/her]

1 minute ago, Usseewa said:

i dont rlly uhm have much opportunity to act on things

or i just secretly dont want to and they are fake

idk but good idea bye

I wish I could help you more, but I really don't know what to say. 

[Usseewa ✾ She♡They ✾]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

I wish I could help you more, but I really don't know what to say. 

its alright

 

ehy am i back

 

uhh luckily most/all the thoughts arent at other peolple but ate at me or "wtrangers" (random faceless ppl i made up, like just situations) or at like..... ..... pets/ppls pets/animals?.... uhh

 

i daydream about doing bad things to myself/having them done to me/having them happen and i cant wait to make them reality

 

but uh i pribably wont im probbly scared like last time

[Aeoryi she/her]

2 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

its alright

 

ehy am i back

 

uhh luckily most/all the thoughts arent at other peolple but ate at me or "wtrangers" (random faceless ppl i made up, like just situations) or at like..... ..... pets/ppls pets/animals?.... uhh

 

i daydream about doing bad things to myself/having them done to me/having them happen and i cant wait to make them reality

 

but uh i pribably wont im probbly scared like last time

wanting to harm yourself or even daydreaming/looking towards it is like, a major red flag. like a "call ems" kinda point. or a hotline. 

[Usseewa ✾ She♡They ✾]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

wanting to harm yourself or even daydreaming/looking towards it is like, a major red flag. like a "call ems" kinda point. or a hotline. 

it gives me a rush sometimesss

like agoodfeeling one

 

it doesnt feel disturbing it feels good i dont eanna go thru that wgain tho (hospital/inpatient)

i think im doing it for bad ressons

maybe the ggood feeling feeling is just the stupid me wanting help or reassurance dopamin e crap ppppp

[Aeoryi she/her]

Just now, Usseewa said:

it gives me a rush sometimesss

like agoodfeeling one

it doesnt feel disturbing it feels good i dont eanna go thru that wgain tho (hospital/inpatient)

... you have no idea how concerned I am for your safety rn...

okay well let me ask you this is there anything I can do right now to help you

[Usseewa ✾ She♡They ✾]

 

oh also u dont needa feel pressured to help or anything if u cant or its too much or u dont wanna

cuz thats bad anyway

[Aeoryi she/her]

2 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

 

oh also u dont needa feel pressured to help or anything if u cant or its too much or u dont wanna

cuz thats bad anyway

do you really think that I could see someone like you struggling and just turn around and not care about it? I could never live with knowing I left someone behind.