Mental health club!

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Ahhhhh im having a mental brakedown in a good way I met a guy today and we have been flirting for the past hour and um I kinda just asked him out so um wish me luck also I got first band second chair out of ten bands so that’s good

2 minutes ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Ahhhhh im having a mental brakedown in a good way I met a guy today and we have been flirting for the past hour and um I kinda just asked him out so um wish me luck also I got first band second chair out of ten bands so that’s good

Um ik this is super soon afterwards but uh they said yes and idk how this makes me feel bc obviously im so happy but I’m kinda terrified I haven’t been in a relationship in three years and the one three years ago barely counted so I’m I’m terrified help?

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

27 minutes ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Ahhhhh im having a mental brakedown in a good way I met a guy today and we have been flirting for the past hour and um I kinda just asked him out so um wish me luck also I got first band second chair out of ten bands so that’s good

Um ik this is super soon afterwards but uh they said yes and idk how this makes me feel bc obviously im so happy but I’m kinda terrified I haven’t been in a relationship in three years and the one three years ago barely counted so I’m I’m terrified help?

Well um we both like each other he said if I needed time to process I could so yk it’s gonna be a little I’m trying not to rush bc I kinda rly like this person

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

3 hours ago, MirkerLurker said:

*hugs*

Yes. Great bonding technique, agreed.

 

Yes. Can't get the different parts of me to agree or even make sense. And it just fractures me apart more, bit by shattered bit.

 

*squeezes super tight*

Those are real.

 

Holy crap, Kansas, that's beautiful.

I mean, it's not 'happy'. But wow, you nailed it.
I remember that. I remember that so well. I spent years living with the broken numbness, taking comfort only from knowing that at least I'm helping others. Waiting with wistfulness, with longing for the day I was no longer needed, so I could finally go, leave, be done. Finally fly, drift away for good. Occasionally hoping again, feeling again, getting broken again, going numb again. Holding to those I cared about, even as the rest of me, everything except my grip on them, crumbled and blew away. Moving, functioning, but empty; a shell with human skin, a mask with nothing left behind it. And sometimes that faded to the background, and I could feel things; but it was always there in the back of my mind, waiting; never gone.

Except now it is.

It's a memory now. I still remember it; I still have the shape it left behind in my mind; but I'm not numb anymore. I get foggy sometimes, slow and have to push through, but not empty, not anymore.

You can heal. It doesn't have to stay. You can learn how to feel again.
It hurts like hell sometimes, that process. But it also brings joy. It's not quick. But it comes. I don't know why you're broken. But you're not broken beyond repair.

I'll be here to help with that if I can. I can't promise to be here frequently, every time you need help. I'm glad we've got a group, to share that helping. But I can promise I will keep coming back. 

And saying it again, I want to hear the songs you write be played and sung. I'll sing them with you if you'd like. I love your songs. They're real. They show the you behind the mask. And I want to see more.

 

 

Right, hey, speaking of songs, this is what I came on to share. I just found this guy's music, and storming crem, this song is good.

 

You mean...

I will be warm again?

Oh my God yes once I ever get around to recording these (aka once I finally give up constantly reworking the guitar and piano) I will absolutely hit you up for help singing some of them

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

*sigh*

It's been an emotional roller coaster week. 

Idk

I feel very stuck 

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

2 minutes ago, Bird Furious said:

*sigh*

It's been an emotional roller coaster week. 

Idk

I feel very stuck 

*hugs*

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

I don’t have time to go through all this right now.

I need to sleep.

But I love you guys.

*sends free hugs to all who need them*

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

6 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

I don’t have time to go through all this right now.

I need to sleep.

But I love you guys.

*sends free hugs to all who need them*

*hugs*

Get good sleep 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Ahhhhh im having a mental brakedown in a good way I met a guy today and we have been flirting for the past hour and um I kinda just asked him out so um wish me luck also I got first band second chair out of ten bands so that’s good

Um ik this is super soon afterwards but uh they said yes and idk how this makes me feel bc obviously im so happy but I’m kinda terrified I haven’t been in a relationship in three years and the one three years ago barely counted so I’m I’m terrified help?

AHHHHHHHHH

HERALD!!!

BREATHE

YOU GOT THIS :D:D

SO ExCITING!!

1 hour ago, Bird Furious said:

*sigh*

It's been an emotional roller coaster week. 

Idk

I feel very stuck 

*squeeeeeeeeze*

29 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

I don’t have time to go through all this right now.

I need to sleep.

But I love you guys.

*sends free hugs to all who need them*

*hugshugshugs*

1 hour ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Well um we both like each other he said if I needed time to process I could so yk it’s gonna be a little I’m trying not to rush bc I kinda rly like this person

awwwwwww :3

We're here if you need help!

Edited June 10, 2025 by Through The Living Glass

[echo74 she/her]

2 hours ago, Bird Furious said:

*sigh*

It's been an emotional roller coaster week. 

Idk

I feel very stuck 

*HUGHUGHUGHUG*

you're doing better than you think

i'm glad i got to chat with you earlier today

you're so funny and awesome and sweet

i love you girlie

even if you feel stuck, just know that we're all here for you and we all love you

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

2 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

AHHHHHHHHH

HERALD!!!

BREATHE

YOU GOT THIS :D:D

SO ExCITING!!

*squeeeeeeeeze*

*hugshugshugs*

awwwwwww :3

We're here if you need help!

HAHAHAHAHAH I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH HE JUDT WENT TO BED AND I LOVE HIM AND HES ADORABLE AND CALLED ME CUTE AND PRETTTY AND AHHAHAHHHHHAHAHHHHHH 

Edited June 10, 2025 by Heřãłðøfľõvê

[MirkerLurker she/her]

10 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Ahhhhh im having a mental brakedown in a good way I met a guy today and we have been flirting for the past hour and um I kinda just asked him out so um wish me luck also I got first band second chair out of ten bands so that’s good

Um ik this is super soon afterwards but uh they said yes and idk how this makes me feel bc obviously im so happy but I’m kinda terrified I haven’t been in a relationship in three years and the one three years ago barely counted so I’m I’m terrified help?

Don't overthink it. Terrified? Tell him! Excited? Tell him! You two will figure it out together. You'll be fine.

Also, congrats!

 

9 hours ago, Bird Furious said:

*sigh*

It's been an emotional roller coaster week. 

Idk

I feel very stuck 

I feel you there. *hugs*

 

9 hours ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

You mean...

I will be warm again?

Oh my God yes once I ever get around to recording these (aka once I finally give up constantly reworking the guitar and piano) I will absolutely hit you up for help singing some of them

Yeah. That is exactly what I mean. 

I'm sure the instrumental bits are fine. I totally get the "but it's not perfect" though, haha. I spent so long fiddling with the lyrics for the one I wrote. So. Long. It's never perfect.

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Just now, MirkerLurker said:

Don't overthink it. Terrified? Tell him! Excited? Tell him! You two will figure it out together. You'll be fine.

Also, congrats!

 

I feel you there. *hugs*

 

Yeah. That is exactly what I mean. 

I'm sure the instrumental bits are fine. I totally get the "but it's not perfect" though, haha. I spent so long fiddling with the lyrics for the one I wrote. So. Long. It's never perfect.

We talked and both like each other but I’m trying to collect all my emotions to figure out if I can or should be in a relationship rn and he told me to take all the time I need. Have I mentioned that I love him?

[MirkerLurker she/her]

1 hour ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

We talked and both like each other but I’m trying to collect all my emotions to figure out if I can or should be in a relationship rn and he told me to take all the time I need. Have I mentioned that I love him?

Sounds like a great guy, and a great start.

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

11 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

HAHAHAHAHAH I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH HE JUDT WENT TO BED AND I LOVE HIM AND HES ADORABLE AND CALLED ME CUTE AND PRETTTY AND AHHAHAHHHHHAHAHHHHHH 

5 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

We talked and both like each other but I’m trying to collect all my emotions to figure out if I can or should be in a relationship rn and he told me to take all the time I need. Have I mentioned that I love him?

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :3 

hehehe

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

20 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

AHHHHHHHHH

HERALD!!!

BREATHE

YOU GOT THIS :D:D

SO ExCITING!!

*squeeeeeeeeze*

*hugshugshugs*

awwwwwww :3

We're here if you need help!

 

18 hours ago, echo74 said:

*HUGHUGHUGHUG*

you're doing better than you think

i'm glad i got to chat with you earlier today

you're so funny and awesome and sweet

i love you girlie

even if you feel stuck, just know that we're all here for you and we all love you

 

11 hours ago, MirkerLurker said:

Don't overthink it. Terrified? Tell him! Excited? Tell him! You two will figure it out together. You'll be fine.

Also, congrats!

 

I feel you there. *hugs*

 

Yeah. That is exactly what I mean. 

I'm sure the instrumental bits are fine. I totally get the "but it's not perfect" though, haha. I spent so long fiddling with the lyrics for the one I wrote. So. Long. It's never perfect.

Thank you, guys 

*hugs*

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

Alright

I be here

On 6/9/2025 at 12:42 AM, Hawks said:

Uh so like..... I found some of these and I wellm... ub just read.  Swearing on the last one btw

Self explanatory 

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I think I tend to annoy people alot bc I am loud and talk alot ya know. 

 

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...... self explanatory 

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So uh today there was alotbof raising of voices and i saw this and it just itd so real it hurts

Why am I so freaking sensitive i freaking hate it so much

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To both of my parents. I wisg I could tell them this. Bit then if get lectured and im to storming tired to deal witg this bs

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.............. long story.    .... maybe I'll tell someone if I jave tkme to call and explain it.

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It doesnt make sense

I have everyone here but I feel so numb inside I can barely smile............ It... hurts... alot. I wish I could...  idk at this point 

 

Oh, Hawks

*squeeze*

I don’t think you’re annoying

I get the strangers over parents thing. My parents… I don’t feel like they get me either. But I know they try, the best they can

I want to hear your long story, if you’re willing to share it

On 6/9/2025 at 6:45 AM, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Uh ok I'm gonna use these words 'cause I spent more time working on them and I just need help. Why am I the way I am. Why do I have to be so broken for no storming reason

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I don't feel anything

The pain's all gone away

I'm left with just an emptiness

That will stay for a few days

It may not be healthy

But it sure as hell is useful

‘Cause I don't need to be well

I just need to be functional

I got too many people

Who depend on me

So I hide it away

And never let them see

And I keep on moving

Running as far as I can

And sure sometimes it's draining

But I can be there for everyone

And I wish I had someone to hold

And talk to ‘bout the ghosts

But the ones closest to me

Are the ones who hurt the most

They know the cracks in my armor

And they worm their way to my heart

And then they burrow in

And they start to tear me apart

And I just stand and bear it all

‘Cause just as much as they harm

They sit and listen like nobody else

And talk at all the right parts

So I enjoy it while it lasts

And wait around for the day

When my use to them is outlived

And they cast me away

No, nobody stays forever

Time tears it all apart

Like atoms breaking down

Or an axe that bites through the bark

And I just feel what I can

And hide the rest away

‘Cause yeah it sure ain't healthy

But it gets me through the day

And if my own mind doesn't take me out

Time sure as hell will

Whether my body fails or the world hits

My time here will be cosmically quick

And I accept that I'm broken

And maybe I'll find out how to heal

But I'll get others there first

Before death takes the wheel

It's a broken world we live in

But I got kids who count on me

So I'll be there for them as long as I can

And then maybe

Just maybe

I can be free

 

*hugs*

That’s real deep, … Stormcursed? Do you have a nickname? You should

It hurts, but it’s beautiful

On 6/9/2025 at 8:39 PM, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Ahhhhh im having a mental brakedown in a good way I met a guy today and we have been flirting for the past hour and um I kinda just asked him out so um wish me luck also I got first band second chair out of ten bands so that’s good

Um ik this is super soon afterwards but uh they said yes and idk how this makes me feel bc obviously im so happy but I’m kinda terrified I haven’t been in a relationship in three years and the one three years ago barely counted so I’m I’m terrified help?

On 6/9/2025 at 9:06 PM, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Well um we both like each other he said if I needed time to process I could so yk it’s gonna be a little I’m trying not to rush bc I kinda rly like this person

21 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

HAHAHAHAHAH I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH HE JUDT WENT TO BED AND I LOVE HIM AND HES ADORABLE AND CALLED ME CUTE AND PRETTTY AND AHHAHAHHHHHAHAHHHHHH 

14 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

We talked and both like each other but I’m trying to collect all my emotions to figure out if I can or should be in a relationship rn and he told me to take all the time I need. Have I mentioned that I love him?

Ahhh this is insane!!!!!!!!

I would give you advice, but I’ve never been in a relationship 

You got this!

On 6/9/2025 at 9:26 PM, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

You mean...

I will be warm again?

Oh my God yes once I ever get around to recording these (aka once I finally give up constantly reworking the guitar and piano) I will absolutely hit you up for help singing some of them

You will most DEFINITELY be warm again

…

I can’t sing for the life of me

But I would like to hear your songs if you ever record them

On 6/9/2025 at 9:40 PM, Bird Furious said:

*sigh*

It's been an emotional roller coaster week. 

Idk

I feel very stuck 

*hugs tight*

I might be a little late to this

But you got this, Haly

I believe in you

Sometimes things don’t move the way we want them to. That’s okay. Let things get out of hand for a second. Focus on yourself.

 

[Keke They/he]

On 6/9/2025 at 2:14 AM, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs so many hugs*

You can DM me here or on Discord anytime you want

and also if strangers online are more supportive than your parents then that's on your parents not on you

And for the last one... yeah depression rarely ever makes sense

I wish I knew what to say to make it better

*hugs again*

*hugs* thanks 

On 6/9/2025 at 5:35 AM, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

*huges*

On 6/9/2025 at 5:37 AM, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

*huggggsssss*

*hugsss*

On 6/9/2025 at 5:45 AM, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Uh ok I'm gonna use these words 'cause I spent more time working on them and I just need help. Why am I the way I am. Why do I have to be so broken for no storming reason

  Reveal hidden contents

I don't feel anything

The pain's all gone away

I'm left with just an emptiness

That will stay for a few days

It may not be healthy

But it sure as hell is useful

‘Cause I don't need to be well

I just need to be functional

I got too many people

Who depend on me

So I hide it away

And never let them see

And I keep on moving

Running as far as I can

And sure sometimes it's draining

But I can be there for everyone

And I wish I had someone to hold

And talk to ‘bout the ghosts

But the ones closest to me

Are the ones who hurt the most

They know the cracks in my armor

And they worm their way to my heart

And then they burrow in

And they start to tear me apart

And I just stand and bear it all

‘Cause just as much as they harm

They sit and listen like nobody else

And talk at all the right parts

So I enjoy it while it lasts

And wait around for the day

When my use to them is outlived

And they cast me away

No, nobody stays forever

Time tears it all apart

Like atoms breaking down

Or an axe that bites through the bark

And I just feel what I can

And hide the rest away

‘Cause yeah it sure ain't healthy

But it gets me through the day

And if my own mind doesn't take me out

Time sure as hell will

Whether my body fails or the world hits

My time here will be cosmically quick

And I accept that I'm broken

And maybe I'll find out how to heal

But I'll get others there first

Before death takes the wheel

It's a broken world we live in

But I got kids who count on me

So I'll be there for them as long as I can

And then maybe

Just maybe

I can be free

 

*hugesst hugs*

On 6/9/2025 at 12:05 PM, Through The Living Glass said:

*hugs*

I know the feeling

well feelings

*squeeze*

*hugs so tightly*

*HUGSSSSSSS*

On 6/9/2025 at 5:14 PM, MirkerLurker said:

*hugs*

Yes. Great bonding technique, agreed.

 

Yes. Can't get the different parts of me to agree or even make sense. And it just fractures me apart more, bit by shattered bit.

 

*squeezes super tight*

Those are real.

 

Holy crap, Kansas, that's beautiful.

I mean, it's not 'happy'. But wow, you nailed it.
I remember that. I remember that so well. I spent years living with the broken numbness, taking comfort only from knowing that at least I'm helping others. Waiting with wistfulness, with longing for the day I was no longer needed, so I could finally go, leave, be done. Finally fly, drift away for good. Occasionally hoping again, feeling again, getting broken again, going numb again. Holding to those I cared about, even as the rest of me, everything except my grip on them, crumbled and blew away. Moving, functioning, but empty; a shell with human skin, a mask with nothing left behind it. And sometimes that faded to the background, and I could feel things; but it was always there in the back of my mind, waiting; never gone.

Except now it is.

It's a memory now. I still remember it; I still have the shape it left behind in my mind; but I'm not numb anymore. I get foggy sometimes, slow and have to push through, but not empty, not anymore.

You can heal. It doesn't have to stay. You can learn how to feel again.
It hurts like hell sometimes, that process. But it also brings joy. It's not quick. But it comes. I don't know why you're broken. But you're not broken beyond repair.

I'll be here to help with that if I can. I can't promise to be here frequently, every time you need help. I'm glad we've got a group, to share that helping. But I can promise I will keep coming back. 

And saying it again, I want to hear the songs you write be played and sung. I'll sing them with you if you'd like. I love your songs. They're real. They show the you behind the mask. And I want to see more.

 

 

Right, hey, speaking of songs, this is what I came on to share. I just found this guy's music, and storming crem, this song is good.

 

WOW words *hugs*

On 6/9/2025 at 8:40 PM, Bird Furious said:

*sigh*

It's been an emotional roller coaster week. 

Idk

I feel very stuck 

Hallyyyy *hugeee huge hug*

On 6/9/2025 at 7:39 PM, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Ahhhhh im having a mental brakedown in a good way I met a guy today and we have been flirting for the past hour and um I kinda just asked him out so um wish me luck also I got first band second chair out of ten bands so that’s good

Um ik this is super soon afterwards but uh they said yes and idk how this makes me feel bc obviously im so happy but I’m kinda terrified I haven’t been in a relationship in three years and the one three years ago barely counted so I’m I’m terrified help?

AWWWWWWWWW

On 6/9/2025 at 8:06 PM, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Well um we both like each other he said if I needed time to process I could so yk it’s gonna be a little I’m trying not to rush bc I kinda rly like this person

AWWWHWHWHWH

38 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Alright

I be here

Oh, Hawks

*squeeze*

I don’t think you’re annoying

I get the strangers over parents thing. My parents… I don’t feel like they get me either. But I know they try, the best they can

I want to hear your long story, if you’re willing to share it

*hugs*

That’s real deep, … Stormcursed? Do you have a nickname? You should

It hurts, but it’s beautiful

Ahhh this is insane!!!!!!!!

I would give you advice, but I’ve never been in a relationship 

You got this!

You will most DEFINITELY be warm again

…

I can’t sing for the life of me

But I would like to hear your songs if you ever record them

*hugs tight*

I might be a little late to this

But you got this, Haly

I believe in you

Sometimes things don’t move the way we want them to. That’s okay. Let things get out of hand for a second. Focus on yourself.

 

will do *hugs*

 

Okokok so sorry for not replying. Im at fsy iykyk if not ask someone else. 

So box bc this is already super long 

Warning relationships. 

Spoiler

Okokoo

Soooo

Listen

Is it possible to have two crushes 

Bc I have one. If you know who its great if not ur blind. Anyways. There's this kid M ok? Last year he was in my group and I according to my friends "was crushing so hard" on him. Anyways we couldn't stay in contact and I saw him again and ahahahah. Anyways. Idk what to do. Cause I have J then I have M and this is the first time I've been torn abt boys..  .... and J knows how I feel and said that maybe later we could make our friendship more. But idkkkkkcause J doesnt live near me and neither does M but M lives closer and also just

 

[Mags she/they]

On 6/8/2025 at 4:22 PM, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

I get that *hugs*

On 6/8/2025 at 4:26 PM, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

On 6/8/2025 at 7:42 PM, Through The Living Glass said:

hey!

it'll be okay!

everything will be fine

you'll see

*squeeze*

I am sorry though

we're here for you, okay?

oh girlie . . .

*squeeze*

On 6/9/2025 at 5:14 PM, MirkerLurker said:

*hugs*

Yes. Great bonding technique, agreed.

 

Yes. Can't get the different parts of me to agree or even make sense. And it just fractures me apart more, bit by shattered bit.

 

*squeezes super tight*

Those are real.

 

Holy crap, Kansas, that's beautiful.

I mean, it's not 'happy'. But wow, you nailed it.
I remember that. I remember that so well. I spent years living with the broken numbness, taking comfort only from knowing that at least I'm helping others. Waiting with wistfulness, with longing for the day I was no longer needed, so I could finally go, leave, be done. Finally fly, drift away for good. Occasionally hoping again, feeling again, getting broken again, going numb again. Holding to those I cared about, even as the rest of me, everything except my grip on them, crumbled and blew away. Moving, functioning, but empty; a shell with human skin, a mask with nothing left behind it. And sometimes that faded to the background, and I could feel things; but it was always there in the back of my mind, waiting; never gone.

Except now it is.

It's a memory now. I still remember it; I still have the shape it left behind in my mind; but I'm not numb anymore. I get foggy sometimes, slow and have to push through, but not empty, not anymore.

You can heal. It doesn't have to stay. You can learn how to feel again.
It hurts like hell sometimes, that process. But it also brings joy. It's not quick. But it comes. I don't know why you're broken. But you're not broken beyond repair.

I'll be here to help with that if I can. I can't promise to be here frequently, every time you need help. I'm glad we've got a group, to share that helping. But I can promise I will keep coming back. 

And saying it again, I want to hear the songs you write be played and sung. I'll sing them with you if you'd like. I love your songs. They're real. They show the you behind the mask. And I want to see more.

 

 

Right, hey, speaking of songs, this is what I came on to share. I just found this guy's music, and storming crem, this song is good.

 

*huuuuugs*

ty everyone

I'd like to say I'm doing better today, but it's mostly because I'm just good at keeping myself distracted. I did finally start applying for jobs though, which is something.

I'm going to try and let myself have fun this week because thur-sat is my community's yearly arts faire, which was a major part of my childhood and is something I always love and look forward to. It's the closest thing I have to a ren fair or a con to attend lol. Because I'm 18 now, my parents said I could go to the faire without them on some days too, which I'm super excited about!! 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

4 hours ago, Bird Furious said:

 

 

Thank you, guys 

*hugs*

 

36 minutes ago, Hawks said:

*hugs* thanks 

*huges*

*hugsss*

*hugesst hugs*

*HUGSSSSSSS*

WOW words *hugs*

Hallyyyy *hugeee huge hug*

AWWWWWWWWW

AWWWHWHWHWH

will do *hugs*

 

Okokok so sorry for not replying. Im at fsy iykyk if not ask someone else. 

So box bc this is already super long 

Warning relationships. 

  Hide contents

Okokoo

Soooo

Listen

Is it possible to have two crushes 

Bc I have one. If you know who its great if not ur blind. Anyways. There's this kid M ok? Last year he was in my group and I according to my friends "was crushing so hard" on him. Anyways we couldn't stay in contact and I saw him again and ahahahah. Anyways. Idk what to do. Cause I have J then I have M and this is the first time I've been torn abt boys..  .... and J knows how I feel and said that maybe later we could make our friendship more. But idkkkkkcause J doesnt live near me and neither does M but M lives closer and also just

 

. . . yes

*hug*

You can figure this outttt

You got this

And we're always here to help if you need it

[echo74 she/her]

i was today years old when i found out that silent panic attacks are thing

this explains a lot

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

8 hours ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Alright

I be here

Oh, Hawks

*squeeze*

I don’t think you’re annoying

I get the strangers over parents thing. My parents… I don’t feel like they get me either. But I know they try, the best they can

I want to hear your long story, if you’re willing to share it

*hugs*

That’s real deep, … Stormcursed? Do you have a nickname? You should

It hurts, but it’s beautiful

Ahhh this is insane!!!!!!!!

I would give you advice, but I’ve never been in a relationship 

You got this!

You will most DEFINITELY be warm again

…

I can’t sing for the life of me

But I would like to hear your songs if you ever record them

*hugs tight*

I might be a little late to this

But you got this, Haly

I believe in you

Sometimes things don’t move the way we want them to. That’s okay. Let things get out of hand for a second. Focus on yourself.

 

Thanks!

Uh usually I go by Kal or Kansas, but whatever works

7 hours ago, Hawks said:

*hugs* thanks 

*huges*

*hugsss*

*hugesst hugs*

*HUGSSSSSSS*

WOW words *hugs*

Hallyyyy *hugeee huge hug*

AWWWWWWWWW

AWWWHWHWHWH

will do *hugs*

 

Okokok so sorry for not replying. Im at fsy iykyk if not ask someone else. 

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Okokoo

Soooo

Listen

Is it possible to have two crushes 

Bc I have one. If you know who its great if not ur blind. Anyways. There's this kid M ok? Last year he was in my group and I according to my friends "was crushing so hard" on him. Anyways we couldn't stay in contact and I saw him again and ahahahah. Anyways. Idk what to do. Cause I have J then I have M and this is the first time I've been torn abt boys..  .... and J knows how I feel and said that maybe later we could make our friendship more. But idkkkkkcause J doesnt live near me and neither does M but M lives closer and also just

 

Unfortunately yes, it is absolutely possible, and yes, it makes things complicated.

6 hours ago, echo74 said:

i was today years old when i found out that silent panic attacks are thing

this explains a lot

*hugs*

[Through the Living Hope]

On 6/9/2025 at 12:42 AM, Hawks said:

Uh so like..... I found some of these and I wellm... ub just read.  Swearing on the last one btw

Self explanatory 

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I think I tend to annoy people alot bc I am loud and talk alot ya know. 

 

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...... self explanatory 

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So uh today there was alotbof raising of voices and i saw this and it just itd so real it hurts

Why am I so freaking sensitive i freaking hate it so much

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To both of my parents. I wisg I could tell them this. Bit then if get lectured and im to storming tired to deal witg this bs

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.............. long story.    .... maybe I'll tell someone if I jave tkme to call and explain it.

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It doesnt make sense

I have everyone here but I feel so numb inside I can barely smile............ It... hurts... alot. I wish I could...  idk at this point 

 

 

 

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

14 hours ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Alright

I be here

Oh, Hawks

*squeeze*

I don’t think you’re annoying

I get the strangers over parents thing. My parents… I don’t feel like they get me either. But I know they try, the best they can

I want to hear your long story, if you’re willing to share it

*hugs*

That’s real deep, … Stormcursed? Do you have a nickname? You should

It hurts, but it’s beautiful

Ahhh this is insane!!!!!!!!

I would give you advice, but I’ve never been in a relationship 

You got this!

You will most DEFINITELY be warm again

…

I can’t sing for the life of me

But I would like to hear your songs if you ever record them

*hugs tight*

I might be a little late to this

But you got this, Haly

I believe in you

Sometimes things don’t move the way we want them to. That’s okay. Let things get out of hand for a second. Focus on yourself.

 

 

13 hours ago, Hawks said:

*hugs* thanks 

*huges*

*hugsss*

*hugesst hugs*

*HUGSSSSSSS*

WOW words *hugs*

Hallyyyy *hugeee huge hug*

AWWWWWWWWW

AWWWHWHWHWH

will do *hugs*

 

Okokok so sorry for not replying. Im at fsy iykyk if not ask someone else. 

So box bc this is already super long 

Warning relationships. 

  Reveal hidden contents

Okokoo

Soooo

Listen

Is it possible to have two crushes 

Bc I have one. If you know who its great if not ur blind. Anyways. There's this kid M ok? Last year he was in my group and I according to my friends "was crushing so hard" on him. Anyways we couldn't stay in contact and I saw him again and ahahahah. Anyways. Idk what to do. Cause I have J then I have M and this is the first time I've been torn abt boys..  .... and J knows how I feel and said that maybe later we could make our friendship more. But idkkkkkcause J doesnt live near me and neither does M but M lives closer and also just

 

Thank you guys

*hugs hugs hugs*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

13 hours ago, echo74 said:

i was today years old when i found out that silent panic attacks are thing

this explains a lot

oh girlie

*hugs so tightly*

You need anything?

[echo74 she/her]

28 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

oh girlie

*hugs so tightly*

You need anything?

yeah im okay

thanks tho